My mother started dressing me up in girls clothes when I was very young and I loved the feeling of being totally feminized and I let her do it to me any time she wanted.which became all the time when I got older . Dad ran off when I was just a baby and mom didnt date very much so it was just me and her and I loved dressing and being treated like her daughter . If she met a man she would tell him all about me and how I dressed and acted like her little girl and depending on their reaction depended on how long they stayed in our life .One day she met bill ,he was a big strong man that was very dominant and she fell in love with him . When she told Bill about her 13 year old son who dressed totally feminine all the time he told her that he didnt care and wanted to meet her little girl and mother was thrilled and brought him home and introduced me to him .He was nice to me and mom was so happy that she had met him and she became totally submissive and did anything he told her to do to prove her love to him . After about a year Bill began to dominate me also ,just little things and mother had become so submissive that she didnt say anything to him so he continued becomming more and more dominant towards us both and soon he had both of us obeying every order he gave us .He began treating mother like his sex slave all the time even in front of me , she tried to get out of doing the things that he wanted but if she didnt obey him immediatly he would punish her then force her to obey him.He loved to make me sit next to him and he would order mother to suck his cock and when she tried to talk him out of it he would spank her till she begged him to let her suck him off . He made me sit there and watch him doing all sorts of kinky things to her and when he noticed one day that it made my tiny little dick hard he made me jack off. When I came I always had to catch it in my hand then lick my hand clean .He asked me if I liked the taste of cum I admitted that I loved the taste so he made me lick his cum off my mother . He had total control of both of us that we would do what ever he said out of fear of the punishment we would recieve if we refused or just didnt act fast enough . He loved the look of horror on moms face when he fucked her good and hard then ordered me to lick her pussy till id cleaned every drop of his cum out of her. When he ordered me to suck his cock mother begged him not to make me do it saying she would do anything he said if I didnt have to suck him off.He tied her up so she couldnt try to stop him from using me sexually and told me that if I didnt obey he would take it out on mother so I obediantly got between his legs and took his cock in my mouth and sucked on it untill he had cum in my mouth and I made his cock hard again . I was 15 when he turned me into his sex slave and he made me suck his cock so much that in no time I had learned to suck him off as good as any real girl . He began inviting other men over to use mom sexually to keep her busy so he had more time to spend training me .He had mother take me out of school saying he was going to home school me and had me dressing and acting totally feminine full time before I turned 16 . He was really home schooling me ,not in regular school subjects though,He was training me to be a slutty little sissy and he used me as his fuck toy full time and made mother watch now ,she was no longer allowed to have sex with either of us now,just watch when she wasnt busy being used by his friends as a sex slave, Master invited groups of black men over to gang bang mother ,they broke her fast and turned her into a cock craving whore that would do anything for their big black cocks .She was so addicted that she couldnt even stop letting them fuck her when he raped my ass right next to her . Mom now works as a prostitute for Master to pay the rent ,all the bills and make Master a bunch of money every month so Master can spend all the time he wants training me to be the best sissy cock whore possible . I have met Masters new slave ,he has told me that when he is ready he will move his new sissy slave in and will put me to work on the same corner as mother. Master asked me if I am ready to become a prostitute and I know that I dont have a choice so I told him that I cant wait

Part 3 of my story how exploring with hypnosis I needed to know why I was dreaming of being fucked by dogs. I evolved to being a sex slave to being totally addicted to dog cock and cum. These are my true confessions. Don't judge me.

Every week on schedule the K9 gangbang with Dons poker buddies. And every day I had my Fritz to help keep my lust from going into withdrawal. Spring and Summer had come and gone, then it was time to start working at the hunting lease. Don and one of his co-workers were partners with other hunters on a hunting lease, used mostly for deer hunting with some occassional bird hunts. Don left me at home for the first group meeting of the season to work on the cabins and deer stands. The next weekend he took me with him to the lease. I cleaned and washed things and helped with preparing meals that first day I was there. That evening the guys built a campfire and settled in their chairs near the fire. One of the men piped up "Jan that was a nice show you put on fucking dogs. We watched your porn last week, that is too cool".

Don stood up and announced, "now for your red neck entertainment I present, my bitch".

Don ordered me to assume my position to allow Fritz have his go at me, then he told the group "if you like it you can let your dogs fuck the slut bitch as long as the dogs last". I didn't disappoint, I fucked the dogs without hesitation, begging the studs to fuck me and knot me and make me cum over and over. Those weekends became a regular staple for this perverted entertainment. Don would take me to the hunting lease during hunting season while not having scheduled poker game night with his buddies at home. They would bring their dogs to the lease and we would sometimes have all night gang bang sessions with their dogs. There were 10 men on the lease, but sometimes they would bring guests for the weekend of their fun. I was the submissive sex slave slut and obeyed the demands my lust and Don desired. More men and more dogs using my body, or was I using them? I was addicted and they provided the avenue to fulfill my sexual needs.

