Confessions tagged with 'gaysex'.

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Im 66 years old with a very very high sex drive

My mother passed at the age of eight and my dad want to move to Michigan where he was born and raised

My dad worked in Detroit and I lived with my half sister in Port Huron

Lived with my half sister she had two daughters April twelve Mary eleven and one son Rusty five

I was getting out of the bathtub with my rock hard cock i was hung for my age maybe six inches long

She asked me if I would like to go babysitting with me I said sure

When she went babysitting and the she stripped her clothes and rock hard

April told me to take my clothes off so I stripped my clothes off

April said im going to teach you what is made for pointing to my cock

Then one night had me fuck her sister

Since then I been looking for sex anywhere could get it included enough having sex with another males

Always watching gay bareback porn and masterbating and always masterbating in the shower

Im so freaking horny its getting hard to maintain and masterbating isn't working anymore

Been looking for a laid-back horny male top with a nice cock to breed me

Im trying to be a good Christian but having problems stop having lust

Im still watching gay bareback porn and masterbate and it's wrong

I will stop having lust

Don't want to burn in hell for a 1,000 years rather go to heaven

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I’m gay and struggling with my sexuality. I want to get back to my faith but I can’t without being perverse and deviant. I can’t be alone with a priest without wanting to fuck him. I used to volunteer at a church and thought I was being cute about it, I was asked to leave because I’d inadvertently flirt and do things around a specific man and he didn’t like it. I try to control myself and I want to be forgiven, do my penance and stop being like this. But at the same time, I only feel like I’ll get closer to God if it’s through real confessional, and through offering myself to a real priest. I used to love laying in the field behind the parish and masturbating. I’m afraid to be alone with a man of God, because I can’t resist temptation. I long and desire a man of God that can be professional and a real mentor....I want to be all his, and him all mine. I want to be baptized again in a private ceremony, naked together and I want to sit in the pool on my knees and suck him until he showers my face with his cum. I want a priest that will marry me in our own secret ceremony between us and God... I want to work and devote my life to that man and the church... and grow, fuck, love, and learn with him. I want all things Holy, I want God, faith, and scripture to be intertwined with sex and love. I want to do my communion all over again and when he places the body of Christ on my tongue I will wait like that and won’t swallow until his cum blesses me... I want to lay naked on the alter after hours and have him bless and pray over my body. I want to be a true acolyte, bonded to only one man through God.

I’m so fucking messed up but it all feels so right to me. I long to be devoted and service a man who has given his life and service to God. I know that it’s all so crazy and outlandish of a desire.

I’m a fallen angel in need of guidance and acceptance... if God didn’t want me to be this way would I be? I guess I’m okay either way, but I’m being drawn towards the light of God and want to commit to it. That’s what I want...

Please pray for me, pray with me. I have come to believe it’s Gods will to give myself to a man of his service. I will vow to only love one man, and love God only through that man. This isn’t a fucking fetish... this is MY LIFE...

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This happened a few years ago. I was on a cruise with my wife, and her parents. It was a seven day cruise and we were on the fourth day. I was getting a little bored with doing the same thing everyday, so I decided to go to the steam room after my workout. I usually only go to dry sauna, so the wet steam room was new to me.

A little back ground on me. At the time I was 30 and had been married for about 5 years. I have always been really sexual, I would consider myself tri-sexual, meaning I will try anything sexual...lol. I am mostly straight, I absolutely love to have sex with women, but I have been with a few men also. I had never been fucked by a guy until this cruise.

As I entered the steam room I wasn't really thinking that I could get lucky but I was only wearing a towel around my waist just in case I met someone that would want to play. The room was full of steam, so heavy that you could barely see. I was walking with really small steps until I could see the benches to sit on. I made my way around the room following the benches. There was only one guy in there, a black guy, and he had a towel around him hiding his cock. I moved on around the room and sat down just a few feet from him. From this distance I could still see him, but not very well. I leaned back on the wall and started breathing in the steam and started to relax. I decided to open my towel to let anyone else coming in see my cock. I stroked it a couple of times to get it semi-hard.

