I am a 49-year-old man married (to a woman) and have been having down low sex with men since I was 18. The thing is, I am not attracted to men, only their cocks and man holes. I could never see myself making out with a guy, only sucking and fucking.

When I started out, I only wanted to be sucked off by other men. I started having sex with girls when I was 14. From 14 to 17, I had only had sex with 3 different girls. Soon after my 17th birthday I hooked up with a girl that I had been working with. She was a little more sexually liberated than the other girls I had been with. She showed me how a real blow job was supposed to feel. Unlike the other girls that had sucked my dick, she wanted me to cum in her mouth/down her throat. She was the first to deep throat me, I had never felt such an awesome feeling. The first time she sucked my cock she was so good it didn’t take but about 2 minutes and I was already about to cum. I warned her I was getting close, she pulled back off my cock and told me to push her head all the way down onto my cock when I was going to cum and went back to sucking me. I had never cum in anyone’s mouth before, so this made me cum even quicker, she had only bobbed up and down a few more times when I grabbed the back of her head and forced her all the way down on my hard pulsing cock. I couldn’t believe the feeling I felt as she lightly squeezed my balls while my cock was spurting cum down her throat. She kept me in her throat until my cock stopped spasming. She then slowly pulled back off of my cock and started gently sucking my cock again milking all the cum out of it.

I was really impressed and wanted to return the feeling by eating her pussy until she orgasmed. As I pulled her up off of my cock, I guided her onto her back and started kissing her neck and worked my way down to her tits, sucking and nibbling on each nipple a little, then moved down and dove in to her pussy with my tongue. She instructed and guided me on what she liked and it wasn’t long and she was pulling my hair, grinding her pussy onto my tongue, and screaming that she was cumming.

In the middle of her orgasm she grabbed my face with both hands, looked me in eyes, and ordered me to fuck her with my big hard cock. I didn’t need to be told twice, I put my cock up to her pussy and slammed all 7.5 inches into her in one motion. She wrapped her arms and legs around me and held me tight as orgasm after orgasm ran through her body. I started fucking her as fast and as hard as I could and she was loving it, as was I.

When she stopped orgasming, she pushed me away and flipped over and stuck her ass up at me and told me to take her from behind. I moved up and slid my cock into her pussy again, she raised up arching her back and turned her head as we started kissing. Our fucking rhythm slowed to match our kissing. It was like we had went from all out fucking to now we were making love. I was so confused but happy at the same time.

We fucked, made love, and everything in between several times while we saw each other. She ended up moving away after about 6 months of us getting together. Now, back to the reason I started writing this confession, she taught me that men were the best at sucking dick. And no, unfortunately, we didn’t have any 3 sums where I had a guy suck me while I was with her, but when I had asked her how she was so good at sucking cock, she told me that she dated a bi guy and that he taught her how to suck cock. She told me that almost all gay or bi men want to suck cock and want cum in their mouths, but almost all women do not.

I thought about it awhile and after being with a few more women and none of them would let me cum in their mouths, if they would suck my cock at all, I decided to seek out a gay or bi guy to suck me so I could feel that awesome feeling of cumming while deep inside a throat again. This was before the internet and me being from a small town this was not going to be an easy task. In that small town, if it was found out that you were gay or bi you were pretty much ostracized. I couldn’t let anyone find out that I was looking for a guy to suck me off. Little did I know a lot of men liked to suck cock even if they were straight. I really didn’t have a clue on how I would find someone, but as luck would have it when I graduated from high school I went on a trip to the beach to celebrate graduating.

On the ride to the beach I stopped at a truck stop to fill up and take a piss. While in the bathroom all the pissers were taken so I went into a stall, pulled my cock out, and started pissing. I was looking down and out of the corner of my eye I saw something moving. I looked over at it, it was a finger sticking through a small hole in the divider, when the finger disappeared, I could see an open mouth cover the other side of the hole. I didn’t know what was going on at first then I saw written on the wall, stick your cock in for the best blow job of your life. I thought, wow, this is a sign. With my heart pounding, I finished pissing, shook off my cock, pulled and stroked it a couple of times, and stuck it through the hole. It was already getting hard as I did this. As it disappeared into the hole I felt the warm sensation of a wet mouth sucking it in. It didn’t take this guy long at all and he had my cock at full mast and was fucking his throat with it. His technique was better than any girl that had ever sucked me, he stopped for a minute and whispered that he wanted me to cum in his mouth and went back to work. About 2 or 3 minutes later I started cumming in his mouth, he deep throated me while I finished. He continued sucking me after my last shot of cum and finished sucking all of my cum out. My head was spinning and my knees had become weak from the powerful orgasm that I had just had. I pulled my cock out of the hole and sat down on the toilet to keep from falling and catch my breath. As I sat there thinking about how good that felt I heard the guy leave the stall and he was gone. I didn’t even see what he looked like.