One night at the lease all the guys and their dogs were gathered in a circle with a campfire close by. Enjoying the K9 gang bang an unexpected visitor walked up to the camp from the gate of the property. I was involved with getting bitch fucked when a voice said "creative entertainment boys". It was a state trooper that patrolled that part of the county. I wasn't stopping and the trooper asked "you okay ma'am?" I looked at him and said "better than okay, I'm a good bitch". I guess he was surprised seeing the event, but in his laid back demeanor he didn't act shocked or surprised. I thought he might arrest someone but Don talked to officer Ken telling him, "you heard her, she is okay, nobody is forcing her and nobody is forcing the dogs, it's just animal nature". Before leaving the camp officer Ken handed Don a handful of business cards with his personal contact information, telling him "if anyone tries to mess up your entertainment let me know and I'll take care of them". They talked a while and later I found out the officer had another contact that might enjoy having us join them too. I fucked and sucked 15 dogs that night, some of them more than once. It didn't matter to me, I was getting what I craved.

Another trip to the lease for a dogs bitch show, officer Ken came for a visit and talked to the guys about bringing some prospective interested people to the party to introduce themselves. They agreed and told him "by all means, tell them to bring their dogs, the more the merrier". We already had 20 guys attending and Ken showed up with 10 more men including 15 dogs. I fucked and or sucked 35 dogs that night. Some of the dogs missed my target pussy and pounded my asshole. Those men weren't interested in fucking my pussy, but they wanted blowjobs instead. The ones that didn't have me suck them off collected their cum shots in cups for my consumption at the end of the nights entertainment. Did I mention I am addicted to cum in my mouth and down my throat, I fucking love it ... man or dog.

Officer Ken asked Don at some point if he thought I would like donkey dick. The response was "we'll find out", with big laughs. The next day we made a drive to Kens property. Escorted to the donkey pens I became aroused thinking about taking something bigger than I had in the past. I removed my pants and got in the pen with one of the donkeys and talked to him and rubbing him with my hands. Reaching under him finding nice surprise, he started getting firm and his penis emerged from the sheath. I got excited and dropped to my knees putting his tip in my mouth starting to suckle like a hungry baby. I stopped to get my breath and told Ken to bring something to catch any cum I missed. With the donkey on hard I wrapped my arms around his body and threw my legs around his hips. I shouted for someone to put it in my pussy "I'm going to fuck this donkey". I was rocking my body back and forth in a frenzy on my willing subject. That accomplished the men stood back and watched amazed with their mouths hanging open. While I wasn't able to suck off the donkey his sperm was caught in the jug provided by Ken. I got myself out of the pen and asked for the jug of cum, when handed to me I said "CHEERS, breakfast of champions", then chugged the entire contents down. Did I mention, I am addicted to cum?

I could hear the men saying over and over "wow, oh my gawd, gawd daa'um". That was a complement for me.

Well that was fun.

Officer Ken confided in us he had his own private club at his ranch wanting to know if we were interested in performing for his group. Oh yes, that would be great. In fact Ken said we would be paid for services rendered because the members in his group enjoyed the type of quality show I could provide to relieve their sexual tension. All decrete of course because the members included police officers, lawyers, and a few judges. We told Ken to let us know when so we could make arrangements for travel. How about Saturday 2 weeks away.

Sounded good to us.

Ken had a place set up similar to our other K9 sex club with a nice padded platform for me and audience benches all around the arena. We would start at 10 a.m. and would go until the dogs were spent or 6 p.m. when the ranch would close down.

I was surprised there were only 10 men accompanied by some girlfriends or sexual partners, but then I found out Ken had his own kennel adding 20 dogs to the 20 dogs the members had brought for breeding with this human bitch slut. Okay, lets get started. Before lowering my body onto the platform Ken attached nip clips on my nipples adding ball bearings attached with gold chains to the nip clips just to make my titties hang heavy and stretched with the weights. My breasts placed comfortably into the cut out for my tits to hang down, I found the balls weight bounced up and down stimulating my nipple induced orgasms. I never felt sexier in my life.

We proceded in 2 hour shifts letting me break 10 minutes for a drink. I chose tequila shots for my breaks, The tequila gave me a buzz and made me tingle all over. Those guys were high rollers, they were making side bets with each other. Bet on how long each dog would last before giving up his cum, bet on whether the dog would knot and tie my pussy, bets on how long I would last with the doggy freight train experience. I made it through all 40 dogs, some rotated to come back for seconds. I was really proud of my performance. When Ken shut the show down at 6 p.m. I was presented with the steins of dog sperm to drink and my tequila chaser. The members were real gentlemen, they each put $50 bills in an envelope for me as a tip. We made $1500 in just one day.

