When I told my wife I think I like to suck cock she fucking freaked out. She badgered me to tell her how many cocks I'd sucked. I hadn't really sucked anybody yet but I told her I had the urge. She got more pissed and kicked me out of the house. Fuck her I thought and drove into town and got a motel. I took my laptop with me and got on-line to one of the gay dating sites I had been looking at. He said his name was Johnny and I told him mine was Glenn. He said he had a huge cock and really wanted to be sucked off by a true sissy boy. I wasn't really sure what he meant but my dick was hard just conversing with him so I invited him over. About an hour later he arrived at my motel room.

He said he was an alpha and I said whatever. He was about eight inches taller than me and had a big belly. I was more interested in his cock than his looks or size. He told me to strip and pointed down at my smallish cock and said that I looked like a true sissy boy who needed to be dominated. I was a little embarrassed. Then he told me to take off his shirt. I did and he had big man boobs with large nipples. He had me suck on them a bit then told me to take his pants off. I knelt down and pulled his jeans down. He wasn't wearing underwear and when I pulled down his cock popped out. It seemed massive compared to me. I old him I had never really sucked off another man before. He ignored me and just pulled my head toward him. He told me to open my mouth and when I did he shoved his cock in. I was both repulsed and excited at the same time. He was uncut with a pretty big foreskin and pulled it back as he shoved his cock in and out of my mouth. He said to suck it like my mouth was a cunt. He kept telling me how good of a little sissy cunt I was as he got harder and harder. Pretty soon his cock was rock hard and at least seven inches long. A couple of times I started to gag and he backed off. Then he asked if I'd ever been fucked. At the same time he pulled his cock out of my mouth and told me to turn around. I only wanted to suck him not get fucked by him, but when I told him that he grabbed my hair and pulled my head back. He managed to turn me around and pushed me over the bed. I was in a standing position with my chest on the bed and his hand in the middle of my back holding me there. He said if I fought him he would break both arms and skull fuck me. I froze as he pushed my legs apart and I felt his wet slippery cock make its way into my asshole. It hut like a fucker but he just pushed in more until he was buried inside me. I begged him to stop but he just kept saying that his sissy cunts were only alive to please him and started to fuck me. I was crying by this time from the pain. He just kept at it and about five minutes later the pain had turned to pleasure and my horniness. I felt my cock starting to get hard as he thrust in and out of me.

Pretty soon I was moaning each time he pushed in with his big cock. Then I started to beg him to fuck me deeper. Then he pulled out and pulled me to where I was sitting in front of him and started to cum on my face. He stuck his cock up to my lips as he was still cumming and pushed it into my mouth. He mouth fucked me until I had sucked him clean. Then he got dressed, told me thanks and he left. A little while later my wife called me. When I answered she begged me to come back home. She said she understood that I wanted to experiment with men as long as I came home to her. Through tears I told her I would be home the next day. I sucked off two more men that night in my motel room.

When I got home that Saturday afternoon she was sitting on the couch with Tom, one of our neighbors. She said that Tom was a gay man and she had explained everything to him. Then she said she needed to see me suck a man's cock. I hadn't even had a chance to shower and clean up. I smelled like dried cum and body odor. Tom said it was time to show my true colors. He stood up and dropped his pants. Hes cock was really nice. Not as big as that first guy but looked perfect for sucking. My wife kept urging me on until I knelt in front of Tom. She got real close to my face as I took his cock into my mouth. She started to rub my cock through my pants and I got immediately hard. I didn't cum the night before and was ready. She undid my pants and put her hand inside my shorts. Almost immediately I started cumming. Right in my pants and in her hand. She must have lost it because she took her cum soaked hand out of my pants and told me to suck her fingers. Tom's cock was hard but I took my mouth off and sucked all of the cum off of her fingers and licked her hand clean.

She called me a fucking sissy fag and went to the bathroom. Then Tom asked if I wanted to get fucked. I shyly nodded yes and stripped. I knelt over the couch and he fucked me for the next 10 minutes. At some point my wife came back into the room and watched me get fucked until Tom filled my ass with his jizz. He finally pulled out and got dressed. Then he left. My wife said it really turned her on and wanted me to suck her pussy until I came in my pants again. This was about as kinky she had ever gotten. It had opened up a whole new world of sex for us.

We now use language we never did before and suck or fuck each other more and more aggressive than ever before. We have become swingers and I finally found out her motive for accepting me. It was because all along she wanted pussy for herself.