I sat there for a couple of minutes and looked back over toward the black guy. I couldn't see him very well, but I could tell that he had opened up the towel and was now sitting there with his cock out in view. I could see his cock very well, so I decided to move over a little closer to him. I stood up while leaving my towel on the bench, turned around, picked up my towel and started folding it, and placed it on the bench closer to him.

As I was doing this, I was thinking that I had never had a black cock before. I had had black guys suck me off, but I had never touched a black cock before. I was a little nervous, but was very excited at the thought of sucking a big black cock. This made my cock get really hard. I didn't notice that I was completely hard until I sat back down.

I looked over toward the black guy. Being this close, about 4 feet away, I could see his cock and it was big and sticking straight up. I looked up at his face and his head was leaned back against the wall with his eyes closed. I looked back down at his cock and it looked amazing, like one of those big black cocks you see in porn videos. My eyes were locked on his cock, it had to be at least 8 inches and thick. I didn't even realize it, but I had instinctively started to slowly stoke my own cock. My heart was racing as I sat there wondering if I could get that big thing down my throat. I kept glancing up to his face to see if he would give me a signal or something. He kept his eyes closed, but he stroked his cock a few times. I didn't know what to do. I really wanted to suck him, but how did I know for sure he wanted me too without him giving me a look or something. I sat there still watching him and after another couple of minutes he gave his monster a couple more strokes.

With that, I decided, he must want me to play with it or he wouldn't have stroked it. So with my heart pounding and my hands shaking I stood up and walked over and knelt down in front of him. I looked up and his eyes were still closed. I leaned forward and without touching him in any other way, I took the head of his cock into my mouth. I kept looking at his face, he still didn't open his eyes. I started to swirl my tongue around the base of his head. I heard him let out a little moan. That was all I needed to hear. I started bobbing up and down taking his BBC into my mouth. His cock was so thick that when it hit my throat it didn't want to go down. But after a few time of pushing down on it, I finally got it to go into my throat. It actually hurt a little because it was stretching my throat open. I took him all the way in and stayed there as long as I could. When I came up for air, I looked up at him and his eyes were open. He was looking down at me and was smiling. He put his hands on my head and started guiding me up and down on his beautiful cock. I kept taking him all the way in and fucking his cock with my throat. I could feel his cock getting really hard and I knew he was close to cumming. I pulled off him and started playing with his balls and slowly stroking his cock with my hand. I wanted to make this last as long as I could.

I licked and sucked on his balls for a bit and licked up and down his shaft, then took him back in and deep throated him again. While he was balls deep in my throat, my knees were starting to hurt being on the hard floor, so I kept him in my mouth, but stood up. This made my ass stick straight out. I kept sucking him in this position. When he was all the way in my throat again, I felt a hand on my ass.

I had been so lost in this BBC I didn't even notice someone else had came in. The hand massaged my ass a little but quickly found it's way to my cock. My cock was the hardest it had ever been. This guy knew how to stroke a cock, his hands were amazing. One hand was massaging my ass and the other stroking my cock. I spread my legs really wide to give him better access. I was enjoying the BBC so much that I didn't even look around to see who it was.

I kept working on the monster in my mouth when I felt a warm mouth on my cock. The guy behind me had sit on the floor and slide up under me and was now sucking my cock. I was so turned on, that I started cumming in only about 30 seconds of being in his mouth. He was a pro, he swallowed every drop of my cum and kept sucking. This caused me to moan on the BBC that was going in and out of my throat. This put him over the edge and he started cumming. He grabbed the both sides of my head and shoved his cock as deep as it would go into my throat. His spasms were hard and kept going. I couldn't hold him in my throat long enough and had to pull off. I got the last two strings of cum in my mouth. It tasted really good. I kept sucking him. His cock started to get soft, but I just kept sucking. I wanted to make him cum in my mouth again. The guy that was under me had stopped sucking my cock and was now behind me again licking and tonguing my ass hole. I didn't know who this guy was, but he really knew how to make an ass feel good. He was sticking his tongue as deep as he could into my ass and it felt amazing. He was sticking his fingers into my ass also opening up my man pussy.

