I just ordered my wife a new life like dildo off-line, but what she doesn't know is that I use the dildos that I get for her on myself. I am 52 and have been having down low gay sex with men since I was 19. We have been married for 25+ years and she has no clue.

Since we started dating I have sucked off approximately 175-200 different cocks. Some of the guys I have sucked off multiple times, so all in all, I would estimate I have given around 500 blow jobs to completion and swallowed all of that cum.

When I first started my DL activities, I only would do oral. That all changed about 20 years ago when I met a guy that wanted to eat my ass out. I was hesitant at first, but when he spread my checks and touched my ass hole with his tongue and started to twirl it around I thought I had died and went to heaven. He made me feel so good that I was begging him to fuck me.

That started me getting fucked by DL men. I would say I have been fucked by at least 100 different cocks, so counting the guys that have fucked me multiple times, I would guess that I have been fucked at least 150-175 times.

Even though ever cock I suck I will let them cum down my throat or in my mouth and I will swallow it, I haven't let but a few guys fuck me bare and cum inside my ass. Don't get me wrong, if I wasn't afraid of diseases I would let every cock that goes into my ass breed me, because it is the best feeling in the world when a big cock, 7 inches or better, is fucking me from behind, sliding in and out of me and then he slams his swollen cock all the way in me as his cock pulses and pumps his cum inside me. I can't even explain how that feels to me.

My dick gets hard as a rock whenever I think about a hard cock pulsing as it shoots me full of cum.

Anyway, my wife's new dildo will be here tomorrow and it will be buried all the way inside my ass about 10 minutes after it arrives. I will probably get to use it on her within the next couple of weeks.

I think I am going to go out tonight to get a drink with the guys... which really means I will have at least one cock inside me and hopefully two before I come back home.

An almost kiss in highschool with my cousin has turned into the unimaginable — in the best of ways. We’ve had two threesomes, with her joining my partner and I twice now. When I say it gets hot in the bedroom, I mean it. We all end up sweaty and cum drunk off of each other.

Enacting all of that pent up lust for one another now that we're consenting adults — the hook ups that never were, but as fully confident bisexual sluts is fantastic.

When we make out I feel the chemistry between us go aflame — our naked bodies touching and rubbing each other, learning how she “ticks” and what makes each other cum is so fucking hot. Sucking tits, me spanking her, us eating one another out, and teaming up for a blowjob is beyond ideal.

My partner gets to enjoy watching it happen and it turns him on. I get to watch them kiss and experience pleasure , and I either join in or just sit back and soak up their hotness. They team up and make me squirt and I take control and have the power to make them cum.

I’m learning how to enjoy being the center of attention — their primary object of affection, whatever I say goes. I also revel in my sexual stamina and willingness to keep going until everyone has came (ideally multiples).

The dynamic is unreal, and it will only improve with time and plenty of practice — after all practice makes perfect, right?

(F/20) In my last confession, I explained my sexuality, but I feel I should provide context for this one. I’m bisexual, but I'm closeted due to the stigma surrounding it and coming from a culture where anything other than heterosexuality is looked down upon - typical situation.

I have openly dated a female, but that was during a time when I was homeless and underage, so being open about it wasn’t really an issue then, but that’s beside the point. For most of my life, I’ve been sexually attracted to both sexes and expressed that to many of the romantic connections I’ve had in the past, all with men except one.

My most significant relationship was with a guy who was very possessive, obsessive, and loyal. If I even hinted at the idea of a threesome with another woman, it would cause a lot of tension, which is understandable. However, it's not uncommon for people to fantasize about adding a third person to their sexual experiences, including their partner. I can't solely blame him for not wanting to explore this, as I also struggled with jealousy and possessiveness. Eventually, I found myself increasingly fantasizing during intimate moments with him.

After the breakup, I maintained my morals and belief that threesomes were off-limits, and I would often feel jealous or upset if someone I was talking to suggested involving another person in bed. I rejected any suggestions of bringing men into the bedroom, despite secretly fantasizing about it. To me, the idea of romantic loyalty being limited to only two people was ingrained, and the thought of adding extra individuals to the bedroom seemed strange and morally unacceptable.

A person I met, who shared similar interests in sexual fantasies, would talk about involving others in intimate activities. That was a fantasy I always had but felt uncomfortable discussing or thinking about. However, because of their openness about these desires, it made me want to explore and indulge in these things that I had only known as taboo, especially to openly admit.

I've connected with several individuals online who anonymously share similar fantasies. As a result, I've become more at ease expressing my thoughts on these matters, which is why I've chosen to share them here.

I want to experience what it would be like to be a cuckqueen. I often imagine a partner of mine fucking another woman in front of me while they both express how good it feels, degrading me while I masturbate, watching them. I want to be forced by a man to indulge in lesbianism. I have a thing for thick, pretty women—women with big asses and huge breasts. I often fantasise about sucking a woman’s huge breasts; that is one of my biggest turn-ons, to the point where I would call it a fetish. Big boobs are my weakness. I fantasise about being rapped by a group of men while screaming "stop" and "no." I fantasise about dominating a woman with an hourglass figure with a male partner. I fantasise about fucking a woman with my clit. I fantasise about a lot of things. Thank you for reading.

The following is 100% true, recent, and secret from everyone in my life.

Brief background. I’m a recently divorced man in my 50’s. Secretly a bi-cocksucker. My X never knew about my occasional ventures out to gloryholes or to meet older men I met online.

Back up slightly further. My mother-in-law, a chubby not-so-attractive Greek woman, died about 2 years ago. We never really got along. She was dating an Egyptian man at the time, who I felt was out of her league.

