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my mother died when i was thirteen. i had two younger sisters that i had to take care of. we lived on a farm and taking care of the farm was huge chore. my father worked hard, but he was still a man and didn't have anyplace to relieve his needs. its not a surprise that one night, after a long hard day, he saw me differently. although still a young teen i already had the body of a woman, being good farm stock.

he took me to his room and told me that i had taken my mom's place at the farm, and that i was going to sleep with him. i don't know if i even thought about it, i just accepted what was going to be. he had a real pent up need for a woman, and that night i lost my virginity and my youth. he was a hard manly lover, not much talk, not much in warming you up. he just climbed on top and you got what you got.

i was his woman until he died, when i was about 19. i had two kids of my own by then. my sisters grew up and went off to make their lives and i stayed with the farm and raise my kids. when i was about 26 i met a man, a widower, and i became his woman. i bore him two kids, which added to his five, made seven for him, and four for me. i was his woman until he died 20 years later.

i learned to be a woman early, that is what we did. i'm a farmer's wife. and neither man had to ask me, i was available for them, and i felt good about it. still do. they were both good men, hard men, all men. god didn't put a dick between my legs, they did. and i miss it.

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