I'm a 38-year-old single mom and I have a 14-year-old son, we live together in a small apartment with 1 bedroom. We were used to sleep together since he was small and up to now, we're still doing so. It all started last year when we were sleeping... It was in the middle of the night when I suddenly woke up and felt something hard was rubbing against my butt. I pretended I was asleep and wait for his next move. It went on for about 15 to 20 minutes getting faster and faster until I heard a soft moan behind me. Then I felt something hot wetting my panties from behind. That's the time the rubbing stopped. I didn't bother to get up for I was so sleepy. The next day, I didn't talk about it and just acted normal like any other day. When he left for school, I began to think about it. I didn't see it but I imagined it was big and a little thick for his age. My hand went inside my panties and to my surprise, I was wet. I stopped thinking about it knowing it will just happen once, but it did not. It happened several times, and in some few times he would slide it between my thighs rubbing against my pussy while he slips his hand under my nightie to feel my breast and play with my nipples while humping until he finished. Sometimes I wear thongs and some nights I don't wear undies so his hands were free to touch and rub me. I know he can feel my wet pussy during those times.

It wasn't right but the sensation I felt was so good that I almost guided him inside me.

The last time that happened was a few weeks ago, I wasn't wearing any undies, I got so wet and while he was humping, he almost got inside...good thing I moved a little and he missed my hole while he was cumming all over my pussy.

We haven't talked about it up to now. I'm waiting for what's about to happen next.

I met him at a lunch place and we sat on the patio. He asked if I was serious, the price was 150 and I had to rent the room. He suggested this flea bag motel on the exit of the freeway. I agreed, I was hungry by then and I told him I carried the cash and he could follow my pickup.

I gave up on meeting someone a while back. I have a number I call and someone of my liking is sent out to me. This man was what I had asked for, taller and stocky. I had asked to make sure he was cut, I don't suck uncut cocks. My idea for the afternoon was a little bit of everything. I was really in the mood to have him fuck me.

He knocked and I let him in, we got undressed together. He was cut and had a handsome penis, proportioned and as I held it he rose to the occasion. He offered me some help from medication but I turned it down, it gives me a headache. And for that afternoon I was more interested in how long he could stay up, I wanted to get the full treatment.

We kissed, a must if I am to get in the mood. A long session of kissing, standing together naked, his cock against mine, erect and pressing against each other. I ran my hands around his back and his backside was firm, he ran his hands around my backside. I liked that, I like the feel of a strong man's hands massaging my butt cheeks. I kissed harder and he responded pulling me to him.

We lay on the bed and were soon in a sixty nine sucking each other. His cock was hard, he must have taken a double dose. Good, I like a hard cock when he fucks me. He made me cum, I say made me because he used his finger against my prostate and I couldn't fight it, I came with some of it dribbling down his chin we kissed again. I licked his chin clean and swallowed what he had given me. It was way too soon but I needed him to fuck me.

I lay flat on my stomach and let him massage me, paying extra attention to my butt and his thumbs massaging my anus. He could tell It was time and he got on me, pressed his body against mine and started to fuck me. With his cock so hard it felt great, I love it that way. Once in all the way he fucked and fucked and fucked, slow and fast, in and out, slow and fast, in and out, I had a small ejaculation into the bedspread. With a lift up he grabbed my shoulders and he went to work until he came, licking my anus after he pulled out.

On a per the hour basis he is expensive, from start to finish it was barely thirty five minutes. But it was worth it, it always is. That's the difference between a professional and an amateur.

I’ve been fucking my grandma for three years. I stayed with her during Covid because my mom was recovering from surgery. I didn’t want to bring anything home to her.

Grandma was always in a nightgown. I was really horny and knew she had seen me jerking off through the crack in my bedroom door.

So one morning I approached her naked and surprised her by lifting her nightgown up and feeling her ass. I told her I loved her a lot right before I slid my dick inside her and fucked her.

She didn’t stop me. She wanted me to be happy and was willing to do anything for me. So I kept fucking her whether it was her pussy or ass.

She’s 83 now and loves to get fucked by me(27).

My uncle had a Mobil gas station when I was growing up. I went there to hang out after school. There was this guy that worked there on cars, and pumped gas. He was a grease monkey, that's what my Uncle called him. His name was Rob.

