I first watched my mom suck my dad's cock when I was about 9. I tried to see through the crack in their door as much as I could. When I turned 13 my brother moved out and I moved into his room. That room had an adjoining closet with mom and dad's closet. My brother had put a hole through the wall and when their closet door was open I had a clear view of their bed. They fucked quite a bit and one night I saw her put on a strap-on and fuck him in the ass. He came without even having his cock touched. Mostly, though, she would suck his cock until he emptied in her mouth then after she sucked him hard again he would fuck her. Sometimes in the cunt and occasionally in the ass.

I got so turned on by watching them that I couldn't wait to fuck someone or get fucked by someone. I fantasized about a man with a cock the size of my dad's in my ass while I shot my wad like he did. I fantasized about it every time I jerked off and have come to love the taste of my cum as I shoot into my hand and clean it off with my tongue.

Me and my cousin Jenny were really close. We talked about everything and I told her about my desires. She was a couple years older than me and had boyfriends all throughout school. When I was 16 she was getting ready to graduate. She said her current boyfriend had the biggest uncut cock she had ever seen and If I wanted to suck my first cock I could suck his. I said okay and she set it up.

Little did I know he was a sadistic fuck. Jenny took me over to his apartment one Friday night and as soon as we walked in he said, "So, is this the little faggot who wants a real man's cock up his ass?" She told him not to be so crude but he just said, "Shut the fuck up and sit down and watch the little cunt feel a real cock." She shied away and sat down. He told me to crawl to him. I was scared now but I got on my hands and knees and crawled over to him. He laughed as he instructed me to undo his pants and take them off of him.

His cock was very large and it hadn't gotten hard yet. "Suck it, cunt," was all he said and I bent forward and put my mouth on the head. He had me roll his foreskin over and back a bunch of times and when he was hard he stood up and had me lay on my back on his dining table with my head off the edge. He walked over to me and started to mouth fuck me. He was rough and made me gag a bunch of times. He didn't warn me when he was gonna cum and filled my mouth. I really didn't like the taste of his cum too much but I took it all anyway. He fucked my mouth until he got hard again. Then he walked around and pulled me so my ass was hanging off the edge of the table.

Before I knew it he had my legs in the air and had shoved his massive cock in my ass. I had been self-fucking my ass with various things over the past few years so I was able to take it. The harder he fucked me the more I liked it. Jenny was standing by us now staring at his cock ramming in and out of my asshole. She was naked and fingering her cunt with his rhythm. He fucked me for a long time and it happened. I started cumming without even touching my cock.

He finally came in my ass. After we rested a bit Jenny drove me home. She walked inside with me. My mom was at her sister's that weekend and dad was watching TV about half drunk.

He looked up at me and said, "Jenny tells me you're just a little faggot cocksucker. Is that right?" I was humiliated but slowly shook my head. "Then get over here and suck my cock." I had dreamed of doing this but was scared. Jenny gently said, "It's okay. He knows all about you and wants you to please him." She nudged me over to him and I knelt down in front of him. I undid his pants and took his cock out. I sucked his big cock until he busted his nut in my mouth. "Holy fuck you little cunt. You suck cock almost as good as mom."

From that night on until I left home whenever mom wouldn't fuck him he would come into my bedroom, lay me on my stomach and fuck the shit out of me. What I didn't know for the longest time was that it was all planned and she had seen him fuck me through my peep hole in the closet. After he would cum in my ass she would fuck him with her strap-on.

I never did date women but have been sucking cock and getting fucked for the last 20 years. I love cock and everything about it.