Confessions tagged with 'taboo'.

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I met my stepdaughter when she was 6, and i was in my 20s. shes now 12. She started puberty early (a few years ago)

We've always had an amazing bond, we have the best father-daughter relationship anyone could ask for.

We used to read stories together, watch movies. Now we watch horror movies and have a heap of common interests that nobody else really gets. We've always cuddled up to each other and told each other how much we love eachother. It was always a normal, healthy , platonic relationship.

For years now, we will be watching a movie or something and she will wrap her legs around mine or intertwine with my legs. There was nothing abnormal about it to us. It made me feel loved and i figured it gave her a sense of security.

We are basically best friends. Theres more than a 15 year age gap between us, but somehow we are just on the same wavelength.

Oneday, i cant even remember how long ago, she reached down with her foot and pulled my leg up into her crotch and just held it there. The next time she did it, she squeezed my leg between her thighs. The third time she rubbed against my knee, pulling my leg deeper and deeper. I should have stopped her, but i didnt. Shes a very attractive girl, and we are so close. It caught me off guard and i kind of just let it happen. I saw what she was doing and thought "ok, i guess we are doing this".

And then i let it happen again. And again. And the more it happened the more i started finding myself attracted to her. Sometimes i look at her across the room and cant help but think "fuck you're gorgeous"

At some point i started doing it back. She would pull my leg in and id roll into it, maybe even switch legs, and rub my knee against her. Then it developed into me grabbing her leg or ass to get better leverage. Oneday i just shoved my hand up her shirt.

Then she started sending me nsfw things in a provate chat. Not like, photos of her or anything. Stories, chat transcripts, role playing shit, kinky things that she reads while masturbating. Then i started sending the same sort of shit back.

Eventually she got to a point where she would masturbate right next to me. She didnt let me see or anything, but she made it obvious what she was doing under the blanket. Sometimes ill be right next to her, see what she is doing, and think "fuck it" and start stroking my cock.

Most of the time when we are together, just to make this clear, we are just watching videos and hanging out. These things happen like 0.05% of the time.

The other day i had my hand resting on her stomach, and she moved it down to her crotch. I just stayed still because i was thinking "does she realise where she just put my hand". After 10 minutes or so i shifted my hand slightly just to remind her where my hand was, expecting her to move it away. She didn't.

The next day she pulled my knee in again and i started rubbing it against her and i could tell it wasnt working very well. I grabbed her ass, i stroked her thigh. Eventually i touched her gently, just above her vagina. I expected her to move my hand away, but she didnt. My knee was still between her legs. before i knew it she had her legs spread and i was rubbing her pussy through her pants. She spread her legs wide, i could tell she wanted more. I put my hand inside her pants and rubbed her through her underwear. I knew we had already gone too far and that at this point we have definitely crossed a line. We already had crossed a line, but if there was ever any doubt that we had gone too far, this was it.

But i kept going, and i could feel how wet she was through her underwear. eventually i reached down further and felt her wet (really, really wet) pussy. There was a hole in her underwear. She wasnt phased or anything. We were already at the point of no return, so i reached inside her underwear and started rubbing her. It felt amazing. She felt amazing. I wanted to keep going forever.

Obviously afterwards i felt pretty shitty about myself. I wasnt sure how she felt, so i messaged her. She said she didn't really know either, but that it felt good. I figured we'd probably forget we did it and move on.

Fast forward a few days, we've now done it i think 6 times. She gets in bed with me in her underwear and puts her leg over mine, making it obvious that shes presenting herself.

I've lost control. I wanted her so bad tonight i tried to rub her with my cock so she could feel it. We were on a bad angle because we werent totally alone and didnt want it to be obvious what was happening under the covers if someone walked in. So i barely made contact, but i made enough contact to make my tip wet, and she was basically dripping.

We are both confused. I think we need to stop. I know we need to stop. I still love her like a daughter. I want to protect her, i want to give her everything. 99.5% of the time thats all we are. I just, also want to rail her until we both explode sometimes, and sometimes has become multiple times a day. I sit there thinking "i could bend her over and ream her ass, fill her up". I havent came for her, but i know if i did it would be explosive.

