"Exhibitionism". When I look that word up online it involves men 90% of the time. I'm 17 now but The first time I let a boy see me naked I was 12. I quess I did it because I developed fast and was proud of my body. His name is Bret and he is the son of my moms best friend. They came to our condo a lot to use the swimming pool. He is a little older than me and my mom was outside and I didn't know he was here. I was in my bra and panties getting ready to put on my bathing suit. My bedroom door was open a little bit and I kinda seen his reflection in my dresser mirror but when I turned around he ducked back out of site. He is a dorky guy and I just stood there a second looking in the mirror and again he peeked in. I don't know why but I wasn't the least bit embarrassed that he was watching me. I took off my bra and panties and just stood there naked for awhile. Then I put my bathing suit on looked at myself in the mirror and took it off again then put on a different bathing suit. When I did this it excited me and I guess I was aroused by it. When I walked out of my bedroom Bret was gone and when I went into the living room he was watching tv. I just said hi and that I didn't know he was here. That was just the start of it and over the next few years Bret would walk back near my room every time his mom and him came. Most of the time I knew they were coming and I actully made sure I was naked knowing Bret would come down the hallway to my room. It took awhile but I even masturbated on my bed sometimes when I knew he was right outside my door watching me. My mom and I lived in that condo until I was almost 16 and over those years there were a few other boys and even 2 men who saw me naked. I would open windows when my mom was out and parade around the condo naked. Hoping and looking for one of them to walk by. Where we live now is a bungalow closer to the beach, that my mom bought with the money she got from my dad after their devorce. Its small but real nice and my bedroom is big with my own bathroom. Its in the back left corner of the house and even though I started leaving my windows open enough for somebody to see inside there was never anyone there. Bret and his mom still came a lot and he still sees me naked a lot of times but I wanted other guys to also. Last October is when when I got the idea to tell a boy to look in my bathroom and bedroom, but couldn't figure out how I could do that without acting like a pervert. One day I was on the beach and there were two boys near me and the one boy I didn't know but I knew he lived nearby. Thats when I thought about writing a note. They just got there so I went back to my house and wrote a not something like this. I just thought up names and wrote "James: theres a girl who leaves her windows open and I can see her naked at night. She lives in the green bungolow on S------ Avenue in the back room, signing it David". I went back to the beach and when they went into the water I dropped the note on his blanket. There are 4 boys I know of that see me naked a couple times a week and there might be more because its always dark out when they show up. They not only see me naked but I even shower when they are out there. I don't masturbate everytime but do let them watch me at least once every week. They are all younger than me I think 13 to 15 but they come a lot and the nights they don't I just watch tv. My mom is out a few nights a week so if I have friends over I never leave my windows open. I'm afaird to let my boyfriend see me naked but we do make out and has seen my breasts a couple times but I never take everything off. We don't go all the way but I do jerk him off sometimes and let him finger me. I do masturbate a lot and Bret still sees me naked a few times a month and he is still a dork. I just like boys seeing me naked so it must be that I am an exibitionist. I can't explain how much fun it is for me and it gets me turned on when they see me nude.