From that day forward I would seek out and stop at truck stops, rest areas, and any gas stations that had outside bathroom doors. I had my cock sucked numerous times by guys that I never saw their face, it was awesome. I did this for a couple years, then one day something changed.

I was in a gas station bathroom that had a gloryhole. I had been there sitting on the toilet waiting for someone to come into the stall beside me and hopefully get them to suck my cock. As I sat there, I was stroking my cock and feeling really horny, someone came in and sat down in the stall beside me. I just sat there slowly stroking my cock waiting to see if the guy would give me a signal. I leaned over and was trying to peak through the gloryhole to see what he was doing. I guess he saw my lips/face close to the gloryhole when I leaned in because the next thing I saw was a big hard cock coming through the gloryhole. It was as long as mine and a little thicker. I had on occasion wondered what it would be like to feel a hard cock in my mouth even though I had never even touched one before. I still don’t really know why I did it, but I leaned forward again and licked the tip of his cock. It jumped when I did this, I could also taste his precum. I thought, that tastes pretty good, so I took the head of his cock into my mouth and closed my lips around it and twirled my tongue around the head. I did this for a few seconds and from there instinct took over. I started taking him all the way into my mouth until he hit the back of my throat. The first couple of times I gagged, but I remembered reading in a porn magazine that if you breath through your nose it would help stop the gagging, so I did that and after a few tries I felt his cock head go into my throat as my nose was touching his bush. When I realized I had him all the way in my throat, I stopped to enjoyed my accomplishment. It was a good thing I did cause I felt his cock start pulsing in my mouth and throat, he was cumming! I remembered how good it felt to cum while you are inside someone’s throat so I stayed there as long as I could, but when I pulled back he was still cumming. I stopped with just his head resting on my tongue while the last few spurts of cum came out into my mouth. When he finished, I gently started sucking really lightly on the head of his cock sucking the rest of the cum from his shaft. He was shaking and moaning like it was the best head he had ever gotten.

That was the start of me sucking cocks on the down low. I still loved getting sucked, but now I mainly looked to suck a nice big cock. Over the years I would guess that I have been sucked by over 400 guys and have sucked around 250-300 cocks.

About 10 years ago while on a trip out to Vegas, I hooked up with a guy from Craigs List to do some mutual oral. In his emails he said he was a top if we got that far. I told him I didn’t do anal, he said it was cool, that oral only was fine with him. I had fucked a few guys through gloryholes before, but had never been fucked, and didn’t think I would ever want to.

He showed up to my hotel room as planned, I answered the door naked with my hard cock sticking straight out at him. He looked at it and smiled, he was much nicer looking than I had imagined. He came in and grabbed my cock and led me to the bed. He turned me toward the bed and had me sit down, he dropped to his knees and took me into his mouth. He was a great cock sucker, deep throating me and then licking my tip, then licking and sucking on my shaved balls. He kept working on me as I laid back on the bed to enjoy his talents. As he licked and sucked on my balls, he kept licking and inching his tongue closer to my asshole. He was stroking my cock as his tongue went over my taint then dipped down into my ass crack some. It sent little shock waves through my body as his tongue wiggled in my crack getting closer and closer to my cherry. It felt so good I lifted my legs up and spread them to give him better access. This was all the signal he needed.

He took both hands and spread my ass cheeks and licked up my crack stopping the tip of his tongue on my cherry and working it into me very gently, this caused me to let out a sigh, followed by a moan, with me starting to breath very quickly. I had never felt anything like this before, it was like little lighting bolts coming from my asshole shooting through my entire body. He was a master at eating ass, he would wiggle his tongue into my ass, then would lick up my crack to my balls and back down. He did this for a good 10 minutes, then I felt some pressure on my asshole, he was pushing his thumb into me. He had worked his tongue into me so good that his thumb went into me without any pain. He started fucking my ass with his thumb while he moved his mouth up to my cock and balls. He took my cock into his mouth and deep throated my as he kept moving his thumb in and out of my ass. I was in heaven it felt so good.