We are both apparently really fucking good actors. we can switch it off in the blink of an eye and act like we werent doing anything.

I know what this is. I know what this makes me. I know this is the worst possible thing i could do. I know what i deserve.

But i also know this is an exclusive thing that is every bit about her, and not her age. She acts like an adult. We feel like two halves of the same apple.

I have zero interest in anybody else her age. I see some kid and i think "thats a kid". I see some of the other confessions on here where people see a kid as a sex toy and im the one thinking "you're a fucking pig. Theres something wrong with you. What the fuck. Thats a kid you creep". I think its gross. I see some kids obsessing over some man online and i think "that guy could be your dad, the fuck is wrong with you".

But then my stepdaughter comes to me in her underwear and gives me a look and i just want to bend her over right there. Sometimes. A small fraction of the time. Most of the time im actually thinking "you want some food?". But it should be 0% of the time, and im not sure what to do about it.

I'm actually coming to terms with the fact that im not really attracted to anyone. It seems to be just her. I can see other people, male or female, and be like "thats an attractive person", but im not attracted to them.

I dont want it to be like this. I dont want to want her like this. I dont know how to stop, and i dont know if she does either. If anyone ever found out, it would destroy so many lives including our own.

I dont want to have fucked everything up. But i have. Here we are. I'll probably send her this, she'll see how ashamed i am, and then in a few days ill ask her to ride me like a bull anyway because ive gone crazy.

I've lost control. I love her so much.

The fuck is wrong with me

#5705

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My preteen step daughter is developing very nice and I hate to admit but I always end up looking. She is naive so she is not aware she is teasing but her curves are sexy and i definitely appreciate seeing them

#5704

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Well it’s official my stepdaughter is blossoming well and so innocent she doesn’t know that she is kinda teasing unintentionally. I can’t help to look and appreciate her curves even as a preteen

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I was a 7year old dutch kid; he was a neighborhood friend, a 7yo Spanish kid. He had an older sister that I had a crush on and we did a lot of bodily play things, but mostly sucking each others dick in his clothing closet (literally and figuratively in the closet). I taught him how to masturbate because I learned that from another kid. He let me sniff her underwear (she was 15 at the time and she smelled like heaven). We must has done this al throughout the year, but at the end of the school year, he went on vacation with his mom to Spain; turned out she divorced his dead-beat Dutch dad and went back home, so I never saw him (or his sister (and her underpants) again). Like I said, I already masturbated at that age because I was (technically) abused by a teenager in our neighborhood (that was arrested a few years later for abusing other kids as well as me because some girl told her parents about it, which I didn't because I liked it and I never felt force into anything) which probably introduced me to dicks, masturbation and blowjobs at a bit of an early age (4 or 5 I think), but that's a whole different story. Sex with kids is fine as long as they initiate things and are never forced to anything.. however, it does activate them sexually at a too young age. I was jerking off 3 times a day by the time I was 9 and with having dry orgasms long before I had any jizz.. the Spanish kid didn't mind, because he also didn't have ejaculate yet and we could suck each others dick to completion and it was nice.

