Confessions tagged with 'exams'.

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#2311

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Last month by coincidence I was introduced to Maria who as it turns out I spent 4 years with in an orphanage in Peru from 1977 until 1981. I'm 52 now and Maria is 53 and we have become close friends once again. In 1977 I was sent to that place at 12 years old. The girls and boys were in 2 separate buildings and although the school itself was fine the memories of those years are still haunting me today along with Maria. There were well over 200 boys and girls there but very little interaction between the two. As Maria and I began to talk about our experiences most of the conversation was about Dr. Vesa and Dr. Ortiz and neither of us know if that was their names anymore, but close. We don't even know what kind of doctors they were, if they were doctors, but do remember how we were abused by them continually for the four years I spent there and the five years for Maria. Finally in 1981 the orphanage was shut down and In 1982 My grandmother got me to America and I now live in Pennsylvania. Maria and I along with I can't imagine how many other girls were subjected to humiliating examinations at least once a month and often every three weeks. We were spanked at times and in general had little privacy between these two men. There was never any kind of schedule for these exams, we would simply be told to report to Dr. Vesa that day usually in the evenings after dinner hour. Most of the time both of them were there and we were told to remove all our cloths and given a white wrap that covered us from under our arms to our knees with only one button at the top. Each time we were fully examined by the two on an examination table and the wrap taken away leaving us naked . Within the first two months my hymen was penetrated and at the time I didn't even understand what virginity was,. Each time these exams lasted up to a full hour and we were subjected to them even when we had our minstrel periods. Aside from the humiliation sometimes the exams were painful, especially the first year of them when they used speculums and began penetrating us annually. Even more humiliating when I think about it now is how they would intentionally bring us to orgasm. The phrase " let yourself go" was something they would say frequently and as embarrassing it was to be exposed naked in front of them I do remember the sensations of orgasm and often several times during the same exam. The more I developed the more intense the exams became as one of them fondled my breasts claiming examination the other would be examining my vagina causing my arousal. What I went through is identical to what Maria experienced and she was there almost a year longer. I wasn't spanked often over those years compared to many of the other girls but the spanking was also humiliating since our skirt was pulled up and panties removed. I never really spoke to many people about this and tried not to think about it. Maria and I talk about it fairly often now and it makes me angry now instead of the embarrassing part of discussing it. I have told my husband of some of what went on but have never told him how often they were able to have me orgasm during the exams . I still have not told him about that part of it and probably never will since it still makes me feel to much humiliation that they were able to do that to me and probably many other girls. I'm glad I am friends with Maria once again and talking to her about those years puts my mind more at ease. Even though its 40 years ago it is a traumatic time of my life that I wish not to think about.