I could see the wheels in Dons head spinning how we could make this a money making system.

- to be continued -

This is part 2 of my story after learning under hypnosis to find out why I was having dreams of being fucked by dogs. I gave quite a show for my husband after he pressured me about letting a dog fuck me. Be careful what you wish for. I was addicted like a drug addict, I couldn't get enough dog cock and cum. The 5 guys showed up each with their own dogs. Two of them had 2 dogs each, making the total 8 stud dogs. There would be no rest for me that night. Most were shepherds with a couple dobermans. As the entertainment started one of the guys asked, "is she really okay with this?". Don mocked me telling them "she loves it, she loves being the bitch to a good stud cock, just ask her". Repeating to me, "you love being the bitch slut don't you darling?" I moaned Ugh Huh, let them take me.

As each stud mounted me I was moaning with lusty horny ecstasy, repeating things like, "fuck me boy, fuck me hard, I'm a slut for your big dick, don't stop, please don't stop". I was made to feel like I didn't deserve to be satisfied screaming "I'm a bad girl, fuck me fuck me, I'll be good, I promise I'll be good, fill me with cum". With the doggy train going on Don told his buddies, "wait until you see her suck off dog cock like a starving baby on a nipple, it's amazing." Then Don told the guys to turn me over, my arms still restrained over my head as they had me on my back the stretched my knees wide while dog cum leaked from my pussy running down my crack coating my ass the positioned one of the dogs straddle my face with his cock just touching my lips I was able to draw the cock into my mouth giving the cock a big blowjob, and yes I suckled the throbbing shaft to pull his sperm from his swollen balls, swallowing over and over, it seemed like the dog would never quit shooting his jet into my mouth and down my throat. Just as I finished sucking the stud the guys started shooting their own cream across my stomach and breasts. I don't know how many times I was fucked that night because there was only one of me and with 8 dogs, sometimes like in rotation the earliest dogs recovered and took up interest in fucking again. Don was getting his fantasy satisfaction while I received my own lusty fantasy satisfaction. Don was the enabler to my new addiction.

Once a week we entertained the poker party, without cards, the dogs took turns, all winners. Every day not getting banged by the pack of dogs I still had my Fritz and we used each other several times a day. I always saved one session for the evening so Don could participate in our new found kinky sex, sometimes inviting his friend Troy to bring his dog for some relief of sexual tension.

Don started searching for private sex clubs, like swingers did with other couples, but he wanted to join a private club for K9 sex. Two months after becoming my dogs slut bitch Don located a K9 sex club. It was a Saturday, Don told me to get dressed but no underwear, just a sheath dress draping my body. The drive was about 45 minutes we arrived at a farm/ranch in the country. There was a barn where we parked outside, Don kept telling me "this is for you darling, you are going to be the best bitch fuck ever, you'll thank me for this". We entered the barn that was filled with maybe 25 men and a dozen women sitting around a circle in the middle of the big room. Two women approached me telling me to undress so I took off my dress and they took me by each arm leading me to a padded platform where they had me lay face down while they placed cuffs on my wrists and ankles securing me in place. A strap was attached around my forehead and my head was forced back so I was looking eye to eye with the audience. Each dog was announced to the crowd then led over to my vulnerable body completely open and exposed for the mating game. The audience cheered and began to chant "fuck fuck fuck fuck" over and over as my pussy accepted the ready dog cock. Turning my head from side to side I watched the men jacking off their own shafts slow and steady until the dog was like a jack hammer the men kept pace by speeding up their strokes. I fell into my lusty trance begging the stud to " fuck me, fuck me hard, faster, deeper, fill my cunt, I want your cum, make me cum, yes I am cumming". As each stud dismounted from my leaking cunt the stud was escorted to my head that had been pulled back so I could take the dogs cocks into my groaning and panting lips to clean the dripping hot juice leaking from the swollen angry looking dicks. As the next stud thrust inside my cunt my mouth suckled the remnants of their offering from them. Some of the studs would begin hunching in and out of my mouth like they were fucking my face and suddenly they would release a second round of hot cum filling my throat to swallow. My cunt being satiated while my craving for the flavor of dog sperm satisfied my throat. I was in dog cock heaven.

