I think I found out about sex too early. I was in about 6th grade. I first started masturbating by teasing my nipples. It was an interesting feeling and it made me feel all adult-like. I didn't have much chest at the time. When I felt something leak out of me, I got scared. I thought I peed myself so I reached down and it felt different. It was thicker. I spread it all over my pussy cause it felt good. Then I found out how people really masturbate. After teasing my nipples for long, I'd then go into the bathroom and take off my underwear. I would touch my clit and my body would shake. Then I found out things actually could go inside me. My finger felt too thick, so I used my brother's razor. It didn't feel like much but knowing something was inside was exciting. I was obsessed with pregnancy as a child. This became part of my process. I started imagining some big burly man would be called over to repair something at our house, then he'd sneak into the bathroom with me. I'd be shocked but slowly he'd start teasing my nipples like I did, then he'd pick me up and throw me over the bathroom counter, spread my legs, and pound my innocent pussy until cock was all I'd think about. Finally, he'd bend me over the counter and cum deep inside me, knocking me up. As my belly would start to get bigger by the months, my parents would grow suspicious. I'd tell them I didn't know how it happened, maybe I'd say someone from school. I'd be shamed by people in my school for getting pregnant at my age. Or they'd wonder how someone so ugly could be knocked up. My breasts would swell with milk and I'd lactate as I played with them. I would even let the boys at my school play with my pregnant pussy even. This all got me going. I never came though, it just got me super wet. I think about it now and its honestly sad that I was having those thoughts at that age. The internet sucks man.