i was raped at a young age and it had lasted for a couple years. and now i feel like ive turned into a no good horny slut. im only 15 years old and i know abt the female hormones and what not...but i masterbate extreme amounts. making myself cum at least 3 times a day. sometimes i even skip out of plans with friends just to masterbate.

i know it's natural to be a horny teen...but ever since i was raped ive become obsessed with porn and sex and everything to do with it. i have fantasies like no other teen girl...sometimes i fantasize about being raped again by a complete stranger..the thought of my body being used as a little cum slut makes me so wet.

i send nudes a lot..ive probably sent hundreds since i was 11 yo. i constantly find myself dating people and sending nudes and sexting...even with random people i meet off the internet. ik its not safe but it makes me feel so wet and like a naughty girl..

i also constantly think about being punished or having a mommy or daddy to care and love me while also ruining all of my holes but im not into the whole ddlg stuff. is that natural? like i get i have mommy AND daddy issues...but i've never thought of having sex with either of my parents in any way shape or form...but i want someone who acts like my parent but fucks me?

i get off to the simplest things as well..slight touches or glances. even words. i want someone to defile me. use me and humiliate me. i want sex. i havent had sex since i was raped (which stopped when i was like 10/11) and i crave it so much.

i tried to have sex with an ex bf but he had chickened out and he didn't know what he was doing :(

i just really want to be fucked. so bad. by anyone. i think about a repair man coming to fix something and i'll dress up in a skimpy outift and seduce him...and he'll fuck me like there's not tomorrow. obviously its never happened. all of my relationships have been long distance as well. i just want to be fucked :( even girls. i want to experience everything. but i have no one to experience them with. i like older people...i want someone experienced to use me and help me find my sweet spots and make me cum over and over snd turn me into a naughty girl. but there's no one like that around me :(

hiaazz i know this is a confession site, but im planting my wish here:

please let me find someone to fuck soon !! :(