One afternoon I showed up and I caught my Uncle corn holing Rob the grease monkey in the office. My Uncle saw me too and I had to sit through a course in diplomacy. If I told anyone I was dust, like from ashes to ashes and dust to dust, dust. What happened is that once you see it, it never leaves your mind. Rob with his pants around his ankles and my Uncle pounding his ass.

I had wet dreams about that, I felt myself with my pants around my ankles leaning across the table like that and getting my ass pounded. I dreamed about it for a long, long time. I left home when I went away to college. I was all alone there and from time to time I would see a man that reminded me of my uncle, and there I went again, wet dreams about getting my ass pounded like my Uncle pounded that grease monkey Rob's ass that afternoon.

When it happened it was all wrong. I was working on a term paper and after I turned it in the professor was all over me, and I was called to his office. He gave me a D, told me to write it over and he would consider bringing the grade up to a C. I wasn't listening, I was looking at him, he was just like my uncle, a big heavy man with a heavy six o'clock shadow of a beard, big hands and he looked at me like a German Shepherd looks at a steak. I was nervous, real nervous, when I asked him if there wasn't something else I could do to get my grade up.

He said no. Redo the term paper, that's all. But he got the message and that afternoon I found out just what it was like to get your ass pounded with your pants around your ankles. After I found out what it was like to suck on a big old cock. I don't know which one I liked more, maybe both the same. I went back to my room with my ass still twitching and still wet from being fucked like that. I sat down at my desk in my room and daydreamed about how I had got my ass pounded.

I did get my grade up to a C.

It was Thanksgiving and we were invited to our neighbors. I was assigned to set the table, and I asked the son of the neighbors to help me. When we got done we went back to the den to keep watching the game. We were alone and he kissed me. I guess I just didn't know what to do and he grabbed my boob with his hand and kissed it through my shirt. I was nervous, but he continued. He put his hand between my legs and cupped me. I have to admit that by then I was getting wet and letting him. Kissing me with his hand in my crotch, I was wet and he fingered me. He took my hand and put it on his erection in his pants and told me to rub it back and forth. He opened his pants and I held his penis in my hand while he kissed me and felt me inside my pants. We weren't paying attention to anything else, I got down on the carpet and he pulled my pants off and got on top of me and had sex with me.

When he was done and we got up and pulled our pants up suddenly the door knocked and my mother told us they were waiting for us. We had dinner with the families and helped to clean up. My mother called me aside and told me that I was playing with fire having sex like that at my age. Talk about feeling so small and embarrassed. My mother had seen us but didn't interfere. It's a one time thing she told me, not again until you are married, and it is going to be an embarrassing night for you knowing that you didn't give your husband your virginity.

My dad at to away from home so I stayed at his friends to look after me,he started to groom me and showed me gay porn books.he made me walk around with no clothes on and sleep naked with him.where he made me suck his cock while he stroked my cock and fingered my hole.when my dad came back he told him I was ready and that I loved it.it was a Saturday and my dad and his friend used me all day fucking me and sucking them of, then they both kept stroking me all over playing with my cock and nipple's,I couldn't stop moaning with pleasure while they did it and enjoyed it so much.now they used me every day and invited other men to join them soon I was made to have sex with lots of men while they watched and took photos of me being used.i have to confess I became addicted to it and wanted more and more

I met my stepdaughter when she was 6, and i was in my 20s. shes now 12. She started puberty early (a few years ago)

We've always had an amazing bond, we have the best father-daughter relationship anyone could ask for.

We used to read stories together, watch movies. Now we watch horror movies and have a heap of common interests that nobody else really gets. We've always cuddled up to each other and told each other how much we love eachother. It was always a normal, healthy , platonic relationship.

For years now, we will be watching a movie or something and she will wrap her legs around mine or intertwine with my legs. There was nothing abnormal about it to us. It made me feel loved and i figured it gave her a sense of security.

We are basically best friends. Theres more than a 15 year age gap between us, but somehow we are just on the same wavelength.

Oneday, i cant even remember how long ago, she reached down with her foot and pulled my leg up into her crotch and just held it there. The next time she did it, she squeezed my leg between her thighs. The third time she rubbed against my knee, pulling my leg deeper and deeper. I should have stopped her, but i didnt. Shes a very attractive girl, and we are so close. It caught me off guard and i kind of just let it happen. I saw what she was doing and thought "ok, i guess we are doing this".