I looked down at him while he had my cock all the way down his throat and he had his thumb all the way in my ass, he pulled up off my cock and smiled really big as he stood up and put his cock up to my ass. I was scared and a little nervous, but I wanted to feel him deep inside me. As he started pushing his cock into me, I felt a little pain and pressure, then I felt the head of his big cock pop past my pussy ring and he stopped which was good cause now I felt some more pain. He put his hands on the back of my legs just above my knees and pushed them down while his big cock head was stretching me open. He told me to relax and push like I was going to the bathroom. I did and I felt his cock go deep into my ass for the first time. When he was all the way inside me, he told me I had the hottest and tightest hole he had ever been inside. He started pulling his big cock out until just the head remained inside me. He would then spit on his cock and ease it all the way back in. He did this several times really slow, each time it felt better and better. He stopped moving and told me I was so tight and hot that he was going to cum soon. I asked if he wanted to fuck me from behind, he pulled out as I flipped over onto my hands and knees. He got up on the bed behind me spread my ass checks, spit in my man pussy again, and tongued it a couple times. He then had me lay down on my stomach while he got on top of me and slide his big hard cock back into me. I felt so full, it felt so right as he started fucking me with long slow strokes. As his fucking got harder and faster, I coached him, “harder, faster, I want to feel you cum deep inside me”, I shouted. He started moaning; I could feel his body stiffen up as he slammed all the way in me and stayed there as he was cumming. The feeling was wonderful, I couldn’t believe that I had just been bred and that I loved it. He pulled out and I flipped back over. He took my cock back into his mouth and it didn’t take me very long and I was cumming in his mouth. We ended up fucking several more times on that trip, he put so much cum inside my man pussy that it was still leaking out on my flight home.

Since that trip I became an oral bottom, I have been fucked by at least 100 different cocks, and several of those fucked me multiple times. I used protect with most of them. I will continue to seek out guys with nice cocks or at least until my wife starts letting me cum down her throat and fucking me with a strap-on.

This is my confession. I still wonder how many men start having down low man on man sex because the women in their life won’t satisfy them correctly. I have asked every married man that I have had sex with why they have sex with men. About 90% of them say cause my wife won’t suck my cock. So any women reading this, you better step up your game or your man might come see me because I will let him cum in my mouth and throat!

I am a 44 year old married guy that has been sucking and fucking cocks on the down low for the past 25 years. I started letting men suck my cock when I was 18, then started sucking cock and fucking guys at 19, and by 21 I was sucking, fucking and getting fucked. The whole time I had a girlfriend or wife that had no idea I was/am a cock lover.

I haven't kept count, but I would estimate that I have been sucked by at least 200 guys, sucked at least 100 cocks, fucked 50 guys, and been fucked by 30 guys.

For most of my life I traveled a lot for work and that made it easy to take care of my cock needs. I would either reply to a craigslist ad or post one of my own and usually I would have a guy come over to my hotel room. This way I never had to meet guys that lived close to where I did. Well, a couple of years ago I took a new job that doesn't require much travel; this put a big damper on my quest for cock.

I started posting craigslist ads and meeting guys that lived close to me, I had never done this before but I needed a nice hard cock every now and then. A couple of months ago I posted an ad and got a reply from a mwm that only lived about a half a mile from me. He was a few years younger and had a nice thick 7 inch cock. We met at a near by parking lot to size each other up and then went to his place since his wife was out of town. We had a lot in common, we both had been getting with men on the down low for several years and neither of our wives knew we loved cock. Usually I am only with a guy once or maybe twice and then move on, but since this guy lived so close and he did have a very nice cock and knew how to use it, we started meeting a couple times a week. After a while we decided that we would be exclusive, except for fucking our wives, this was we could swallow each others loads and he could breed me without us having to worry about catching anything. He was and is the only guy to cum deep in my ass bare back. And let me say, bare back is awesome, the feeling of that warm man seed being squirted deep in my ass is incredible.

Last week he sent me an email saying his wife had found out about him sucking cock and fucking men. She had found his secret email account and instead of being mad she had seen the pics of my cock on his emails and wanted to watch us in action. I had seen pictures of his wife in his home and we had shared a couple of naked pics of our wives. She was really nice looking and I had told him that I would fuck her if given the chance.

I told him I would love to put on a show for her and that she could join in if she wanted. He replied saying that for the first meeting she only wanted to watch. She wanted to see him suck my cock until I came in his mouth and wanted to see him swallow every drop. Then she wanted to watch me suck him until he was nice and hard, then wanted to watch him fuck me and breed me.

I said I was up for it and we set up a meet for that Saturday morning.

I woke up Saturday morning with a hard on thinking about the cock I was going to get that day and it really made me hard thinking about someone watching me get fucked. I was thinking about what I was going to tell my wife, where I was going, when she told me that she had to get her hair done and that she would be gone for a few hours. I told her that would be good because I had some errands to do. I kissed her good bye and she left.

