so, late last year... i made a bunch of confessions about having fantasies about older men. i was 18 then and going through a lot in my life at the time.

now, I'm 19 and currently trying to get on my feet again. however, last week, i was staying with my friend's aide at her house in the country. her and her husband are both extremely dirty-minded (as well as being swingers) she in particular noticed a bit of a connection between me and him. it all came to a head when she told him that he could kiss me if i wanted which I did and soon enough, he's on top of me. he didn't take my virginity but he did give me the night of my life, despite how much it hurt... i just hope his kids didn't hear me.