My sister and I have a daughter together. Last week I molested her while she slept. She's 9. I could not stop myself. She reminds me so much of her mother, who has been overseas for the past 6 months. I was just so lonely, I miss her so damn much. She's the only person I have ever loved, and she will hate me for the rest of my worthless life now. Because I will tell her, I have to. I never lie to her. I just want to die.