I managed at least 30 dog cocks at the club event. I was released from the special breeding table as one of the attendants asked me if I felt good. "Yes of course I feel wonderful, I wish I could have puppies". She handed me a large beer stein to drink a creamy mass as a reward. It was the dog sperm that had been collected as my cunt leaked their spunk in a steady stream, each one adding to the formula. After I downed the dog sperm I was handed another stein with more creamy mass the attendant said "this is a tribute salute from our audience, bottoms up and enjoy". The men in the audience had collected their cum shots in specimen cups that was combined at the end of the show. "Thank you" and I drank the entire contents.

I put on my dress and said nothing as we left the arena, I walked steadily as cum leaked from my cunt and ran down my legs.

The ride home was casual talk along with some music from the radio. Don asked, "aren't you glad I found a good exclusive club both of us can enjoy?" I told him, "yes darling, it was wonderful, when can we go back?".

Dons demeanor changed, he got what he wanted, a sex slave that happens to be a dog bitch cunt for his enjoyment. He demanded "I am not your darling, I am your master and you are my dog bitch cunt slave. You will perform whenever I want you to without question. You have already proven how much you love being used for sexual satisfaction. You must never say No to me do you understand". I looked at him with tears in my eyes and said "but I am your wife". He retorted, "you are not a wife, you are a slut and I will treat you like the slut you are. A good dog is better than a slut wife. By the way, you put on an award winning performance, you will love the movie."

A week later the movie showed up. Don set up the projector and screen for us to watch together. Before the movie started I was getting more anxious with a horny lust feeling myself oozing my own cum from my pussy. By the time the third stud finished mating the bitch in the film I couldn't control my pelvis, I was moaning and thrusting myself over my own fingers giving myself orgasm after orgasm. I was licking my lips as I watched the bitch sucking dog cock and savoring the creamy cum they provided and started licking and sucking on my cum coated fingers. I was finally able to see the audience and their reactions of that day. The women in the audience were performing on each other and included some of the women sucking on the cocks of the men in the audience. It was a real orgy happening that day. I became so horny watching the movie I wanted to fuck something and suck on some cock, but I was denied that pleasure at the time even though I was begging Don, "please, I need relief". Don said, "No bitch, remember you are my sex slave and you will be rewarded after the movie". During the movie I could see myself like an insatiable animal starving and begging to be punished proclaiming several times "I'm a slutty bitch, hurt me, fuck me harder, fuck me faster, don't stop, please make me cum, take this bitch". I heard the audience chanting "fuck fuck fuck, suck suck suck, fuck her boy, fuck her hard" sometimes I would hear laughter as if they were mocking me while I begged for more. When the movie ended Don called his friend Troy telling him to come over and bring his dogs.

Troy had another male and one female. Troy showed up and my bitch party started for real. First Fritz and I went into our mating performance then one of Troys' cocks smothered my cunt filling my pussy with sperm. Then Don gave me a new surprise. The female dog was in true bitch heat. Don positioned me at the rear of the female and ordered me to lick the bitch pussy. I never imagined such a thing and reluctantly I put my lips on the female and kissed it at first, with Don demanding "get your tongue into it, tongue that bitch cunt, give it a tongue fucking, you want to make her happy". Oh jeezus this dog was menstuating and dripping blood with its cunt swollen it began to open up for my tongue. I found myself sliding my tongue in and out then sucking the oozing juice from the female dog as she would whimper like dogs do when crying ... or was that me whimpering and moaning in lust. After about 5 minutes Don stopped me and he and Troy let his other male stud mount his bitch hoping to make puppies. After the stud dismounted from the bitch Don ordered me to clean the cock. He was saying "suck that bloody cock, hurry and clean it off". The female had gone to the corner to rest her abused pussy, then Troy ordered the female back to attention making her stand in front of me. Don pushed my face into the pussy of the female with her dripping and leaking dog cum and blood mixed together. "Get that tongue in there and clean her out, suck her and make it good". I must have sucked and tongued the heated bitch for 15 minutes. It wasn't bad, I was only happy to be eating the stud sperm as I always had.

It wasn't long after that Troy announced his bitch dog was pregnant. We were all excited awaiting her to drop her new litter. Maybe Don and I would adopt a male from her. After a few weeks her teats began to swell getting ready to have her puppies suckle her milk. One of the visits from Troy he brought the pregnant female and I began to be fascinated with her swollen teats. Troy told me to suckle from his bitch to help her bring on the production of milk. The bitch was very calm allowing me to massage and suck her nipples, I on the other hand became aroused by sucking the female dog teats. I wanted to taste her milk, in my lusty world I grunted, moaned, and twisted and tugged on my own nipples sending myself into another kind of orgasm. I was out of control, I ripped my clothes off, got on my knees and elbows and hovered over the pregnant one going from one nipple to another and another Fritz shoved his cock inside my welcoming cunt while I tortured my own nipples until they were bruised. That night I told Don I wanted my nipples to get large and hard so they would stay pointed all the time. Would sucking them make them do that? Don was excited by the idea so we decided while sleeping he would have one of my nipples in his mouth at all times. After reclining in the bed Don would suck my nipples as hard and long as possible while pulling and twisting the other nipple trying to stretch them. The mornings brought more nipple manipulation. Don sucked one nipple getting it to extend from my body, then wrapped rubber bands around the base of the nipple, thumping them to be sure they wouldn't release from the bands. Then attached clothes pens to the protruding nipples telling me not to remove them all day, I would have to walk around topless for the day. As I moved around the house the pressure on my nipples aroused my perverted lust again. I would be happy for evening when Don would suck my nipples and allow fresh air to cool my numbness.