And then i let it happen again. And again. And the more it happened the more i started finding myself attracted to her. Sometimes i look at her across the room and cant help but think "fuck you're gorgeous"

At some point i started doing it back. She would pull my leg in and id roll into it, maybe even switch legs, and rub my knee against her. Then it developed into me grabbing her leg or ass to get better leverage. Oneday i just shoved my hand up her shirt.

Then she started sending me nsfw things in a provate chat. Not like, photos of her or anything. Stories, chat transcripts, role playing shit, kinky things that she reads while masturbating. Then i started sending the same sort of shit back.

Eventually she got to a point where she would masturbate right next to me. She didnt let me see or anything, but she made it obvious what she was doing under the blanket. Sometimes ill be right next to her, see what she is doing, and think "fuck it" and start stroking my cock.

Most of the time when we are together, just to make this clear, we are just watching videos and hanging out. These things happen like 0.05% of the time.

The other day i had my hand resting on her stomach, and she moved it down to her crotch. I just stayed still because i was thinking "does she realise where she just put my hand". After 10 minutes or so i shifted my hand slightly just to remind her where my hand was, expecting her to move it away. She didn't.

The next day she pulled my knee in again and i started rubbing it against her and i could tell it wasnt working very well. I grabbed her ass, i stroked her thigh. Eventually i touched her gently, just above her vagina. I expected her to move my hand away, but she didnt. My knee was still between her legs. before i knew it she had her legs spread and i was rubbing her pussy through her pants. She spread her legs wide, i could tell she wanted more. I put my hand inside her pants and rubbed her through her underwear. I knew we had already gone too far and that at this point we have definitely crossed a line. We already had crossed a line, but if there was ever any doubt that we had gone too far, this was it.

But i kept going, and i could feel how wet she was through her underwear. eventually i reached down further and felt her wet (really, really wet) pussy. There was a hole in her underwear. She wasnt phased or anything. We were already at the point of no return, so i reached inside her underwear and started rubbing her. It felt amazing. She felt amazing. I wanted to keep going forever.

Obviously afterwards i felt pretty shitty about myself. I wasnt sure how she felt, so i messaged her. She said she didn't really know either, but that it felt good. I figured we'd probably forget we did it and move on.

Fast forward a few days, we've now done it i think 6 times. She gets in bed with me in her underwear and puts her leg over mine, making it obvious that shes presenting herself.

I've lost control. I wanted her so bad tonight i tried to rub her with my cock so she could feel it. We were on a bad angle because we werent totally alone and didnt want it to be obvious what was happening under the covers if someone walked in. So i barely made contact, but i made enough contact to make my tip wet, and she was basically dripping.

We are both confused. I think we need to stop. I know we need to stop. I still love her like a daughter. I want to protect her, i want to give her everything. 99.5% of the time thats all we are. I just, also want to rail her until we both explode sometimes, and sometimes has become multiple times a day. I sit there thinking "i could bend her over and ream her ass, fill her up". I havent came for her, but i know if i did it would be explosive.

We are both apparently really fucking good actors. we can switch it off in the blink of an eye and act like we werent doing anything.

I know what this is. I know what this makes me. I know this is the worst possible thing i could do. I know what i deserve.

But i also know this is an exclusive thing that is every bit about her, and not her age. She acts like an adult. We feel like two halves of the same apple.

I have zero interest in anybody else her age. I see some kid and i think "thats a kid". I see some of the other confessions on here where people see a kid as a sex toy and im the one thinking "you're a fucking pig. Theres something wrong with you. What the fuck. Thats a kid you creep". I think its gross. I see some kids obsessing over some man online and i think "that guy could be your dad, the fuck is wrong with you".

But then my stepdaughter comes to me in her underwear and gives me a look and i just want to bend her over right there. Sometimes. A small fraction of the time. Most of the time im actually thinking "you want some food?". But it should be 0% of the time, and im not sure what to do about it.

I'm actually coming to terms with the fact that im not really attracted to anyone. It seems to be just her. I can see other people, male or female, and be like "thats an attractive person", but im not attracted to them.

I dont want it to be like this. I dont want to want her like this. I dont know how to stop, and i dont know if she does either. If anyone ever found out, it would destroy so many lives including our own.

I dont want to have fucked everything up. But i have. Here we are. I'll probably send her this, she'll see how ashamed i am, and then in a few days ill ask her to ride me like a bull anyway because ive gone crazy.

I've lost control. I love her so much.

The fuck is wrong with me