#153

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Last Thursday was the sixth time I did what I'm about to admit. I am ashamed of myself for it but the money I have made let me pay off all my credit cards and bills. I work at a marina and got to know Ron very well over time. He is very rich and owns a 37 ft. boat. He is in his 40's and for along time was hitting on me. I didn't pay much attention to it since I have a boyfriend, and he is twenty or more years older than me. He was always trying to get me on his boat for a ride and one day I decided to go for a ride with him. He didn't try to have sex with me but just taked about it the whole time. When we were coming back he came right out and asked if he could pay me for sex. He did it in a joking manner but I knew he was serious. At first he told me he would give me a thousand dollars then offered fifteen hundred and then two thousand. As I got off the boat he just told me to think about it. I saw him every week and he kept asking me if I would do it. I knew if I did it would make me a hooker but the thought of two thousand dollars overwhelmed me and I finally agreed. The first time was the hardest and I had only had sex with my boyfriend who I have been going with for two years. When we went out on the boat and when he anchored it we had sex all afternoon and once the humiliation of it wore off it wasn't as bad as I expected it to be and he gave me two thousand dollars. The second time he was more agressive with me and aside from oral sex he manipulated me into have anal sex which was the first time I ever did that. The third time we went out as we got about a mile offshore there was another man with us. He was about the same age as Ron and very polite but I was afraid of why he was with us. Ron right away told me that he would also give me two thousand to have sex with him. At first I said no way but after talking about it for a short time I was more or less intimadated into going along with it. After he anchored they led me into the bedroom and took off my bikini. The rest of the day I had sex with both of them both seperately and both at the same time. I was both embarrased and humiliated by them and gave both oral sex and they both did the same to me during the course of the day. The other guy, Tom, insisted on spanking me at one point and the two of them abused me all day. They both had anal sex and vaginal sex with me and at one point even showered with me. Although I felt abused I had multible orgasms during the day and experienced sex I never thought about. They ended up giving me five thousand dollars that day and even though I was exhausted and sore I was thrilled about the money and couldn't believe how much they gave me. The fourth, fifth and sixth time they were just as abusive in many ways but each time I was given another five thousand dollars. We were usually out 8 or 9 hours and aside from bathroom breaks or eating and drinking the majority of time we had sex. They insisted on me being naked the whole time but by now I had lost any inhabitions I might have had before. They do hurt me at times when they spank me or perform anal sex but I never complain about it. Most of the sex, I enjoy myself and never realized how arousing it is to have two men at the same time. I don't even mind giving them oral sex although I don't like to swallow it, but sometimes can't help it. I go out with them now once a month and will soon be able to buy a new car. My boyfriend doesn't know anything about it and thinks I got a raise at work. I can never tell anyone what I'm doing and know that both Ron and Tom are married. They can't talk to much about it themselves so it will continue to be a secret. I am ashamed of myself for doing this but extra money every month makes my life less stressful. I do like most of the sex we have and have masturbated many times thinking about it. My boyfriends penis is larger than either of them but they are both adequate and both use condoms for vaginal sex. When we have anal sex or oral they don't wear a condom and do cum in me. I don't want to get pregnant and I know neither of them would want me to. I suspect both have kids but they never talk about it or mention their wives to me. The boat is beautiful and has a galley and two seperate bedrooms. I don't even know what kind of work or business Ron and Tom are in but they both must be very rich. When I start feeling guilty about all this I start thinking that if I have sex for six hours with them during the day, I'm making over eight hundred dollars an hour. I can live with that and hope to continue doing it even though I consider myself a whore at times. I feel bad sometimes when I'm with my boyfriend but as long as he doesn't know about what I'm doing, it can't hurt him.

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