A few weeks of constant manipulation, twisting, pulling and sucking on my nipples they really did start to grow, sticking out three quarter inches from the aereola they resembled bullets.

What happened to me? I was addicted to this new life style and Don was my enabler. Was I addicted, or had I become a nymphomaniac? The dogs were my drug and I would do anything to get more. I complied and that was that. Dammit, this was not what I planned at all. I came to terms with the condition, there was no point in fighting it, I was getting my fix to this addiction and Don was getting what he wanted.

---- to be continued ---

I began experimenting with self hypnosis when I was 22 years old just to try to figure out things that lived in my subconscious. After a couple months I found I could go into a self induced trance that took me deep into a state of sleep and had some wonderful dreams that sometimes became nightmares to the conscious mind. I would wake with panic that bad things happened that felt so real I wasn't sure if the dreams were telling me something I wasn't sure I wanted to know. It was beyond curiosity at that point and I needed to learn more. After some time passed I could go into the trance to let myself sleep somehow able to continue the dreams where the last one had stopped when I awoke. if it was just dreaming how could it be a bad thing, but in my wakeful hours I scared myself. What if it wasn't just dreaming, what if it was something that had happened to me in real life that I had buried deep from my consciousness.

I had dreams of depraved fantasy and lust. I dreamed of fucking strange men, all different, only one at a time. No gangbangs but randomly finding myself commiting sexual acts in public places like public parks and in different property outdoors with men. One of the dreams had me giving a stranger a blowjob while another man happened upon the scene with his stud dog. I was oblivious to the addition because I was busy giving the blowjob, then the man gave his dog a command to "mount". The dog got into position and in one fell swoop the dogs cock slid into my wet pussy without warning. In my dream I kept thinking to myself "I'm sucking his cock, why does it feel like he is fucking my pussy?" When the strange man I sucked off shot his cum into my mouth I swallowed as fast as possible but he kept loading my mouth and throat with his spunk. Finally I pulled my mouth from his cock and felt my pussy being filled with jets of hot cum, turning my head I saw the dog mating with my pussy. I woke myself in a panic feeling sweaty all over and with my hand pumping my pussy soaking wet with my lust. I hurried to the shower to clean myself and clear my mind.

Oh my god, where had such a thing come into my dreams pulled out of my subconscious. I needed to know more, or did I really want to know ... yes it was time to find out more because these dreams were becoming more disturbing to me in my waking hours. I decided to ask a friend to help me with answers to my questions. I knew I couldn't ask my husband, it was too depraved to discuss with him. Did he plant ideas in my head with his constant obsession with having me perform sex outside out monogomous relationship. He kept bringing home porn magazines, not the typical playboy and penthouse magazines, but magazines depicting bondage, gangbang, and beastiality porn stories and photos. He had friends with porn movies he would drag me to their parties attended by the other wives and girlfriends of his friends. Was that where these private fantasies I was having came from? I was about to find out.

I confided in my friend Judy about the strange dreams. I asked her not to act shocked or disgusted because I needed her help to figure this out. I gave Judy an outline of questions to ask me with certain cues to make me fall deeper into hypnosis to get results. With Judy alone for the day I told her to record the entire session I put myself under hypnosis.

Judy: What do you remember the earliest age you became aware of dogs mating?

Me: I was a little girl of 5.

Judy: Did you have a dog?

Me: Yes, my Johnny.

Judy: What kind of dog was he?

Me: He was a mix, he had some chow in him but he was medium size like a schnauzer, maybe 45 lbs.

Judy: Did you see Johnny mate with other dogs?

Me: Yes, lots of times.

Judy: How did it make you feel?

Me: I got excited, and sometimes I would rub my pussy making my panties wet.

Judy: Now Jan, I want you go sink deeper into your trance and I want you to go back to be that little girl with the dog you loved.

In just a couple minutes I was that little girl, talking in the 5 year old voice.

Judy: Tell me what you did with Johnny when you alone and your only companion all alone.

