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What I'm about to write is true but I am much to ashamed to tell anyone especially my co workers, friends or family. Where I live and work are 35 miles apart and I am a plant supervisor very well liked and respected by all. I am assertive yet fair with the 42 people under my supervision. Thankfully they no nothing of my home life and present relationship where I am a totally submissive idiot. I knew Jill was bisexual even before I had her move in with me three years ago. I also knew she was involved with several other girls and had weekly sex while I was at work. I never encouraged or discouraged her simply because of the overwhelming sex I had with her. I have had a few good relationships in the past but Jill was the most sexual and dominant girl I had ever been with. She satisfied me in ways I never thought about and introduced me to sex toys which we used on each other several times a week. Within the first year of her living with me she had turned me into a submissive fool and I loved every minute of it. She was the first woman I ever allowed to penitrate my rectum. It started with a thin vibrator and quickly escalated to where she would use an assortment of attachments and dildos in many different shapes and sizes. She usually did this while jerking me off or giving me oral sex. I not only let her shave me but she has also given me spankings and that first year and insisted on giving me enemas three times. At work I am in control but at home Jill is and I have become like a puppet. She is only six years older than me but often treats me like I am a juvenile, ordering me to submit to her sexual fantasies and I always comply. Some were humiliating at first but now I am a completely submissive shadow of a man. Her bisexual activities continued and little by little I found out who the two other woman are, Sally and Brittany. I knew Sally for some time, knew she was married and had two kids but never met them or her husband. Brittany I had heard of but didn't ever meet her at the time. Then just under two years ago Jill began asking if I would be open to a threesome and told me I could also see how she has sex with the other girls. I had never had a threesome but like any other guy have thought about it. I agreed but never expected to get myself so involved in having myself dominated by three women. The first time we did this was with Sally and aside from me seeing her and Jill satisfy each other the two of them took liberties with me that I never complained about. Jill started it by having Sally give me oral sex and before I knew what was happening Jill was invading my rectum with the vibrator and a large penis shape dildo. Then Sally took over and the way I was positioned didn't relize at first that she was fucking me with a strap on dildo. As humiliating as it was I never said a word, manily because I was so aroused by the blow job Jill was giving me. I had never been with two girls at the same time before. At one point Sally was on her knees and I was having anal intercouse with her while at the same time giving Jill oral sex as she stood in front of me. By the end of that week Brittany came over and that is when I first realized how aggressive and domanating they were, even more so than Jill. Don't get me wrong because I am very willing to sacrifice my manhood for the amount of pleasure I receive from these girls. Even though they do things that embarrass me I just go along with it. Since this began with Sally and Brittany I now have no control of what goes on. Jill has even became more aggressive with me even when we are alone and I just put up with it. There have been many times when both Sally and Brittany are here on the same night. I can't began to explain how humiliating it can be but they always know when I am to aroused to complain of anything. Sometimes Jill will begin jerking me off or sucking me and at the same time Sally and Brittany will also play with my gentals and anus. I get so turned on either Sally or Brittany or both will position me in such a way to be able to fuck me with the strap on. Brittany is very rough sometimes and even though it is a little painful I never complain about it. I think they enjoy degrading me and try to purposely humiliate me but when I talk to Jill about it she denies that is the reason. They all spank and shave me and a few times I have had small cuts on my scrotum which they also shave. Sally insists on shaving the hair in my crack and I can't believe sometimes how I let them position me in the most mortifying positions to do all this. There have been times when my anus is sore for a few days yet I never deny them access to my rectum or anything else. Jill has no jealousey about anything they do. Most of the the time its just one of them here but over the past year both have come more frequently. The one thing that is still humiliating is when I get an enema which is maybe every three weeks. Its only a warm water enema but Jill seems to want it done when she and the other two are here. Its not arousing at all to me and is very embarrassing. They do it after all the sex is done and I can no longer get an erection or ejaculate. My penis isn't very big when limp and I am sure the enemas are done mainly to humiliate me even though Jill tells me its not. I