First I did seek help over this

Finding out that you've been raped and molested should have had a bigger impact then I thought it did but it wasn't have all the fanfare you expected, it was about a year ago when I was approached by a young lady and asking if I was *saying my name* and showing me a pic of a diapered 3 year old me she said her daughter was watching an old video on the computer her uncle left them, getting talking she invites me over to watch it and figure out what to do about it

At her house she pulls it up it starts, there's a old naked man (its her great grandfather she noted) then it pans over to show a birthday cake with the door in frame as the camera focuses on the door opening and an old man with a child in a diaper enter you can hear people saying my last name in greeting as the door closed as the camera steps back to get most of the room I was set on the table in front of the naked man the man that sat me down wished him a happy birthday as he undoes my diaper the camera zooms in showing my baby dick as the old man started to suck on it after a minute the guy lifts me up and put the tip of his dick to my butthole hearing careful hes still a virgin as he slowly pushed me down i started to cry after 5 or so minutes I was still crying as he was fucking me hard he cummed in me then I got passed to the next guy as he slid his dick into my gapping ass and fucking me hard as I cry harder he cums then its repeated with 4 others, the last 2 that fucked me I was laying face down on the table sobbing the video pans to show my gapping butthole that's leaking out cum then ends.

So im not sure tbh but I think im bi. But dont think id ever date a guy tho, im just into the sexual appeal. First time I was ever turned on by a guy was my dad…(a whole other level of shame when you are confused i feel) He was dating a pretty attractive woman at the time and i know based on the unusual amount of sexual comments my dad made all the time, i had assumed they were prettt sexually active. So one night, after everybody went to sleep, i was mad horny and had the idea to get my dads phone off the charger, (and this was when i was around 12, i think it was 2012 or 2013 when it was oddly common for people to not put passwords on their phones or ipods) started snooping. Sure enough there was tons of dirty shit to go thru. I scrolled way up and started at my (ex step mom)s dirty talking. Cant remember everything she said but i remember it being very detailed. But what really got me what my dads response. He said he was in his truck and at a red light and she had caught him off guard. But he also said “that was so hot. Second i saw that, made my cock twitch. Im so hard”. Shit fucked me up. I took a picture of that part of the convo with my phone. Not too long after my dad decided to pull over and send her a dick pic. Instantly came. I felt bad after wards. But i couldnt stop thinking about that picture. I had to prevent myself from saving it because i felt it was wrong. But i went back to it and jacked off to the same photo and more conversations plenty times after that. Ever since i have had sexual thoughts about him. Not when i see him in person, but only when im jacking off and super horny. Iv downloaded texting apps trying to get him to send me a dick pic but he still hasnt. Hopefully some day…

I am a male and the other persons are also. I was in grade school just a normal kid like to ride my bike and hang out with the other neighborhood kids. My aunt and uncle and my older cousin lived a few blocks away my cousin would come over to swim we had a pool

My mom didn't mind he was 3 years older than me we'd play video game and hang out I look up to him and I loved when he'd come over. Mom had one rule we had to change it the basement bedroom so we didn't track water thru the house. He came by this particular evening we went swimming about 10 minutes he said he was ready to change so we got out and went downstairs to change we'd seen each other naked a million times but that night was the first time I had ever seen him so hard and big I tried not to look but I couldn't help it. He noticed me and said you never seen a hard one before I told him mine it gets hard sometimes he asked if he could try and get me hard I said heck yeah how are you going to do that we were already naked . He spread my legs and started sucking me I thought I was going to pass out with pleasure I had never felt anything like that before I didn't have sperm yet but I know I had some kind of orgasm he stop and rubbed himself on my lips and told me to open my mouth he told me that he wanted me to do that same thing to him after a Second I took him in my mouth I could hardly get half of it in my mouth but that moment I knew that this was something that I loved doing I did things I'd seen in guy movies he started to shake a little bit and making weird noises and the next thing I know is I had a mouth full of his cum he told me to swallow and keep sucking it took a second to swallow all of it and I kept sucking him. He picked me up and put me on the bed and started sucking me again I never wanted that feeling to stop he could get my dick and balls in his mouth his saliva was all over my dick and I told him that my butt hole was wet he asked how good did him sucking me feel I told him it was the best feeling in the world. He asked if I wanted to try something that felt a million times better I said yes without any hesitation he explained that he was going to to put himself inside of my butt hole as he put me on my hands and knees he rubbed his spit all over my butt he then told me it might hurt a little bit he pushed inside of me and I thought I was going to pass out from the pain I thought to myself I wish he'd stop but he kept going until he was all the way inside me. He started pumping in and out of me he grabbed me by the hips and buried it inside me over and over he flipped me on my back put my legs on his shoulders and he then told me he was going to make love to me like a girl and when he came inside me that I would belong to him then and he was going to do this anytime he wanted that I was his gurl now. I'm in my mid 50s and those were definitely the best times of my life