Me: It's okay boy, I want you to because I love you. Make puppies with me, lets have puppies.

Judy: What did you do with Johnny?

Me: I rubbed at his thing until I saw the red tip expose itself until more of it came out and got harder. I took off my panties and I rubbed my pussy making it wet. I let him lick my hand and I did the same. I got very excited and anxious to make puppies with him. Then I got on my hands and knees and pushed him to my back side where he licked me between my legs. It sent chills all over my body.

Judy: Did he mate with you?

Me: Oh yes, it took a few tries before his dick found its target, at first it hurt a little but when he started humping me so fast it felt really good. His dick was really warm like a steamy hot dog you put on a bun. When he shot his cum inside my pussy it was throbbing the same as my pussy was throbbing.

Judy: What about the knot?

Me: He didn't put in the knot, maybe it wouldn't fit. He got off of me and I rolled over on my back pushing a big puffy pillow under my butt so my pussy was at an angle above my head. I wanted to save his cum inside me so I could have puppies.

Judy: How many times did you let Johnny mate with you?

Me: Lots of times, almost every day. It was out secret until I told my neighbor, Joe, I was going to have puppies. He didn't understand what I was telling him until I finally showed him how we were making puppies. Joe was 12 and only lived next door during the summer with his grandparents.

Judy: Did you ever do anything with Joe?

Me: I didn't let him mate with me because I only wanted puppies.

Judy: Tell me what you did with Joe.

Me: When I showed Joe how I let Johnny mate with me he took his cock out and started pulling on it getting it hard he managed to cum in his hand and asked me to clean his hand with my mouth. I tried it and it wasn't bad, just thin and salty tasting. After that he would put his cock in my mouth and pump at me like Johnny pumped at my pussy until they both shot cum into me. I told Joe he was my hot dog and I needed sauce, meaning his cum.

Judy: Why is it you don't have conscious memories of these things? I'm going to bring you out of trance and you will remember everything you have told me. She gave the command for me to wake.

Judy was sweating after going through this with me. She asked me "how do you feel?"

Oh my god, what had I done, why had I not remembered such big things in my childhood, my life?

Then I remembered. One day my mother caught me with Johnny. She must have been aghast at the sight of her 5 year old daughter in the rapture of the lust and disgusting sight of the dog humping at her child while I was begging him, "do me, do me hard, give me puppies, make my puss feel good again. I want you, I want you so bad, hurt me, hurt me good".

My mother was in shock and stopped the act immediately. She told me it was forbidden and it was a sin. "Only a man and woman are meant to be together. You will never do this again and we will never speak of it again. It didn't happen". A few days later mom and dad found another home for Johnny and I never saw him again.

Her scolding must have had the impact on my memory, thus the reason I consciously couldn't remember that summer.

Back to current world and my marriage. I guess those porn magazines that had photos of women with animals stirred those old subconscious memories to the surface, giving me the dreams of promiscuous ways and lusting for dog cock.

We had a male german shepherd but the thought of fucking him never occured to me. But with the new knowledge I possessed I felt like I could fulfill a secret need for myself. I had always dismissed Joe telling him he was disgusting and crazy every time he mentioned women getting fucked by dogs. I decided to make his dream and my secret come true.

I never told Joe about my childhood experience so to him this would be a new adventure.

We had gone through role play before where he would restrain me spread eagle to the bed and ravage my pussy and face fuck me to exhaustion. One weekend Don was looking at his magazines and stroking himself over the beastiality photos I asked him "What's got you hot and bothered?" Then I walked over to his chair looking over his shoulder a woman had a dog cock in her. This was years before the internet, cable tv, and home porn movies were not so easy to get. I sarcastically said, "hmmm, that's what you want? Be careful what you wish for". Don pushed his cock more and looked at me saying "really? would you do that?" Finally gave him the answer he desired, "sure, why not ... but you will have to restrain me". His cock jumped and leaked some pre cum, so I got on my knees and suckled on his cock like a baby on a teat hungry to quench the need. His cock was so hard I thought it would burst but he wouldn't cum. Don said, "Okay, lets do this". In the role play mode he grabbed me and started tearing my clothes off, took me by the arm and pushed me into the bedroom. He threw me on the bed and ordered me to get on my knees and elbows as he bound me with the restraints so my ass was high and my arms pulled above my head tied off to the headboard. Now my face was flat on the bed and I was really opened up on the lower half. Don teased my pussy and nipples roughly with his hands. He sunk his cock into my pussy and gave several thrusts first slowly then rougher and faster. I was doing my part, begging him not hurt me as if I was being raped by a stranger. Pulling out of me I was really wet just thinking about what was about to happen with our dog. I planned on giving Don the show of his life. Don was fucking my pussy with his fingers, first two then three and finally four fingers working vigorously at my pussy. He didn't want to cum yet so he stopped and left the bedroom going to the back porch inviting the dog to come inside and into our bedroom. He summoned Fritz to get on the bed and of course Fritz took an interest in the scent of a bitch in heat and all that juice leaking from between my legs. Fritz started licking me from my clit to my asshole and even letting his tongue snake inside my pussy. I played my part asking "what is happening, oh no how is this happening?" Don told me "Baby that is so hot watching you two, I hope he fucks you good like a good bitch in heat. Go ahead boy TAKE HER, fill her cunt with that big cock, fill her up, fuck your bitch". Don could hardly speak coherently he was panting as much as the dog and stroking his own cock.

