When i was 9 years old there was an older boy in my neighbourhood that i would hangout and play with. The boys name was Caleb and he was like 12 or 13 at the time. He taught me a fun game where i sucked his dick and he came in my mouth and id see how long i could hold his cum in my mouth before swallowing it. The first few times i didnt really like the game but after he sucked on my dick once i started to like the game more. I eventually was able to swallow his whole load. After a couple of weeks Caleb had his friend Travis come along and i did my first double bj, they both came on my face. I dont really remember why they stopped getting me to suck them off but they were probably just scared of me eventually telling someone what they were getting me to do. I was definitley a willing participant though.

When i was 12 i started to jerk off and watch trans porn and stuff. I liked to steal my moms underwear and wear them while i jerked off. Id cum in them and put them back in her dirty laundry hamper. One day though i found where she hid her dildo and i would use it to train my ass any chance i got. Eventually though i got tired of just doing stuff by myself and missed the days when i got to suck my friends dicks. I started talking to an older guy Rob online, he was in his late 20s, married, had kids and all that - closeted gay type. After i convinced him i wasnt a cop and sexting each other for a few weeks he drove to my town and booked a motel room not far from my house. I told my parents i was going over to a friends house for the night and walked down to the motel. I was so nervous walking up to the door i couldnt feel my legs and i almost turned around and went home but i knocked anyway and Rob welcomed me in. I spent that night as Robs personal sex toy. He assumed a very dominating personality and i became submissive to him almsot out of fear but also out of excitement. Rob just pounded me in the ass over and over that night and took lots of pictures and videos of me that he did god knows what with but i had a great time and it definitley got me to open up more sexually. Ever since that first time ive had no problem having full on gangbangs and being a twink cumslut.