#152

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I'm a junior in HS and don't remember when I started to enjoy having boys see me nude. I was raised by my grandmother and still live with her and even today, have very little supervision since she is quite ill most of the time. Her brother Arnie lives with us and he is a couple years older than my grandmother and is drunk most of the time. I knew he saw me naked many times but as I got older I noticed he would go out of his way to see me naked. His was the first penis I ever saw except for the two boys who live on the corner. Even though he is old I saw him masturbating sometimes. I could tell he was always looking at me and a few years ago I could tell that I got him excited. I think thats is when this all started. I would wear night shirts in front of him and sometimes without my panties on. I knew somtimes that I excited him and could tell just by the way he talked to me. It got worse because when he had a friends at the house I started to expose myself to them too. They were all older men and I would leave my bedroom door open lots of times so they could see me when they went to the bathroom. At night time they would mostly drink and play cards and sometimes I would sit and talk to all of them. The whole time I would be in my nightshirt without my panties. I opened my legs so they could see me and I would get wet sometimes knowing they could see my vagina. I might have only been 12 then but I remember that its when I first started to mastubate. I still expose myself to them somtimes, but not as much as when I was younger. I still let Arnie see me naked a couple times a week but I go out more often now and have found a different way of satisfying myself. I've been friends with Jeff and James since I was about 6 or 7. Jeff is almost a year older than me and James is a year younger. When we were really little sometimes we would show each other our bodies. I would let them see my vagina and they would let me see their penis. As we got older we didn't do it anymore up until about a year ago. I was at Jeff and James house on a Saturday afternoon when their parents were away. Jeff started talking about the times we would show each other our privates or undress for each other. The three of us laughed about it and I'm not sure why I mentioned it, but began telling them that I let Arnie and the old men he plays poker with see me naked sometimes. They couldn't beleive what I was telling them and began asking to see my breasts. I felt myself getting excited and after they kept begging me for a long time I did. I stood up in front of them and took off my blouse and bra. I might have been a little embarrassed but it also aroused me. I kept asking to see their penis and finally James showed me his first then Jeff showed me his. It was sort of like when we were younger but now more exciting. Jeff, James and I all got naked and looked at each others bodies for the the longest time. Both of them got hard which excited me even more since I knew I aroused them. We never touched each other that day but since then things have gotten a little out of hand. We get together at least twice a month now either at their house or my room after my grandmother goes to bed. We started out just getting naked and masturbating in front of each other. It progressed over time and now they both masterbate me and give me oral sex. The fact that they see me naked gets me excited but when they both touch and fondle me I go crazy and have many orgasms. I give oral sex to both of them and have masturbated them many times. As much as they want to have intercourse with me I don't want that to happen. I think they are more interested in satisfying me and they both please me at the same time. When the two of them are touching me at the same time I get so aroused I can't control myself. They take turns with me and James will be giving me oral sex as Jeff is kissing my breasts then they switch. The whole time I am holding one of their penis or mastubating them. Sometimes one will give me oral sex as I do the same to the other. Recently they finger not only my vagina but also my anus. I didn't like it at first but once I'm aroused and wet it adds to the pleasure. I have tasted their cum but most of the time don't swallow to much of it. Jeff usually tells me when he is ready to cum but James never does. Jeff has a larger penis but I think both are just average size. I know both of them want to fuck me but I won't let them. They do whatever I want and I always have a great time when we are together. I guess I am an exibitionist and sometimes I get them to pretend thy are doctors examining me. When at their house I lay on the table naked for them. Just watching them look at me gets me aroused and I won't let them be a doctor unless they are naked also. Both have an erection the whole time we do this but I never touch them. James is the one who asks me to do this most of the time but I know it excites both of them. They get me to bend my knees and open my legs as wide as I can. Sometimes I orgasm before they actually put their fingers in me and orgasm again when they do. They have even began to insert their fingers in my rectum and I have began to like that also. They know I am not a virgin and that I do have sex with my boyfriend and have promised me not to tell anyone what we do. If my boyfriend ever found what we do I'm sure he would break up with me. I have known Jeff and James so long we trust each other. I'm not sure what they think of me but since we started doing all this my sex life is fantastic. I can't tell anyone about it and could never tell my boyfriend. We have good sex also but when I'm with Jeff and James its a lot different. I still let Arnie and his poker friends see me naked but not as much as I used to.

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