I am married wife who recently had sex with guy in park, a fetish now has me washed up, I started as a trail walk ends up fucking black guy thats always there he fucked guys also, so about month later May I look at myself in mirrow I lost alittle weight in my arms and face, than I read on my facebook my city has over 2,700 hiv cases my head I see guy in park eyes in my vision as he was cumming, I guess no holding back am I a Victim one night I packed car with sexy clothes and went to motel, I didnt know why this was coming over me it was like trance, I act like a hooker end up fucking 6 guys the night. NOW my husband fuck me late June and hasnt touch me since June but my sex drive has been on 1,000 I am down 18lbs he looks at me strange maybe I got it maybe I dont