I have always had a problem staying with something long term, I have been married for 17 years but have probably had ten lovers during that time. Now I am even worse because my husband travels a lot and I am on Ashley Madison and escort men all the time. I do not always sleep with them but all of them want to, they are just built that way.

I have a regular though that lives about 45 minutes away, he is married also. He had a cock that is incredible, it is so wide and long that I still gasp every time we have sex. He stretches and fills me like no one has in my life and when I hold his balls in my hands I get so excited, I even starting to excited just writing this and thinking about it.

One mistake I made though was agreeing to going back to a Japanese guys hotel room, he was on the phone when we came back to the room and asked me if a friend of his could join us. I told him sure and two other men showed up minutes after getting off the phone. They love American women and were in lust with me, I was not really thinking of a group sex thing but it was fun after I realized I was not going to just get raped by them. One guys penis was so small I could suck the whole thing into my mouth and it did not even reach my throat, it honestly felt like his finger was in me when he started fucking. They were having a great time though and really loved my boobs and nipples.

I know I need to stop cheating on my husband but I am really at the point where I could care less if he left me. I thought for sure he was going to suspect something a few months ago when he came home early from a business trip and I was getting ready to go out in the evening. He got home and asked me why I was so dressed up and I told him I had just returned from drinks with the girls so he was not so suspicious, I then told him that I was glad he was home because I am horny. He fell asleep as soon as the sex was over and has never asked about anything since.