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My boyfriend Cameron introduced me to a sort of bondage sex. I only see him twice a week and although I consider him my boyfriend we do have an open relationship. I know he dates another girl but I also date a guy who is married a few times a month. No whippings or anything painful is involved but only being tied to the bed and him satisfying me without me knowing what he will do next. I'm always blindfolded and spread eagle naked. I do the same to him once in awhile but he likes it best when I am the one tied down. He shaves me down there every week and then proceeds to stimulate and ravish my entire body. He performs oral sex on me everytime but also uses a vibrator in my vagina and rectum. Sometimes I am so turned on I could scream. It goes on for an hour or two and I orgasm so often I'm in a constant state of arousal. It ends when he satisfies himself, either by intercouse with me or masturbating himself with my breasts. He also has me suck him and because of the position I'm in I am forced to swallow his cum. I didn't like that part of it at first but now don't mind it at all. We have been going together off and on for almost 6 years but the bondage thing we have only been doing for the last 2 years. Last summer things got even more kinky and it started with Cameron telling me some of his friends want to watch what he does to me. I know by now that guys brag to each other about their sex lives but never thought much about it. He said that about his friends a lot of times then finally asked me if he could let one of them come over. He asked me this as I was having another orgasm. He told me I would never know which of his friends were here. Anyways it sounded exciting to me and I told him ok. It was last July the first time he brought another guy and I'm still not completely sure who it was, but think it was his friend Brian. It got out of hand since then and I suspect there are at least 6 or 7 other friends of his who are here once a week, although he has told me there are only 3. What started out as them only watching Cameron doing all those things to me, he now allows them to participate. There is only one of them each time but he lets them bring me to orgasm either by giving me oral sex, fingering me or using the vibrator on me. He has never let them have intercouse with me but all of them have masturbated using my breasts and I have also given oral sex to all of them. Thats how I am sure there are more then three of them and can tell by the size of their penis and sometimes the taste of their cum. Lately when I ask Cameron how many different guys he has brought over he just smiles and says I don't want to know. I know I am stupid for allowing this to continue but I am satisfied in so many ways its hard to explain. Every week its not only Cameron but one of his friends stimulating me at the same time and bringing me to countless orgasms. At first I didn't like giving them oral sex but enjoy doing it now because of the ways they satisfy me. I don't see his friends often and it is never talked about when I do see them. I do think about which ones he allows to come over with him but don't really want to know. None of them talk much when they are here and I don't think I would recognise there voices except for Brian who I now am sure is one of them. I'm never embarrassed when I'm blinfolded and tied to the bed but sometimes it is embarrassing when I see some of his friends I suspect have been here. Although Cameron and I have been involved for so many years I always knew it was never going to be a marraige type of relationship. I think I do love him a little but also know how he is useing me. I'm sure all his friends think of me as a whore but I have begun to crave the attention I get every week like a drug. By the time they are done with me I am completely exausted. I don't tell Cameron this but I enjoy it more now when he does bring one of his friends even more than when we are alone.

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