think Sally and Brittany get some type of satisfaction out of degrading me and believe Jill purposely lets them insert the nozzle in me likeing to watch them do it. I put up with this only because I get to have anal sex and intercouse with them. I know they will always give me oral sex and have me aroused to a full extent. I never told Jill this but Brittany is the best blow job I have ever had. She is able to consume my entire penis in her mouth and let me ejaculate knowing she swallows most of it. There were times when she forced me to taste my own semen which Sally and Jill thinks funny but I don't like. Sally and Brittany are alike in some ways but Sally seems like the one who likes to spank me the most and Jill lets her use my belt most of the time. I do like watching them have sex with each other even using the strap on and fucking one another. When its just Jill and I and only one of the other girls we usually shower together when done with the sex. We wash each other and how could I not enjoy that. I feel like an asshole sometimes because in work I have to be in control of everything. If those people knew how I am dominated and desgraced at home they would have no respect for me. In work what I say goes, at home I am only obedient and submissive. Often when I'm alone and thinking about the things I let Jill and the other girls do I get embarrassed of myself. I see no end to it and basically don't want it to stop. More and more they make up reasons to spank me, telling me I need to be punished for one thing or another. As much as I am satisfied by them I sometimes feel like they are using me for their own sexual perversion. Especially when they fuck me with the strap on or give me an enema. I know Sally and Brittany have no respect of me and when I think about it realize I let them and Jill do anything they desire. I never tell them anthing is embarrassing for me but I'm sure they are well aware of when I am humiliated by them. I'm sure that is part of it and something they enjoy doing. I never thought much about that in the past but believe that a lot woman are obsessed with dominating a man. Most women are aware of the sexual power they have over men and how easy it is if the want sex with a man. Jill, Sally and Brittany, I believe, don't really need sex with me but have discovered what an easy mark I am and take advantage of it. While they are here I don't care whats going on because they have a knack of keeping me aroused most of the time. Brittany has even supplied me with viagra many times and I know behind my back they make a fool of me and think of me as a stupid man. Jill and I get along great and have great sex together. I often question why she ever got Sally and Brittany involved with us and her main response is that she is bisexual and enjoys having sex with the girls and me at the same time. I have told Jill that some of the things are humiliating but she tells me I have to give them some enjoyment in the things they like to do. I also think Jill has sex with them more often than she admits to me and wonder if she likes sex with them better than she does with me. I beleive all three of them have a domination fetish and most obvious in Brittany. I'm a winner and a loser, a winner because of the sex I get but a loser because of the disrespect I receive. They may not think I know it but just the ways they force me to display my genitals and how they abuse my anus and rectum is downright degrading. They have come to know me like a book and by now know they can do anything they please. As soon as we are naked I am aroused and they know it. At first thought I felt I was taking advantage of Jills friends but things swiftly changed in the other direction. It all has to do with me since I am the one who gave up and let them take charge of me. I could put an end to it but am so turned on and sexually satisfied by them that I continue to allow the abuses they inflict, some of which are also stimulating. I don't mind being penitrated with a dildo or vibrator but having them fuck me with the strap while the others watch is demoralizing. I know their intent with the enamas is strickly to embarrass me yet Jill still says its only for fun. Well, since the last enema I got from Jill alone, both girls have been her for every other one except for one time. This month so far Sally has been here once, Brittany once, and the two of them three times. This past Tuesday they both fucked me with the dildo and Brittany gave me an enema. It seems fun is when they are all here. Like I said before I could stop it but I don't. I am like a slave to them and obey and put up with whatever they decide for my own sexual satisfaction. I guess its a love hate situation since most of it is arousing and I am well taken care of sexually. Jill and I still have sex alone a few times a week. It consists mostly of intercourse and oral sex but we occassionally use the sex toys on each other. The sex toy briefcase is the first thing out when Sally, Brittany or both are here. I feel like they think of me as amusement lately because over the last few months they have been penitrating me more than I do them. They never ask what I want to do and I just let them have control of me. Just to be satisfied I let them do all this.

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