I (m 20 somthin) met my aunt last year, she had fallen on hard times, being an on call nurse and also having cancer; she would come and go from where ever she ended up staying. Having always had a thing for Asian women I immediately took a liking to her. This Filipina was thicc. Not fit but lots of curves. I ended up confessing to her one night of my crush and eventually getting closer to her. One day we ended up going to the beach and having been there once, the following time we end up almost hooking up when we decided to spend the night there.

Hate it or love it, the kicker is that I stopped because it didn't sit right with me. Call me a softy, but I don't like the implications of just using someone so close to me withing my life. As they say, don't crap where you eat and all that stuff.

Had a girl as well and despite the pain in the ass she was she shows promising efforts towards the changes necessary to stay my girl so I couldn't just waste a good conscience...

The tension at least on my end however is still palpable, so it looks like I gotta chuck that can of worms out or end up fishing one of these days.