It all started kinda by accident. Me and my husband were married for over 20 years we had two children together and I had two before we were married. I was kinda a wild woman in my early years. I got married to settle down I have to admit I have a very high sex drive and my husband kept up with me for a while we were like rabbits. We took advantage of every opportunity we could and every room in the house. But a few years ago I started putting on a little weight. I was always a little chubby but I am definitely a bbw now. I don't know if it was my size or just that my husband didn't want me anymore but we stopped having any sexual relationship. I tried to spice things up by dressing sexer in the bedroom and out of the bedroom but he just called me names and said I was a slut and whore all the time. He began spending more time at the bar then with me and the kids but I still felt the same way inside my sex drive was stronger than ever. I tried to use toys and other things to try to please myself and it was kinda working and I was getting by . We lived in a small town and everyone knew everything about everyone. I had a best friend and she kept telling me to cheat but I was so nervous because I still wanted to try for the kids. But when the kids went to high School things just kept getting worse. We kinda lived separated lives but in the same house. My oldest went off on their own. I went to a school function and ran into one of my old school friends he was a good friend in highschool. We talked and he told me to message him on Facebook and we could stay in touch. At first I didn't do anything but a few days later he sent me a friends request. I was at work I thought about it all day and I figured it wouldn't hurt just two old friends. I excepted it I noticed it said he was single but I didn't really think much about it.that night he sent me a message just saying hi and how are you and small talk we texted for a few hours about the old days. After a while we started becoming friends again he was so easy to talk to just like highschool . We ended up getting together for coffee and conversation and I found out he was divorce and he told me about it and I began to open up about my marriage. We were just friends at least that is what I kept telling myself. About a month went by and we were messaging each other every day and sometimes several times a day. Then a few weeks later things would change me and my husband were suppose to go on vacation I was going to try to spice things up I went out and bought some sexy stuff to try and see if we could get things going again. But to my surprise he told me him and his friends were going fishing. He had cancelled our trip a few weeks ago. I was devastated I just couldn't stop crying and he said go somewhere by yourself. I decided to just stay home. That night my friend texted me and I told him the story he told me he could take me to dinner or something the next day and on the weekend maybe we could go somewhere. I was a little nervous at first but I didn't care look at what my husband had done. It wasn't like I was cheating it was just two old friends. The next day we went to dinner I dress up and did my makeup and I felt a little noughty and sexy. When I walked in he almost dropped his drink. I could tell he liked what he saw. We had an enjoyable evening and we both went home but as soon as I got home my phone went off it was him. He asked if I enjoyed myself and he said he did. I told him I really enjoyed myself. I told him it had been a long time since I went out like that. Then it happened my phone went off and I started to read the message. He started by saying don't take this the wrong way but you really looked pretty tonight. I was a little shocked it took me a few minutes to get back to him. I said thanks but I am not a young woman anymore and I am fat . Then my phone went off again. He said don't believe that any man would love to show you off . Then I asked him if he was drunk. He said no then he asked if he could tell me something with out me getting mad. I was really getting a little excited I was getting that feeling down inside me. I said yes you can tell me anything. He said any man would love to be with you. We ended our conversation saying goodnight to each other. Then the weekend roled around. My kids went on vacation with my sister so it was just me at the house so I was waiting to see if he really wanted to do something. Then my phone went off it was him he asked if I still wanted to do something. I message him back yes I was still kinda in denial I wasn't really sure about anything yet but I was really enjoying his company . The next day we decided to go to a local park and do some sites i put on a pair of shorts and a tank top . I wasn't really trying but I noticed after I got in his car I was definitely showing some skin. I know my face got red because it was very hot . He asked me what was wrong I just kept pulling up my top . He just smiled and said it's ok don't worry he pulled out a button up shit he had and gave it to me . We ended up having a wonderful day. On the way home I noticed him really checking me out when I was smoking a cigarette he was doing it all day. I wanted to ask but I wasn't sure if I shoud. Then he just came out and asked me when I started smoking 120s I told him a few years ago. I asked him if he was ok with it. He smiled and said yes we had a little drive to get back to my house and things started to get heated up between us. At a red light he looked over at me and before I knew it he kissed me. I didn't stop him I was a little confused but I really enjoyed it. I could see he was very excited and that was getting me excited. We decided to stop for drinks at a store. While he was in the store I took off the shirt he gave me. I had decided I wanted to see what happened I was going to get what I needed it had been too long. When he got back in the car he noticed and before he could say anything I learned over and kissed him. His cock was so hard it was almost out of his shorts. I just couldn't control myself I started running my fingers up and down his cock. I look at him and said find us a place so I can help you with that. We drove a little bit down the road and found an abandoned store went around back and he asked me if this is what I wanted. I said yes. I pulled off his shorts and I started sucking his balls and cock then I took him all the way back my throat it felt so good my husband didn't like it but I love it and before I knew it he began to say he was going to cum I just couldn't stop I took it all in my mouth. We ended up having sex in the car and when we got home we did it again. Wow what a time.

After that a friend helped me out I started meeting guys on hookup sites for oral sex a few months after my experience with my old friend I ended up meeting a man on line my husband was at the bar as usual and I was at a cookout with a friend. One of the guys there was on one of the sites but he didn't know me . I started a conversation with him and he was really nice. I ended up taking with him the rest of the night. Then I put my plan into action I asked him if he would give me a ride home. He said yes. we got in his car and he almost instantly started to play with my leg. I asked him if it was ok if I had a cigarette. He smiled and said yes. I noticed one of his fetishes on the site was smoking. I lit up my cigarette and he almost crashed his car. We got back to my house and I asked him if he wanted to come in . He smiled and said yes .we went in we were sitting on the couch talking a little bit and I just couldn't control myself I started playing with him. He just said that feels good. He started playing with my tits so I took off my top and bra and I just started undoing his belt and pants. Then I asked him do you want me to smoke while I suck your cock. He just smiled I lit up a started sucking his balls and cock and before long I had it in my throat and then he gave me my reward but this time we did things a little different he asked me if I wanted to go to his place for a little more fun i didn't know when my husband was cumming home . So I did. We got there and we started having sex in every position possible then he asked me if he could do me anal . I use to do anal and I liked it but it had been years but before I could say anything I could feel his cock sliding in my ass and I guess my instincts took over because I felt myself pushing back against him and he was all the way in and it felt so awesome I just couldn't control myself I wanted it. We kept going till he finished in my ass . I meet men all the time now and my naughty urges are in full force now. I am living out my deepest desires and fantasies with the help of the Internet