30s m and I'm struggling with a lot of deviant sexual urges. I think the worst is this one. Just once, before I die, I really want to fuck some little kids. Just two, a little boy and a little girl. Preferably between the ages of about four and eight. I think about it more than I should. I just want to shove my dick in all their tight little holes and pump my hot sticky cum into them while they cry and beg me to stop. But I wouldn't stop. I would use them over and over again until I couldn't cum anymore and then I'd make them lick my asshole until I got hard again. The thought of it makes me so horny I can't stand it. I know I won't ever act on this because I know how wrong it is and I can't stand the thought of actually hurting anyone, but it just makes me so fucking horny. It's a secret I'll take to my grave too which is why I thought I'd put it here.