Then the first big dick I've ever sucked (and the first load I swallowed) was a big black cock from a well endowed (adopted) Columbian school buddy of mine. I think we must have been 10 and 11 at the time or something, my dick was just fully grown and I've just started producing cum and for some reason we ended up playing this porn game on my computer. He immediately wanted to copy the game to jerk himself off on. He obviously knew what jerking off was because he kept talking about how hard he was going to jerk of to the porn game (he didn't have access to porn, his parents were like 50+ and probably were people with pretty low sex drives; no porn in the house at all!). I asked him if he would mind if we jerked off together next time he would be at my place, because I knew where my dads porno's were stashed, and he agreed. So, a few weeks later we had a sleepover and he brought his computer. We played until it was time to sleep and then I sneaked downstairs to get the porno videos; nearly got caught by mom who saw me sneaking downstairs.. I hid the videos on my back under my shirt as I sneaked back upstairs. A few minutes in, we were watching porn and we got at the blowjob scene where this blonde was sucking this big black cock. He got instantly hard and was tugging at his pjays. I told him that it was ok if he wanted to take it out, and so we both did. It was the first time I watched porn with another kid and I felt myself getting hornier and hornier, especially when I was looking over to his magnificent fat black cock.. "he even has the same curls on the area around his dick", is one of the few some stupid details I still remember myself thinking.. another one was: "holy shit.. he has a big dick and it's leaking precum already.." (I apparently had a precum fetish ever since I licked it off the dick of that older kid that 'abused' me). I became dizzy with lust, and so did he.. I asked him: "hey.. question.. would it be weird if I wanted to try the same thing that she's doing right now?", to which he said: "what.. sucking his dick?? you mean sucking my dick????". I said "hmm, yeah, sorta... I always wanted to try it, and you have a really big one, also, since we just went swimming I know it's not dirty". He asked me "are you sure you want to? I already have a lot of precum" to which I responded "I know how it tastes, it's slightly salty... I have tasted it before". He agree to let me lick it off. After licking it off, my heart was exploding in my chest with raging lust and I asked him if I could suck his dick. The only way he could reply was by pulling his underwear further down to completely free his big dick that was now staring me in the face. For a second, I was kind of scared; I never had such a big dick in my mouth. The Spanish kid and me had thin pencil dicks, and the older kid only had me lick the head of his dick and he sucked my pencil dick. I never sucked his actual dick, so this would be my first time. I slow let the head of his dick slide over my tongue as it entered my mouth, and then I slowly closed my lips around it. All he could do was moan, and I could feel his dick jump up and start to leak even more precum. After 10 or 20 bobs of my head I heard him mumble something, but I didn't knew what he said and then I felt his dick twitch. I was so horny that I didn't care about the cum rushing out of his dick, making an audible sound through the tight uthera that was completely squashed between the two swollen glands of his hard cock. He came so much, I had to swallow it down twice before I could take it out of my mouth without making a mess. I was so horny after that, I came without touching myself, purely from rubbing my dick against the inside of my pajamas., I slept with a gigantic wet patch in the front of my pajamas that night, but I didn't care. I jerked off 3 more times when he was asleep (which didn't take long) and ate my own cum to clean it up every time. I still had some of his cum on my left hand and I kept smelling it when I masturbated. I must have jerked off 1000 times to that memory back in my youth and now thinking about it, my heart is pounding in my chest and my dick is leaking precum as I'm writing this down... fuck... anyway...

The first big white cock (somehow I know which guys have big cocks, lol) I've ever sucked was one of a buddy of mine (when I was like 15 or something and he was 14) that slept over when I was in my teens. We were having a LAN party and he was sleeping over. When it was finally time to go to bed, we watched some porn together on my TV. We were so hot and bothered that I knocked off my covers and he did the same. We then kept jerking off to the German porn (which I borrowed from dad without him knowing) we were watching, but then I noticed how big his dick was. his dicks girth was almost twice as thick as mine and he was jerking his 22cm (we measured it later as I was curious) long dick with long strokes as I was "knobbing" the head of my dick. (we both had uncut dicks, and I was flicking my glans between my curled index finger inside my foreskin; he was stroking it slowly up and down the entire length). As I got hotter and hotter after seeing his dick starting to ooze precum, my heart was racing and pounding hard in my chest.. Then (while this girl was sucking this massive white cock in the porno) I finally asked him if I could touch his dick to feel if his was just as hot as mine, which I did. My head started spinning when I was slowly jerking him off and "knobbing" his dick and he threw his head back and started moaning. When he looked back at me, I non-verbally asked him a "may I?" while gesturing to lower my mouth onto his dick, he nodded. I started sucking his dick as I learned to do from the older kid in our neighborhood back when I was 5 and from my times with the Spanish kid when I was 10 and it didn't take him long to start moaning louder and louder until he involuntarily started thrusting his hips into my mouth and said: "I'm about to cum, watch out" to which I responded with pulling his hips into my face until I almost gagged on the head of his dick as it spew 2, 3, 4 big wads of cum down my throat, after which I pulled it out and let it my head and face rest on his belly.. I gave him a kiss on his stomach as a sign of appreciation, which prompted him to gift me with another another spurt of cum on my cheek. We both laughed and I eagerly wiped his cum off my cheek and into my mouth to clean up the sticky. We stayed friends and watched porn together and jerked off many times after that, but it never was as hot as the first time after that.