Fritz moved to position himself with his front paws over my back side and around my waist pulling himself towards my pussy. Don guided the point of Fritz cock into my openess two pumps and he was in and driving deeper with every thrust forward he took. I let out the expected scream, "OOOOHHHH, uuhm". Then I started coaching him farther along, "Oh yes, yes, it hurts so good, FUCK ME, FUCK ME" as I tried to push backwards onto the dog pole but being restrained I couldn't move much so I used the muscles in my pussy to pull him into me making myself tight around his swelling cock. Vigorously he worked like a jack hammer until he pushed his knot inside, I screamed "fuck your bitch, I'm a dirty cunt, just fuck me", he paused to let the knot swell to seal the opening I screamed with an orgasmic ecstacy like I had never felt before "I AMMMM CUUUMMMMINNNGG!" Fritz let his hot sperm shoot jets inside me. The lustful ecstacy surpassed what I experienced as a child. It couldn't control myself any longer. At that moment Don shot his load across my face while I caught what I could with my tongue, then I cleaned his dick with my lips sucking on whatever he had left from his balls. I was knoted to Fritz and he wasn't going anywhere. We all just continued groaning from exhaustion. Fritz stayed tied to me for about 15 minutes while Don got in position to watch the scene between my legs. Don grabbed the instant camera and took several photos of me tied with Fritz and my pussy leaking cum showing the dog cock shoved in tight against my pussy.

Spent, Don started to untie my restraints I told him "NO, NO, I am a dirty slut, punish your slut wife, keep me tied up all night, let the dog fuck his bitch again and again and again". Don was shocked at my reaction asking me "are you sure?". I told him "Yes, yes, yes, I want more dog cock, I want to suck his cock to cum in my mouth, he needs to punish his bitch, make me beg. Make me taste dog cum, do it, make me do it". Don reached between my legs and caught some of the leaking sperm from my cunt and shoved it under my face to let me lick it up like I was dieing of thirst. Don untied the binding from the bed but left me mostly hogtied then rolled me onto my back. He coaxed Fritz to stand over me with his swollen cock above my mouth, then I pushed my mouth over the dripping dog meat for me to clear and clean Fritz of his sperm. I was in horny heaven.

While Fritz took a rest from the activity, Don was getting his second wind and started stroking his own cock again, slowly like he wanted to last, then he rolled me back onto my face hogtied like I was he slipped his cock into my cum flooded pussy. While Don pushed his now hard cock in my cunt he praised the performance of our dog fucking his wife like a true bitch dog in heat. "That was so sexy and hot, amazing, I wish I was Fritz thrusting in you like a jack hammer, and you took his huge knot, beautiful, did it make you cum? Cum for me baby like I have my balls inside your cunt". Thrusting at me like an animal I pushed back at Don meeting his cock pumping in me I begged, "let me suck you and your cum, make me taste it again, I am so horny for more cum". For more than two hours we had been lost in our nasty horny lust, Don was winding down. That was when Fritz feeling refreshed and rested put his interest in another bitch fuck. Don left the bedroom and let Fritz have his way with his bitchs' cunt again. After Fritz had already pumped his cum into my pussy although he was thrusting fast and furious sometimes slowing then speeding again it took longer for him to get to his orgasm to dump his sperm into my womb I was having multiple orgasms, he lasted 20 minutes of fucking his bitch. I didn't know where Don was, I didn't care because I had my hot dog cock punishing my lusty cunt. Being restrained I couldnt see where Don went. I vaguely heard the front door I didn't think anything of it at the time. After Fritz knotted me the second time there was nothing to do but just be there and enjoy being tied to my stud dog. Then I heard a series of clicks that sounded mechanical, then a few minutes later Don said "one more take, show time". Another man and another dog was with him. What the hell I thought, I agreed to this for Don and me, not for someone else. I remembered my own words "be careful what you wish for" meaning those words for Don suddenly the words echoed in my mind were now turned back on myself, a slight panic came over me. I was still in my horny heaven with my throbbing cunt, I was having an out of body experience. I recognised the voice, it was am acquaintance of Dons', Troy was his name, bringing his own dog to use the human bitch my husband provided. Troy asked Don "is this for real, is this okay?". Don told him I had begged for it and to just watch the show and enjoy, "I want to share my slave slut, you get the honor of being first by invitation only. Get your dogs cock ready and he will do the rest like he does to a bitch in heat, she's going to beg for it making it even more hot and sexy". Then I chimed in, "yes please let the stud take this bitch". Troy had an Austrailian shepherd and he went right to work with only two pumps his cock entered my sloppy flooded pussy, his precision was miraculous I felt the tip of his cock hit my cervix jabbing at it until he managed to penetrate my womb. If I thought the pre cum was hot it was nothing like the jets of cum he was flooding my womb and pussy with as the cock began swelling thicker and a final thrust his knot was inside my pussy, beginning to swell to seal himself inside.

