My godfather started to fondle, wank and suck my dick when I was around 7 years old, and I still let him, even in my late 30s. He is in his mid 70s today.

I'm married to a beautiful lwoman, but the way he treats my penis and swallows my load is out of this world, and I don't want it to end. I didn't like his sucking as much back when I was 7. It kind of tickled too much. It felt good and unpleasant at the same time. But I have always been special to him, so I didn't complained and I loved him very much then, and I still does. From time to time I sucked his penis too, but only if it was my own choice. He never forced me. His precum and sperm was salty and sticky, so I didn't felt any needs to swallows as he did. Actually I didn't liked it that much, but I did it because I knew he loved it, and I liked the way he responded when I took his cock in my mouth. He was married to a nice woman (she died 8 years ago), but she never wanted to give him oral pleasure. He eventually swallowed my first ejaculation when I was 11. I didn't understand what actually happened, but my body sort of exploded in heavenly spasm. I saw tears in his eyes when I looked at him right after, and thought I had done something wrong. But he just smiled at me and said he was the luckiest man on earth.

I don't know how many gallons of my sperm he has been eating during the years, but his throat is always willing to receive more of my juice. The worst day of my life will be the day he dies. I will miss him badly.

As a note - I have never considered to report him to anyone. And I have never told a soul about this. This is the first time I confess about my gay experiences with my godfather - anonymously of course. And I have never felt any shame, guilt or harm about this long lasting secret.