i'm 19F and have had a pretty fucked up life so far. i won't go into detail here but all you need to know is that it might be the reason i have these fantasies of a man 20-30 years older than me completely dominating me in bed; using his weight and strength to make me feel insignificant and inferior. god, it's so hot to me! i'd call him daddy, he'd call me his good girl and it would be perfect.