All during the fucking from Troys dog I was screaming, "FUCK ME, MAKE ME CUM, PUSH THAT HARD COCK IN DEEP, DO IT BOY, DO ME, MAKE PUPPIES FOR ME, I WANT PUPPIES. PLEASE DON'T STOP, MORE MORE MORE, GIVE ME MORE. THANK YOU LORD. GODDAMN I AM CUUUUMMINNNNGGG!".

While the dog was knotted with me I heard Troy moaning and mumbling, "damm that's the hottest thing I have ever seen, oh yes yes boy take that bitch, take it all". He was wanking his cock until his dog tried to dismount but there we were ass to ass, Troy shot his spunk in the middle of my back. I turned my head and asked him "can I clean that for you?" Troy pushed his cock into my mouth so I could use my tongue and lips to suck his last drop down my throat I heard him groan "oh sweet jesus".

With Troy and his dog spent, they left the house descretely. I told Don I had to pee so instead of letting me loose from being tied like a hog he brought a large jar and placed it under me then forced me to piss in the jar. I was feeling tired and spent and staying in hogtied position I managed to doze off to sleep into a trance of relaxation. I was awakened by Fritz becoming hot and horny again, mounting and easily sliding his cock into my cunt thrusting vigorously again to fill my womb with hot cum hoping to create puppies.

One crazy night and just like that I was addicted to being the bitch dog cock craving slut. I would no longer suppress my lust for beastiality, I didn't care what my mom told me all those years ago ... I craved dog cock then and now and thought of all the time I had lost not able to fulfill my desire to be fucked and suck dog cocks. It still had to be kept private, not talking about it to otherwise normal people. I found my way to enjoy being used as a vessel to receive the gifts of cocks and cum. A few days later Don set up a film on the projector to watch on the screen for the evening. I thought he had bought another porn movie from one of the sleezy sex shops, probably another repeat of gang bangs and man chasing girl trapped and raped into submission. Lights out, the title flashed "My bitch slave". Whaaaat the hell? I thought. And there it was, the two stars me and Fritz. Don didn't tell me he filmed anything and I was shocked he was able to pull it off without my knowledge. Watching I got horny again and started rubbing myself until I was near orgasm then Don called Fritz over to my rescue telling me to take off my panties and spread my legs. I let Fritz explore my cunt with his warm slobbering tongue bringing me to some shuddering orgasms. I started crying, "fill me up, fill me with cum, lets make puppies". At the end of the movie Don whispered in my ear, "let's do it again with the dogs". Loving it I agreed. He put me on the bed and put the restaints on then left me for a short while. I heard him talking but I thought he was talking to himself. He returned to the bedroom with Fritz and told me "You want to be a slut for dog cock don't you? I am going to make your wish come true with some extra help from the guys". My mind questioned, "guys, what guys, what the hell was this turning into?" He had made some phone calls to his poker buddies telling them to bring their dogs to our house for entertainment. Seeing my inquisitive expression he told me he had let his buddies see the photos he took of me with Fritz and they wanted to join the fun to have a fuck dog party.

Don was degrading me, he called me a nasty slut and because I liked being less than human I was now his sex slave for his pleasure. He said it pleased him to share his sex slave with his buddies. Like it or not now you enjoy being the slave. I protested about sharing the experience but then he told me "you will do it because if you don't I will show the photos to your brothers and your mother ... they will be so proud of you, don't forget about your star role in that movie". My own words came back to haunt me "be careful what you wish for". I was really stuck with the conditions he spelled out.

I wish I had a place where I could stick my cunt, arse and mouth for any guy to use.

I don’t need the money

I just need every fucking hole used.

I’ll even let the dog fuck me