Then in my 20s, me and a buddy of mine were watching porn on vacation one time and again, while we were jacking off, I noticed how big his dick was and it made me dizzy with lust... I asked him if he had ever sucked dick and he told me no.. I told him I had and I would like to suck his and he was curious to suck mine. By then it must have been years since I sucked my last dick so I felt this rush of excitement flood over me which caught me by surprise. By then I was having regular sex with my girlfriend, so sex itself was nothing new, but this touched something that came from a very deep place in my memories and reminded me of the Columbian kid and the well-endowed Caucasian kid. I was really looking forward of gulping down a nice hot load of cum.

However, before I knew it, he was on his knees, sucking my dick, but I had a bit of trouble coming because I drank too much, however, I went on my knees as it was my turn to suck, and a few minutes later he was cumming down my throat and, according to him he never came as hard in his entire life.. not even when he was fucking his insatiable bisexual girlfriend he had at the time. We sucked each other off many times after that and still do to this day. His cock is a gorgeous big one that I love to suck, unfortunately, we almost never get to suck dick when we're sober, so it never ends in orgasms for me as I find it impossible to cum after too much booze and other things. I really hope we can such each other off when sober some day soon. I know he has been exploring his prostate with anal play and I would like him to be the first guy I fuck.. already looking forward to it :)

The oldest one was my dad's dick (yes, my dad, I know.. but hear me out) when he was 55 or something when I was in my 30s to return the favor. A week earlier, he came into the bathroom when I was in the shower (which was quite normal during my childhood, we weren't prudes and went to a lot of nudist resorts with the whole family, so we were quite comfortable naked around each other), but I've been living on my own with my now wife since I was 21 and when I came out of the shower, he remarked the fact that I shaved my dick and balls. I told him "yeah, nice huh? she likes it that way" and he said: "hmm, looks very nice... can I have a taste?".

Maybe I need to preface this with the fact that he and I both fucked my step mom's / his wife's best friend (she was 10 years old than me and 20 years younger than him) on separate occasions, without each others knowledge. That slut was such a nymph, it's not even funny; the bitch wore inlays just to keep her pants from getting soaked all day long. I could have sworn that she had Persistent Arousal Syndrome, but without all the negative effects, but anyway, that's also a story for another time. Suffice it to say, we weren't strangers of getting each other hot and bothered (ever since we knew we fucked and came in the same woman and we told each other about or adventures in the past in a drunk mood).

Anyway.. so, my dad. I always knew he was bisexual (as we've discussed this during my teens, which helped me come to terms with my own bisexuality) and nothing ever came of it, but that time the alcohol made me very uninhibited so I thought and said: "sure, why not" and walked up to him, with my towel still around my neck.. he started sucking me off and using his hand to jerk me off at the same time. He knew exactly what he was doing because I came in less than two minutes and because he told me "hmm, apparently you have my dick, because that's exactly the way I liked to be sucked too". The next week I dropped by after work, horny as fuck and told him I wanted to return the favor; he didn't mind. I don't particularly like old dick though, but he was my dad, so I obliged him. Since then we've sucked each other's cocks a few times but that's about it.

We're still acting normal around each other and nothing much has changed, apart from having nasty chats on private chats from time to time when we both happen to be horny. I believe consenting adults should be able to choose to do stupid things like this, especially with people that we trust and love... people act so weird about things that people can do, even when they like doing it.

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My brother was 12 and I was 14 when we began to get into play wrestling. Our hormones were out of control and our burgeoning sexuality was getting the better of us. We got on each others nerves a lot and we resolved it by wrestling each other.

It was innocent at first but as the fights got more and more physical, there was a lot of brushing motions over private parts: his cock, my breasts, our butts, the cleft of my vagina. The touching and groping gave way to grinding and dry humping. The anger always gave way to animal lust and teenage hormones. After a session, the air was thick with the smell of his precum and my vagina was sopping wet.

