I eventually gave up on finding a truly domineering, sadistic, woman in my own age group. I read somewhere that older divorcees, widows, or spinsters, tend to be MUCH more accepting of potential "partners" vices, addictions, or bad habits, and I changed my search tactics accordingly. Jackpot!Now I have several regulars, and one potential wife, even! I am a fit, healthy 30, with complete financial independence, and am presently working on this fifty-five year-old psych nurse, who is not unattractive, in a grim, weather-beaten sort of way, and certainly the most dominant and downright scary woman I have ever met. She really loves to confine me in a real hospital-issue strait-jacket, buckled and padlocked loosely for long-term comfort, but total inescapability. She then fits a padded heavy leather sensory-deprivation hood over my head, also padlocked. With that in place, all my senses are blocked totally, except touch, and with this being the only sense left to me, it has become incredibly sensitive, and any kind of sexual activity is incredible in its intensity. She loves to have intercourse with a healthy young male, even a totally anonymous "parcel" of one! She is near insatiable, and I have invited her to move in full-time, and be my only "love" interest from then on. I couldn't handle anything more than her, I'm pretty sure, anyway! Maybe not EVEN her, but I will try my damndest to satisfy her, because her punishments for any perceived lack of interest or effort, are one-time only in their severity! She will rule my life, down to the tiniest detail, and I will be happy to obey her every wish or whim. She lives healthy, and says the women in her family all tend to live well into their nineties, so I'm going to be a senior myself, before I lose her, and she says she has a daughter who will by then, be delighted to take over. Right now we are working on a rubber bio-hazard suit, with built-in gas-mask, for me to be locked up in, while I do all the housework, and odd-jobs. She has me "covered" (literally).