I got a call from a friend who is a stand in manager for McDonalds, he is currently the night manager at a large store staffed mainly by black, Pakistani and Polish males, anyway it was an invite to go and get a "happy meal" so off I went,

I arrived at the store wearing black lacy lingerie with seamed stockings and 4inch heels on as well as a long blonde wig and my makeup was sorted! oh I am male by the way,

Anyway I waited for the carpark to go quiet and walked into the store wearing nothing but the above mentioned items, I spent the next two hours sucking and being fucked balls deep in the ass by every one who wanted it, at one point I was sucking off the drive through worker as he was taking orders,

As the night drew to a close I was presented with a Big mac that was dripping with cum and a Large drink of "milkshake" they had been planning this for a while as it was a large and it was nothing but spunk, I eagerly ate my Burger and got some "special sauce" pumped onto my fries before I slurped the whole sperm shake, I walked back to my car with cum dripping from my ass and a lovely belly full off cum, but before I left I waited for the store to close and got a showering of spunk from around eight staff members and a couple of customers who I had been sucking as I waited

I just thought I would relate how I got into the gay sex game. I was living with my parents overseas and attended a school with mostly expat kids. I didn't make friends in school and hung out mostly by myself. I got a bike for Christmas and I went out exploring, up and down streets, and little by little further and further from the house. I came across this secluded street which didn't have any houses on it.

On one after school bike ride I saw these men kissing in a car. I stayed down and watched, I got hard watching and I masturbated in my pants. That night I masturbated again, I wanted to be the man that was being kissed. It wasn't long before I talked to a man who was cruising that street and he invited me into his car and he kissed me and I learned how to suck his cock. He was scared to go further with me but I begged him and I lost my virginity there. That was my secret place, I went there after school and waited for a man to invite me to get in the car with him.

So when I was about 8, every Thursday I went to stay at my grandfathers house and slept in the same bed with him

One night when I went to bed with him, the light was off and I was trying to sleep, but he slid his hand on my butt and started fondling my ass, and he put his hands inside my underwear and stroked my ass, before removing my underwear, and I was completely naked, he asked ‘do you want me to get naked too’, and I said yes, so he took his cock out, and he and I started to take turn sucking each other’s cocks, he’d put his mouth on my cock and suck me off, and then he’d get me to suck on his cock, and he also put his dick between my asscheeks, before getting me to do the same to him, and we continued to do so for weeks, and it felt so hot

I was taking my best friend home and he was piss drunk. We got to his place and there are about 20 stairs to go up and he was never gonna make it so I put his arm around me to steady him as we went up. He was so drunk that he could barely make it. I finally got him up the stairs as he confused to talk about this girl he wanted to have sex with (but he blew it cause he was hammered). I got him inside and to his room and as I was sitting him on his bed he suddenly had a burst of energy I guess and assumed I was her cause I was in his room. He kissed me right on the lips passionately. I had not kissed a man since my dad introduced me to this kind of fun when I was little. I thought it was filling gone but for some reason it lit a bonfire in me and I kissed him right back. He pulled away and said help me take off my pants. Now I love women and love there bodies but I hurriedly took his pants and shirt off along with his underwear.

At this point I saw his 8 inches of manhood standing up and pointed right at me. His eyes were closed and he still thought I was her. Suck it he said. And once again my mouth watered for him.

I took his head of his shaft and started to suck him slowly and taste his hardness. It was delicious so I greedily gobbled him down. I pumped my mouth over him rapidly while held my head and just kinda drunk moaned continually. Finally he said he was gonna cum and I for some reason was super proud I had brought him here.

The next thing he said made me weak. Let me have that ass he said. I was nervous at first cause only my dad had ever done that to me but climbed up him kissing his belly and nipples as I positioned myself over him. He put his hands on my hips as I lowered myself on him. Oh my god your tight I heard him say.

I knew he loved so I started riding him like I did my dad. It hurt at first no lie but then I really got into it. I felt him swell then pump his scalding load inside of me. I lay on his chest as his cock slowly shrunk then plopped out of me. I kissed him again as his cum ran out of me and on to his cute but shriveled cock. I grabbed my clothes and left his room for a shower shocked by my own behavior. The next morning he kept telling me about this amazing piece of ass he had the night before. Said it was so damn tight and that he had to find her again. Was proud that I had pleasured him so well and snickered as I thought of how often he would drink and get hammered. Looks like I had a new way to be his friend!!!