I have been having sex with a very close older family member since I was 11. I have been pregnant at 12, 12 ,13 and 15 by the same man .The first and third I lost. the second I was made by the man to abort it. On my 15th birthday my dad asked if i was gaining weight i was 5 months along again. but I never told anyone since I wanted to keep it. At 19 now and wonder if i should go home with my daughter I miss the man I made love to all the time and want to share our daughter with him. Am I right or wrong?