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I became a stay at home to be with our kids and make sure they were looked after well and guide them. I unfortunately did not think about the fact that for about 8 hours every week day I would be alone. I started chatting online and that led to a discovery on a site that you can make a profile and have affairs. I did it at first just for fun and it would get me pretty charged up knowing men wanted me, my husband always more than satisfies me and I never want to hurt him. What I discovered is that there are a lot of lonely really nice guys out there and for the last year or so I have been seeing about 14 of them on a regular basis. It started out so easy, how much to meet with you for a few hours? I told them an amount and have never been turned down, I have always been treated extremely well and enjoy the time I have with them all. One man pays me just to suck the milk out of my breasts, I even have a female friend that I meet up with regularly.

You see the problem all started one morning when I was looking for my phone and I called down to my husband asking if he had seen it. He told me that it is probably in the bottom of that backpack you call a purse. When I came downstairs he was looking at the hundreds of dollars I had in one of the pockets in it.

Why do you have like 2500 dollars in your purse? he asked just looking kind of blankly at me.

Umm, good question I thought to myself, I had not even realized that I had that much in there.

You would not even believe me if I told you, I said to him, but let's talk later about that okay. I have started a little side job and did not want to tell you about it until I was sure it was worth doing.

I panicked all the way home from dropping off the kids at school thinking that he would not go to work but would rather be waiting for me at home. I was so relieved when I pulled into the drive and his car was gone. Great I thought I have six hours to come up with a self employment job that I have been working on. I decided on sex toys, I was selling sex toys and doing it like Tupperware or Avon.

We sat down a few days later and I told him all about the job and he was fine that I was happy doing what I was doing. I did not really think he bought it though and told him that I had been thinking of stopping it anyways out of fear that people we know might think it was not right for me to be doing a job in that industry.

So just when I thought all was good and we were good I answered a new guy and met up with him at a sandwich shop, it turned out to be someone we both knew. Holy crap was all he could say when I walked into the place, and that was about all I could think of as well. He was single so I had no witty come back for him asking why I was cheating on my husband so I decided to tell him the whole story and hope he had mercy on me. Are you kidding me? he asked I would love to have sex with you. Are you still willing to get together? I felt kind of funny about it but also worried that he would tell my husband all about it so I decided to do it. Sure I told him when do you want to meet up again? I can only do day time. He told me not to worry he was going to take a day off of work for this and I could just come over to his house.

I had to back out of it though and explained to him that it just felt to strange to be with someone we both knew, he told me he understood and asked if I had any other friends doing what I was doing, I told him no.

The next month was agonizing as I kept waiting for my husband to come home and throw me out of the house. I have not slept with anyone from the past and have deleted my profile. It was a huge mistake to go down that road but hopefully nothing will ever come of it.

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