I am addicted to masturbation. My ex-wife and I masturated simultateously, usually while talking dirty about my best friend. He was always fucking different women and telling me about it. I've never satisfied a women because of premature ejaculation and my wife eventually tired of me. So we would fantasize about my budding fucking her and masturbate.

Eventually, my wife left me. I continued to masturbate, thinking of my friend and my wife fucking. Eventually, I had a new girl friend. This time, though, she ended up in bed with my friend, a great fuck she told me. I would jerk-off while she told me of her sex with him.

She left me. I jerked-off more and more and thought more and more of my friend and his satisfying sex life. Eventually, I've got to the point where I do myself up to 3 or four times a day. Even at work.

My friend knows that I jerk-off alot, and that I think of him most of the time whild doing it. We used to work together and I think he sometimes flirted with me just so I would get hard and have to go to the mens room (or somewhere else).

Today we do not see each other that much, but I still jerk-off everyday, several times a day, while mostly thinking of him. I even jerk-off looking at pictures of him.