#352

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I have deceived females in every way I could possibly think of in order to expose myself. I began doing it in my teenage years and faked injury and many times acted like I was dumb or mentally ill. I have done some rediculous things and disgraced myself many times by the situation I put myself into. Once when I was sixteen I had a split lip and black eye from a fight that afternoon and in the early evening used my condition to expose myself in the park. I knew a group of girls I didn't know would be coming by the foot path soon and I hid all my clothes under a bush. I just laid naked on the ground only wearing sneakers and socks. Within a few minutes these 8 girls all saw me laying there. The only problem was that one of them called 911 and the cops were there in no time. I pretended to be unconsious and was taken to a hospital. It ended up being one of my best performances and I acted like I was dizzy and knocked unconcious by a group of boys who stripped me. My parents were called and they came to get me, but otherwise no one ever found out I planned it. I never did anything that stupid again but found many other ways to expose myself since then. Some of my sisters girlfriends and neighborhood girls saw me naked and I never once got into trouble about it. My parents only knew of one time my sisters friend saw me but it was considered an accident. These girls probably talked about it with each other but for some reason never told on me or let my parents find out. I'm 26 now and almost two years ago I began dating Ida who is now 21. Her father is a white man and her mother is black. Her father doesn't like me and my parents also don't like her. I had sex with her on our first date and whenever she came to my apartment I would always be naked when she arrived. She is the only person I ever admitted being an exibitionist to. I told her how many girls I had exposed myself to and tried to explain to her how it aroused me so much. She was more than willing to see me naked and she was always willing to masturbate me and many times watched as I jerk off myself. Our relationship was kept quiet mostly because of her father and when we did go out we would go to a diffent town so we wouldn't be seen together. I don't know or remember now whether it was Ida or me who first suggested anything about her friends seeing me naked. I suppose it was me who talked about it first but she seemed unfazed about doing that for me. I didn't know any of her girlfriends but at the same time didn't want anyone to know I am an exibitionist. I had already told Ida how I deceived most of the girls who had seen me naked over many years and had never admitted my fetish, except to her. She is the one who thought of it and suggested I pretend being blind. I laughed at first but it was one thing I had never thought of in the past. I went on line and bought a white cane and saw pictures of blind people. Ida also suggested I either wear sunglasses or squint my eyes when she brought a friend over. The first night she did it was a girl she had went to school with. It was a pretty black girl who never spoke the entire time but over an hour or so saw me shower and masturbate myself. I was so aroused by it I couldn't believe how Ida handled everything and told me after the girl left how much she liked the girl seeing me that way. I was still turned on and Ida and I had sex for hours after the girl went home. She only brings one girl at a time and by now I know all their names but they don't know I even saw them or knew they were here watching me. Ida tells me she enjoys it and I don't doubt anymore that she does. She never masturbates me when one of the girls are with her and all we do is kiss when she first gets here. We do almost the same thing each time and Ida always has the girls stand at the door for the first ten minutes. She always says for me to shower while she is here to make sure I don't fall. Naturally I always agree and thats when the girls come into the bathroom to watch me. This sounds funny but I always ask Ida if its ok for me to jerk off and she'll just say ok if I want to. There are 5 black girls, 3 white girls and 2 mexican girls who have watched me. Her cousin Lucinda also has watched me at least ten times and the other girls have been here often, some more than the others. I never do look directly at them and always keep my eyes squinted and let Ida guide me into the bedroom and bathroom. Ida and I talk about it after the girls leave and Ida changes things around sometimes as to how they see me naked. Sometimes she wants me to be naked in bed when the girls come in and other times she has me undress in the bedroom and walk me naked to the bathroom. When I get erections Ida always tells me I have one and always asks if I'm horny. I can't help from getting hard just by seeing these girls looking at me. Just for the heck of it I sometimes ask Ida if there is someone else in the room and she always says no and puts her finger over her lips warning the girls to be quiet. I think by now that Ida enjoys displaying me almost as much as I do. We only do it a few times a month but Ida comes over 3 or 4 times a week. We always go out to dinner on Satrurday nights but never anywhere near home. Her father and my parents don't know we still see each other anymore. Ida has fulfilled my fetish for me and I still don't understand why she puts up with me. I no longer have to think up ways to expose myself and am satisfied with the arrangments Ida makes to accomadate my needs.

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