The BBC was starting to get hard again. I started deep throating him again and he was moaning and guiding my head with his hands. The guy behind me stood up and grabbed my hips. He pulled my ass up so it was inline with his cock and before I knew what was happening his cock was sliding into my ass.

I had never been fucked before. I thought it would hurt, but since he had opened me up with his tongue and fingers, his cock went it me really easy. When he was balls deep he started fucking me. I could feel his balls slapping against mine. I was lost in pleasure, I had never felt sensations like this before. This made me really want to make this BBC cum in me again. It didn't take the guy behind me long to shoot his cum deep in me. As he finished, he slapped my ass a couple of times with his cock and then was gone.

My ass was still up in the air and feeling very empty. I started moving it around hoping to find something to go back into it.

The BBC in my mouth was hard as a rock again and he was fucking my mouth/throat as fast and as hard as I would let him. Then I thought, I would love to see if I could get this BBC all the way into my ass. The guy must have read my mind because he pushed my head away and reached out for my cock and pulled me to him and spun me around.

He guided my ass hole down onto his BBC. As I lowered myself down onto his hard cock, I was happy the guy from before had left his cum inside me. If he hadn't I don't think I would have been able to take such a big cock.

I had leaned forward and was backing up/down onto his cock, and after a few tries, his cock was buried all the way inside me. I rode his cock like it was the last cock I would ever get. He was moaning and pulling me back to go as deep as he could.

My legs were getting tired and about to give out. I pulled up off of him, turned around, grabbed his BBC, and pulled him up. As I did this I turned and put my hands down on the bench and stuck my ass up in the air as far as I could. He didn't waste any time and shoved his hard cock back inside me. It felt so amazing, I didn't want him to ever stop fucking me.

In this position he was hitting my prostate and it was causing me to feel like I was going to cum. And after about 3 minutes of him fucking me like this my cock started shooting cum like crazy. It was the most intense orgasm I have ever had. My orgasm caused my ass to pulse and squeeze his cock which made him start to cum. He flooded my ass with his cum. I felt so full, so satisfied. When he was done cumming, he pulled out and he also slapped my ass a few times with his cock. I turned and sat on the bench. As I looked around I saw his ass disappear into the steam.

I sat there with cum running out of my ass, breathing hard, and felt so satisfied. I grabbed my towel and put it back under me and was trying to gather myself before I left the room. Then I realized that neither one of us said a word during the entire encounter, and I didn't even know what the first guy to fuck me looked like. I knew what the BBC looked like but I was so intrigued by his cock, I don't think I could have picked him out of a line up, unless it was a line up of cocks....lol.

I was getting ready to leave when a guy came in and sat right beside me and asked me how I was doing. I told him that I had just sucked a BBC and been fucked by two cocks one of them being the BBC that I had just sucked. He looked at me kinda strangely and opened his towel, his cock was already hard. I will tell about him later.

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It all started when i was 12 years old and in the 7th grade. My best friend in my class was a kid called Donn, a big, square-shouldered 14-year-old with short blonde hair and deep blue eyes. Donn looked like a younger version of Mickey Mantle. Donn was from Tennessee and had moved to Detroit with his mother after his parents had divorced. She moved to Detroit for a job on one of the local assembly lines. Don and his mother lived in a small house a couple of blocks from our junior high school. i used to walk home with him and we would stop by his house to play basketball, catch, even sometimes board games like Risk or Clue or checkers. Donn's mom worked second shift and was always at work when we would stop by after school.