I was soon on my way to my friends house with my cock tenting my shorts.

When I arrived he showed me in and said his wife was in the bedroom and was wearing a ski mask, because she didn't want me to see her face. I pointed at the picture of them on the wall, he just said, "I know, but that's what she wants". I said, "ok" and we headed for the bedroom.

She was sitting in a chair beside the bed and was covered from head to toe with a ski mask covering her head and face and a robe covering the rest of her. I said hey to her and she just waved but didn't say anything. I turned around to my friend and he was already taking his clothes off so I did the same.

When we were both naked he dropped to his knees and sucked me in, he is very skilled when it comes to sucking cock and it didn't take but a few minutes and I was cumming down his throat. While he was sucking me his wife had started rubbing her pussy through her robe and when he turned to her with an open mouth to show her that he had swallowed my cum she opened up her robe and spread her legs to give us a view of her soaking wet pussy.

I then took his already hard cock into my mouth and started sucking him for all I was worth. He was really enjoying it and told me he was about to cum and to let him eat my ass to get me ready for his cock. I climbed up on the bed on all fours with my ass sticking up in the air pointed at her so she could get a good view of her husband eating my ass. And by chance they had a dresser with a mirror on it that was at the right angle for me to watch her.

He started by licking me from my balls to the top of my ass crack. Then he started licking and stabbing my man pussy with his hard tongue. This made my cock come back to life within seconds. I looked at her in the mirror and she was fingering herself with one hand and had a tit out tweaking the nipple with her other hand. This was so hot, I told my friend, "put your hard cock in me now!" He put his cock head up to my pussy and pushed in, it felt so amazing. He let me get used to his cock before pulling out and then going back in a little deeper. As he was doing this, she got up out of the chair and was standing right beside him watching his cock disappear into me. After a few slow in and outs he was balls deep and started fucking me with long fast strokes. I had my eyes closed enjoying the hard cock sliding in and out of my ass when I felt a hand around my cock, I looked and it was his wife's hand she was stroking my hard cock. He fucked me like this for a couple of minutes and said he was about to cum. I yelled for him to breed my ass!

As he started squirting his seed deep in my ass, and with his wife stroking my cock I started cumming too.

When he was finished cumming he pulled out and I rolled over. As soon as I was on my back his wife took my cock into her mouth. She was pretty good at sucking, she actually sucked cock much like my own wife did. My friend went and cleaned up and came back and I took his cock back into my mouth and sucked him until he was hard again. When I was hard again, his wife mounted me and lowered herself onto my cock. As she started riding me she took my friends cock into her mouth for a few seconds. Before long we were sharing his cock, she would take it then I would take it. She whispered to me, "do you like sharing his cock?" I said, "very much so". With that she reached up and took the ski mask off. I was in total shock, it was MY wife. She looked down at me with a big smile and said, "I always had a feeling that you liked cock, now I know for sure." She then took him back into her mouth and was gagging herself on his cock while she was still riding mine. I didn't really know what to say. So I just kept fucking her and taking his cock into my mouth when she pulled off of him. He looked down at me and said this was all her idea bro. I told him not to worry about it, that now we can share his big hard cock. His cock was only about a half inch longer than mine, but he could last longer than I could.

While my wife was still riding my cock, she told him to go around and eat her ass. This surprised me because she never let me eat or fuck her ass. I looked at her and she said, "it looked so hot while he was eating and tonguing your ass I want him to do it to mine so you can fuck it. He did as he was told and when he had it nice and lubed up she lifted off my cock and put it up to her ass hole and started lowering herself down. I told her to go slow and let her ass get used to the size of my cock. She did and before long I was balls deep and fucking her ass real hard. She was loving it. She kept saying that if she knew it felt like this she would have done it sooner.

I asked her if she wanted to feel both of our cocks inside her at the same time. She looked kind of scared, but I told her that she would love it.

I shifted up onto the bed so my friend could get behind her. I pulled out of her ass and shoved it up into her pussy, pulled her close to me and started kissing her while he positioned himself and entered her ass. Through my cock I could feel his cock sliding into her. We both started fucking her. She was having a massive orgasm and was shaking. I asked if she was ok, she said that two cocks feels soooo good.

We both fucked her until we came. He came first in her ass, then I followed and filled her pussy up. We all flopped down on the bed exhausted.

We all talked for a few minutes and me and my wife went back home.

Now we have a meeting set up where his wife catches all three of us and are hoping she will join in.