I have been attracted to my father since I was 14 but I never tried anything but I created a game, I played with him fighting where he was shirtless and I was on top of him on the bed and touched his body without problems, when I started to grow the games stopped and stopped right at the time of puberty, and that frustrated me for not having used it better, like rubbing myself on his body until I had an orgasm without him knowing, or masturbating when his face was covered. today I no longer have these freedoms but the sexual desire is much greater, when I see him without a shirt on a towel after getting out of the bath, or lying down without a shirt I feel an excitement so strong that it seems that there is a burning sword in the middle of my chest that excites all my body.