One afternoon, Donn showed me a stack of what we used to call "dirty magazines." These were nothing like we have today, but mostly magazines with titles like Man, Men, For Men Only and Stag. They featured black and white and sepia photos and drawings of bare breasted women. We began flipping through the magazines gawking at the beautiful and sexy breasts and the lustful come hither smiles of the young models. Both of us got hard almost immediately, kind of like Pavlov's dogs. It didn't take much at that age.

Pretty soon, Donn unzipped and pulled out the biggest cock I had ever seen. It resembled a German WWII hand grenade, with a thick shaft, but a much thicker purplish head. His cock was crisscrossed with blue, green and purple veins and the sight of it stopped me in my tracks. Back then, at least at our city junior high, the boys swam in the nude. I'd seen Donn's large flaccid cock swinging between his muscular thighs in swim class, in the showers and in the gym locker room, but I had never seen it hard before. Although our school was 85% black, Donn had the biggest cock in our gym and swim classes, and he loved showing it off, often singing a ditty that went something like, "They call me King Kong cuz I got the biggest ding dong." Ahhhh, to be back in the 7th grade, huh? Donn began masturbating and I soon followed suit with my much smaller erection

Anyway, Donn quickly realized that I was spending a lot more time staring at his dick than at the bare breasted photos and drawings. He asked me if i wanted to touch it, and i reached over and wrapped my hand partially around it. It was warm to touch, and I could feel his pulse pounding there in his cock. It was velvety smooth yet hard as a bar of iron. The head was split where his piss slit was and I was just fascinated with it. He asked me to jerk it and I did, my right hand pulling him up and down and my left hand cradling his robin's egg sized balls that were nestled in his hairy sac. I heard him moaning as I pulled up and down his throbbing shaft and knew that he was enjoying the sensation of having me masturbate him.

Donn then told me to suck it, and i was shocked because that is exactly what i was thinking of. It was as if he could read my lecherous mind. I made no move to suck him and instead continued to jerk him, albeit much more slowly. I was shaking my head no, but some voice in my head (one of my heads) was screaming, "Suck his cock!" Donn could tell that I wanted to but couldn't bring myself to admit it, so he told me that no one would ever have to know and that if i tried it and didn't like it, we would never have to do it again and that he'd never mention it.

I could feel my head moving towards his cock as he reassured me. I brushed my lips against it and then opened my mouth and wrapped my lips around his thick cock head. The sensation of having that huge cock in my mouth was utterly indescribable. It appealed to my underlying sexually submissive nature which had revealed itself early on in my life when I had become fascinated by and attracted to women's feet. His cock tasted musky and had a bit of a salty tang to it. He kept telling me how good it felt and to keep sucking it, and emboldened, i sucked more and more vigorously. His breathing became labored and soon he was grunting. I felt his cock head spasm and then my mouth filled with jet after jet of his thick creamy seminal fluid. It was everywhere, running down my throat, spilling out of the corners of my mouth, and soon i was choking on it and had it cumming splurting out of my nostrils. The cum shocked me. I'd just started cumming myself when i would masturbate but mine was a thin milky fluid, nothing like Donn's clotted cream cum.

I began crying and he tousled my hair and kept telling me it was all right, that no one would know. But I was afraid that I was going to hell and that everyone who saw me would know that I was a cocksucker, as if it would be emblazoned on my face. Donn got a wet rag and wiped the cum from my face and the few drips that he saw on my shirt before wiping his still hard cock off. He continued to reassure me and soon I grabbed my book bag and made my way home, swearing to myself that i would never ever do anything like this again.

When I got home, my parents didn't act any differently towards me. I immediately locked myself into the bathroom where i mercilessly beat off until i came, harder than I'd ever cum in my life. I could still taste the musky, slightly salty flavor of Donn's cock and his cum in in my mouth when we ate dinner that evening. At night in bed, i flogged my cock again and again, each time fantasizing that I was back at Donn's house sucking his magnificent dick.