After a few months, we'd get home from school and not even bother getting changed, such was the urgency of our need. He'd be in his shorts and shirt and I'd be in my school dress. We'd feign some sort of anger and start wrestling but it fell away quickly to pure wanton lust. We both didn't have a girlfriend or boyfriend which explained the horniness and our willingness to find a sexual outlet.

I'll never forget the day it escalated. He was grinding into me one afternoon when I asked him in an out of breath voice, to take off his shorts. He stared at me, his eye's wide open and began to say something but stopped short. Instead he took off his shorts and underwear in one swift motion. I grabbed his fat cock and gripped it tightly. He gasped and I could see the whites in his eyes. I let go, only so that I could take off my dress and underwear. He immediately grabbed my tits roughly and then shoved his right index finger up my slit as our mouths mashed together, tongues entwined.

"Quick, put your cock against me and keep humping", I implored him. He literally threw me down onto the sofa and laid on top of me, his erect cock firmly between my clit. He started grinding and humping automatically. I moaned as I felt amazing tingling sensations, especially when the tip of his penis would rub up against the entrance to my hole. The humping went on probably for no more than a minute before he exploded all over my stomach and breasts. He collapsed on me and was whimpering. Out of breath, I pushed him off, feeling unsatisfied and went to clean off. However, I was so horny I immediately masturbated myself in the shower. It wasn't enough.

That night, after every one had gone to bed, I tiptoed across the hall to his room and went in. I woke him up, shushed him before he could make any noise and whispered to him to take off his clothes. I got naked and joined him in his small, single bed. There was no need for foreplay - he was fully erect already. I pulled him over me, our tongues intertwined. It was silent for a while as we luxuriated in our tongues and the taste of minty saliva. His cock pushed against me as we lay, awakening my fervent lust. Then I simply whispered to him" "I need to cum".

He stopped kissing, lifted himself up and positioned the tip of his cock just between my lips. I giggled as I grabbed him to reposition his angle and then he eased himself in. It was a sublime, mind melting moment as I felt myself getting filled with his meaty cock. Once it was all the way in, he started fucking me in earnest. It was a blur of lust, French kissing and pounding as he silently as he could so as not to wake our parents. As he approached his orgasm, he mouth the word "sis - I'm going to cum". In my heady lust, I whispered to him to cum inside me. All I wanted was to cum with him. In hindsight, it was an incredibly stupid thing to do without any sort of birth control but lust does wonderous things to common sense and logic. I just knew that I loved the feeling of being penetrated by his big cock and wanted to maintain that full feeling between my wet, dripping slit.

He pumped furiously, his body pushing mine legs wider with each powerful thrust until he finally exploded. The feeling of his semen shooting up inside me with each twitch set me off. Each jet of cum and thrust of his fat cock sent me into waves of convulsing lustful pleasure and I began to orgasm. Semen began to drip out of me as I shook and shivered. I don't remember it but I bit my brothers fingers as he forced his fingers down my throat. I moaned out "don't stop fucking, don't stop pushing your cock in me!" He complied and kept thrusting. By this stage my body was so contorted I think my legs were behind his ears as I tried to opening up my slit fully to receive his cock, pressing against the sensation of his head sliding between my lips. When he finally had no more cum, he stopped and collapsed on me, slick with sweat and cum. We were both seeing stars. When he finally got his breath back, all he said "that was insane".

And that was how we started 3 and a half years of intense fucking behind our parent's back, after school, on weekends, and on vacation where we had separate rooms or cabins to our parents. We were highly sexed and all it often took was a look and then it'd be on. I don't know how we got away with it. Of course, we used condoms to avoid pregnancy.

The sexual relationship naturally ended when we each found partners, . However, the underlying tension between us still exists, bubbling and simmering with latent energy. Since those early days, we have never directly spoken about it except through our eyes. And the kicker: when I was 31 my mother and I were having a wine together and she let slip that she knew about my brother and I shagging. I was floored but she consoled me in saying that at that age, in our sexual prime, she'd rather us have sex with each other to keep our hormones in check than for us to sleep around and get diseases or get pregnant. She said she was also once a randy teenager and empathised with the need to rut to ease the sexual tension. The proof of that was our good behaviour and excellent grades. I cried and told her that I loved her for understanding.