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This all started when I was 19 and oddly enough it was my aunt who got it to happen. I live in a rural area of Pennsylvania and just turned 19 when I was really sick with the flu. It was winter and the weather was bad. My aunt took me to Walter (her neighbor) who she said was a doctor. Over the next two weeks he treated me four times and gave me meds and sure enough I was ok. My aunt was with me the first time but the next three times I was alone with him. Walter is very maniputive and all three of those times he was able to have me undress to some extent for him to examine me. The third time he even gave me a vaginal exam and I remember getting aroused by the way he did it. I wasn't a virgin and even now have a boyfriend but at the time wasn't sure why he did that. The crazy thing is I didn't mind Walter seeing me naked and actually enjoyed him examinining me. He only lives about a mile from my house and about a month or so after that he called me to see how I was. I thanked him and then he suggested that I come to his house so he could make sure I was in good health. I did think it strange at the time why a doctor would tell me to go to his house but I agreed to go the following day. I suppose I trusted him because he is so much older, I think mid 50's, and that my aunt knows him fairly well, also he never charged anything for the exams or the meds. That was really the start of it all because when I got there he gave me a gown to put on and asked me to get undressed and put it on which didn't happen the last time. I have never been shy about my body so I just did as he asked. Then he took me into the back room and had me lay down on the table he had there. I have had physical exams a few times before but nothing like what he did to me that day. He did everything, including a breast exam and vaginal exam and again I was fully aroused when he was done. So much so I masturbated as soon as I got home. When I left his house he told me I should call him if I was sick and he also said it would be a good idea if I came back to him every month or six weeks for a check up. I don't even know now what my attraction to him is but in the back of my mind I just enjoyed him seeing me naked and touching me. He is only average looking but for some reason I liked being with him. He always asks me personal questions about my period and even my sex life but with him I don't mind saying anything. I didn't hear from him for over a month but thought about him examining me often not fully understanding why. It was just nice to me being pampered by him so I'm the one who ended up calling him the next time. I just told him I had menstrual cramps as an excuse to see him again. He told me to come to his house that evening and again I received a full exam and again it all aroused me and I almost orgasmed when he was doing it. Thats when I started going back to him at least once a month and sometimes more often. The second or third time I actually did orgasm when he was fingering me, he knew it and told me it was ok and that it is normal for that to happen. After that each time the exams got longer and he began having me in positions that should have been humiliating. Each time since then he gets me to get on my hands and knees with my head down on the table while he gives me a rectal exam. By this time the gown is gone and I'm completly nude with no embarrassment. A little over a year went by when I found out he did work in the hospital but wasn't really a doctor and only worked in the blood lab. You would think I would have been angry but I wasn't and even today still call him doctor Walt. I never told him I know he is a fake and never even told my aunt. The back room of his house looks almost like an exam room but it really isn't. He always had a stethiscope and other stuff but only after a year and a half did he begin using a speculum on me. He always had a box of latex gloves which he uses every time for the vaginal and rectal exams and he always acts like he is a doctor. He must have a fetish for all this but I am just as guilty since I keep going back to him every month. I know he thinks I'm stupid but I can honestly say I am excited everytime I go there. I have multible orgasms and enjoy all this as much as I do having sex with my boyfriend. No one knows that I go to him so often as I could never tell anyone about it especially my boyfriend and parents. I think about it almost everyday and often masturbate with the thoughts of the ways he examines and displays me to him. Its even gotten more intense for me since March of 2013. It was a Tueday night when I went for the exam and a guy named Matt was there who Walt said was also a doctor. Walt asked if I would mind if Dr. Matt would be present for my exam and without hesitation I said it was ok. There I was naked in front of both of these men knowing neither of them are doctors. I admit to being a little embarrassed at first but by the time Walt began examining my breasts I was immediately aroused. I must be insane because now Matt is there almost every other time and I even let him examine me. Often they both do it and I am wet the entire time. I don't even mind the rectal exams or the positions they have me in. I have even come to like them using the speculum in me and freely orgasm in front of them with no shame. Its gotten me to where I encourge my boyfriend to have anal sex with me, which I never thought about before. I am sure Matt is only about 40ish and am sure he works with Walt. I can't imagine what they must think of me and they probably think I am a mental case but keep taking advantage of the situation. Another thing is I call Walt most of the time making up dumb reasons for him to examine me, often going there twice a month. Neither Walt or Matt have ever suggested I have sex with them and they always talk to me like they are doctors which I know they are not. I know Walt is not married but am sure Matt is since he wears a wedding ring and once I heard him tell Walt about one of his kids. To a degree it is kind of insulting how I allow them to manipulate me yet I willingly comply with whatever they want. I guess it is because of my desire and lust that I submit to things other women would never consider. At Walts suggestion I long ago began shaving my pubic hair which my boyfriend also likes. Since the beginning the exams have gotten longer and more intimate in what they do. They often have me give myself breast exams and often have me seperate the lips of my vagina while they watch me. They have observed my body in almost every position possible and by now probably think I am a lunitic for letting them do all this to me. I think the two of them like it when they use the speculum because it is a clear plastic. They tell me rediculous things of why they use it but I never complain about any of it. They also have another speculum they often use for rectal exams which I don't care for but allow them to use it. Another thing which is seldom done that I really don't like is when Walt insists I have an enema. I am sure by now also that both Walt and Matt enjoy doing humiliating things to me. There isn't anything they do that embarrasses me but sometimes I tell them certain things are humiliating. It seems to make them happy if I tell them its embarrassing and they always tell me to relaxe. I can't remember the last time I didn't orgasm multiple times during these exams and know perfectly well they are aware of what they are doing. Walt still gives me a gown when I first get there but within 5 minutes I'm totally naked on the table. He even asks me how I have sex with my boyfriend and sometimes insists on details which I openly tell even about anal and oral sex. I am aware I have an unusual sex drive but also aware of what Walt and Matt are getting away with. Its gotten so where Walt tells me when to come back to his house and I always do whether its two weeks or a month. By now its an obsession for me and I call him sometimes telling him I felt a lump in my breast or that my vagina or anus itches to much and other nonsense just to go there more often. He lies to me also telling me how important it is to get examined often. So aside from fulfilling my own desires I know how much he and Matt also lust over me. The only thing that is humiliating is the fact that I let them take advantage of me in ways they could never get anyone else to submit to. I know its devious but sometimes I get my boyfriend to play doctor with me. I tell him what to do and have him finger my vagina and anus while thinking about Walt and Matt. Last night I was at Walts house and he and Matt had me there for almost two hours. I orgasmed three times and when when I do I know it excites them. Both of them tell me its only a natural reaction but I know better and know for sure they are stimulating me enough to arouse and satisfy me. I am fully aware of how they have become more bold and aggressive with me over the past year and a half. When Matt first started being there only one of them would do the internal exams, now when Matt is there both of them do. Often one will be penitrating my vagina while the other is suposedly examining my breasts or anus. With my nipples hard and vagina wet they have me in a sexual frenzy and they know it by the sounds I make. I have also become more bold over time because I never try to hide the fact that I am having an orgasm and often moan when they are doing this. All they do is smile and continue working me into orgasm after orgasm. There have been times when I can't even count how many times I had orgasmed while they did all this to me. Sometimes I think I'm satisfied and they get me aroused all over again. They must think I am a nymphomaniac and a dimwit who lets them do what they please. My boyfriend and I have fantastic sex but when I'm with Walt and Matt I orgasm so many times it amazes me. Walt asks me sometimes if I tell my aunt I still come to him but I never have or will. This is a secret I can't tell anyone and although I should be ashamed of this, I enjoy it to much to stop.

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