In class the next day, Donn and i made eye contact again and again during the morning, and then sat next to each other at lunch. Donn asked me if i was okay and i lied and told him that i was. He asked me if i was coming over that afternoon, and i nodded, and both of us knew that the time for playing basketball and catch and board games was over and that I would be sucking him off again, like yesterday. I somehow made it through the afternoon and then met him to walk home with him after the last bell had rung. On the way home, he kept telling me how good it had been and how much he'd love to have me suck his cock again. He asked me if I had enjoyed it, and I blushed and admitted that i had loved it and would be happy to do it again. When we reached his home that afternoon, Donn quickly pulled down his jeans and briefs and I kneeled at his feet and sucked his cock long and hard until he filled my mouth with his cum. After he came, i licked off the cum around his cock. I had beaten off as i sucked him and my orgasm was more explosive than ever now that i had his cock in my mouth.

Fromm then on, I sucked Donn's cock every afternoon after school and he would come over my house on the weekends and I would suck his cock in our garage, my parents and siblings none the wiser. I learned to lick his balls and suck on them as well as his cock. Sometimes I would kneel at his feet with him standing, other times kneel with him sitting, but later we would both strip naked and I would lay between his legs and suck him. This position was easier on the knees and allowed me better access to his balls. I began fantasizing what it would be like to lick his asshole and in that position with me laying between his legs, i would allow my tongue to venture below his balls as if by mistake, with my tongue flicking lower across his often somewhat ripe asshole. He began arching his back giving me easier access to his rectal opening and i began licking it as part of our sex, neither of us mentioning it initially, but later Donn asking me to lick it and me readily, happily complying. On a few occasions he would masturbate me or let me sniff and lick his mother's soiled panties and stockings which he'd dragged out of her clothes hamper, but Donn never offered to suck me and I never asked him to. We both knew our relative positions and were happy with it.

Soon, Donn wanted to fuck me and we tried on a number of occasions, with his cock slathered in Vaseline, hair tonic, Mazola, olive oil, Jergen's lotion, whatever we could scrounge up, but my asshole was far too tight and his cock head far too thick to allow any anal access for him, so he would lay with me spoon fashion and fuck me between the backs of my thighs, shooting his wad all over the towels that we used to catch his voluminous spendings.

Some two and half years later, after our graduation from 9th grade, Donn's mom lost her job at the auto plant and they moved back home to Tennessee, and we quickly lost track of each other. My sexual adventures were relegated to beating off either fantasizing about sucking Donn's cock or licking my aunt's sexy feet, with my right hand frantically slapping my constantly erect cock again and again and again, in the bathroom, in my bedroom, in my aunt's closet with me sniffing and licking her soiled undergarments and her sandals and shoes, or me thrusting my cock through the opening of my aunt's sandals and open toed mules until i would cum, my cock red and raw and pulsating. I never saw Donn again, but a few years ago i found him on Facebook. He had married and was employed at a factory job down in Tennessee. I often wondered at how wide his wife's eyes had grown the first time that she'd gazed at Donn's massive member or how she howled with that delightful combination of pleasure and pain that comes from being well-fucked by a massive cock like that, wishing that we'd somehow figured out a way for him to have fucked me.

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I am a man, I have sex with men, but I'm not gay. I get high and hook up with them online and let them fuck my ass and then I suck them clean afterwards. I used to make women give me head after I fucked them up the ass, and I was confronted by one of their fathers who informed me she was barely legal and I was twice her age. He gave me a choice between reporting me to the authorities which would destroy my reputation, or sucking my shit off his dick. I let him fuck my ass and cum in my mouth then I sucked him clean until he came again. No big deal. But every time I get high it's all I think about. I just let a gay married couple use and abuse me all night. All I can taste is my shit, and I have cum pouring out my ass. They wanna do it again today and so do I! I'm so disgusted and yet I wanna be their bitch....

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