That was 3 days ago and this is my confession.

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I am addicted to anal sex and drugs. I am also taboo dog owner. I allow my dog to eat my pussy and I suck his dick. I also allow him to nut in my mouth. I want to be gang banged all the time.

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Insanely Taboo to think back on it but I’m wet thinking about some wild things I’ve done growing up.

• My first sexual experience was with my mums partners daughter, we were 10-11.

Not knowing what we were doing but I licked her nipples and pussy, I have a memory of us hanging out at a school playground one day in one of the tunnels and I licked it there too.

One of my primary school friends and I used to lick each others nipples as well, we didn’t even have breasts growing yet.

This was before I had even had my first boyfriend or kissed a boy.

• Another time I slept in my mums bed one night, she had a different partner at this stage and he was in there too. I was in the middle, she was asleep and I started to fall asleep until I felt him slowly pull my knickers down (I was 11) and he was starting to insert his cock into me but I could tell he was hesitant and he stopped. I was shocked, didn’t say nothing and mum never found out. (Sexually assaulted obv) but anyway,

He used to groom me heavily, loved taking me shopping, buying me things and treating me lovely. Like he was my dad.

He ended up passing away, but apart of me secretly wishes I knew exactly what he was doing when I was that young. I would’ve loved to surprise him when mum wasn’t around by spreading my legs open on his couch, the thought of him forcefully saying he needs to lick my little clit because I’m a good girl to him makes me feel drenched. The thought of him taking his cock out and throwing it towards my mouth..

Oh well.

• i used to live on farm land with my family. I had two horses, a dog, cats. Huge horse girl I am, at this stage I was 12 and feeling sexually active. I remember walking out to the paddock at night when everyone was asleep, I came across a naughty video on the internet one time of a girl licking a dogs cock and I wanted to try it on my horse. I was intrigued. My horse was peacefully standing, I led him to a tree where I wasn’t in view of any lights and started to feel underneath him, it slowly started to grow in my hand, expanding wider and wider and I reached under to open my mouth to it. I felt so nervous, scared to be caught in the moment so I licked it and tried my best to suck it for a quick few minutes then gave him a pat and ran back inside.

From this, I was at a family’s BBQ with their friends, obv still a kid and they had a big male dog. I went to go play in a room in the house and the dog followed me, I had naughty thoughts so I closed the door. I remember seeing the video of the girl playing with a dog cock so I started to rub him and I saw it slowly coming out. Red as ever, wet at the tip and rock hard. I knew there wasn’t a lock on the door, so I gave it a quick lick and ran out. (That’s a scary thought, imagine being a kid and adults find you sucking on a dogs cock?) I knew it was naughty.

Back at my farm house one night I took the dog out to the shed with me, I had peanut butter and I spread my legs open putting some on my pussy. I wanted to be licked, it happened. Not as much as I had wanted, I could have anything or anyone lick me for 24hours if they wanted to.

Yum. So long story short I have sucked a horses cock, a dogs and had my cunt licked by one.

I haven’t done this crazy stuff in YEARS, but the thought of playing around with a dog for a few mins gets me riled up. I wouldn’t have one fuck me, but I’d suck tf outta him.

I’ve given older boys bj’s when I was heavily underage and I lied about my age to them, 2 used to come to my paddock at night and I’d do it there.

I had two guys who were brothers both sexually play with me, they’d finger me and drive me around. I’d give one bj’s in the back of his van.

I have so many wild memories as a teenager and young kid.

My boyfriend now, who I deeply fucking love is never tell this to him EVER. But I always love telling him that I love to be nasty, maybe he still hasn’t caught on. The most I’ve done that’s dirty with him is eat his ass, I fucking love it, he doesn’t prefer it and says it doesn’t feel bad but loves the thought of me being dirty which turns him on with it.