A few months ago I ran across this Egyptian, that she used to date, and we talked. He was a huge guy, older, chubby, and very scruffy. In our talk over coffee, I confided I wasn’t too fond of my now-deceased mother-in-law, and he had a smirk on his face when I said that. He told me that he was only with her because she would do anything he said, no matter how vulgar, humiliating, or kinky.

This shocked me as I always thought she was conservative and straight-laced.

He said, “I have tons of pics of her as evidence.” My jaw dropped. I am a total voyeur and have seen many family members nude or engaged in sex, in pics and videos. I seek this stuff out. Seeing someone you know, naked and exposed, is far more erotic than seeing a stranger, even if that stranger is more attractive. I’d rather see my fat mother-in-law naked, than the hottest model in the world.

So he said he might consider showing me a pic or two and he saw me light up. I said that I would LOVE to see it. He said that he could only show me these pics if he could totally trust me. I begged and promised. He told me he would show me the first pic for free, and then after that, we’d have to make an arrangement.

So out comes a high-quality picture of my super conservative and religious Greek mother-in-law, sitting on the same couch I was now sitting on, with this Greek man’s fat hard cock in her hands. I was instantly hard and staring. I couldn’t believe my eyes. My X-wife’s mom, holding a hard cock. I promise you, my heart was racing.

He saw me staring and readjusting my shorts and asked me if what I saw turned him on. I said, “Beyond words.” He said he has hundreds and hundreds of pics and videos and this was the tamest of them all.

I begged to see them. So he says, what are you going to show me? What can you do to guarantee me you will never tell anyone about these pics? I swore up and down I’d never tell a living soul.

He said, “I’ll tell you what. I need more than words. I see you staring at my cock in that picture and don’t deny it. I can tell that you’re impressed. If you hold my hard cock in your hands, while I show you another pic that will show even more of your mother-in-law, then I’ll show you.”

And that is how it started.

As he showed me hundreds and hundreds of XXX pics and videos he made me hold his cock, stroke him, suck him and take his cock in my ass. We both used the pics as an excuse to live out our deviant sexual fantasies.

This is still going on today. I visit him several times per week and he shows me more and more and I suck and fuck him, and now one of his even older Egyptian friends, on every visit. I have swallowed their cum, been fucked, and totally used.

They took several pictures of me with their cocks in my mouth so that I would always keep our arrangement secret. Genuine blackmail, but it was worth it.

This has been the most erotic thing I have ever done in my life.

I'm 51yrs.old. Bisexual and feeling the most alive I have ever felt. I love sucking a hard,thick dick. The feel of it in my mouth make me drip. Sperm is my favorite drink. Being fucked in the Ass over and over again has shown me what pleasure is. Being full of cum is such an erotic feeling . I love it.

I went to work for a company and was assigned to an older lady. She was forty, because we had cake a couple of weeks after we got there. I became her favorite and she called me baby, and would call me over 'baby come and give mommy a kiss'. She has big boobs, mine are so tiny. The itty, bitty, little titty song applies to me. I got lost in her boobs while she felt me up with her hand up my snatch poking her fingers in my hole. That's when I started to make out with her, to really kiss and make out. She ate me and I lay there spread eagled just looking back at her while she stared at my wet pussy.

You would think that some questions just don't get asked. But I asked her that day while she was looking at my pussy and spread open legs 'are you a lesbian'. She laughed 'Yes, aren't you?" I told her I didn't now, I had fucked guys. She told me that no self respecting lesbian lets a guy fuck her, so quit cold turkey, no more dick.

I stayed lesbian for more than four years. I was 27 and working out and getting laid now and then by some girl I met at the gym. I still fucked Leslie and by then I ate her too, but I liked it most when she ate me. I liked being her baby and calling her mommy. That's the kind of women I was attracted to. I let this one girl pick me up, she was mid thirties, heavy with big mommy boobs. She shaved her pussy and I stuck my tongue in her and she doubled me up and ate my pussy with my ass in the air. Then I felt these two hands grab my ass and a dick was shoved in me. I hadn't had a dick for over four years, not since I started having sex with Leslie. But once fucked, you know immediately it's a dick and not a dildo.

The short of it is that it felt amazing, being slung around and fucked like a ten year old. He let his cum in me and I stared back at him, like I stared back at Leslie. My legs wide open, my wet pussy for him to see. The girl that picked me up came over and wanted to eat me, but I pushed her away I wanted him to look at my pussy. I ate her, she sat on my face and I ate her, and he sucked on my pussy before fucking me again.

I'm 30 now and I fuck men again. Big men, bossy men, touch guy men, men who don''t take no shit from a woman. Sort of like Leslie, but with balls and a dick. Oh, and I suck on Lesly's pussy even if she's 47.

I have had a sex dream for years with minimal variation.

In the dream I (m39) and my wife(f35) are having oral sex in 69. My wife hates this position and in all reality it is hard to make work because of height differences. But this is a dream so I'm getting a great blow job while I get to enjoy eating my wife out. Anyway, while I am focused on her pussy a dick is suddenly inside of her. This is shocking at first since the man's nuts are bouncing off of my forehead. As is going to happen if you are fucklicking the dick will occasionally enter my mouth. After this going on for a bit the man's nuts start to twitch and I can tell he had just nutted in my wife.

As he pulls out my wife asks me to keep going because she is close to orgasm. So I do keep on licking away. While I am finishing up down there she is sucking his now limp dick to get him hard again.

Once he is hard she invites him to have anal sex with her. Again not something my wife would ever do, she hates anal, but it's my fantasy so she asks for a good ass fuck. I am still enjoying eating his cup from her pussy as he fucks her ass and cums a second time in her ass. All the while I am getting blown by my moaning wife.

When he pulls out my wife asks me to clean all of his cum up as she sits up and I start eating her ass, as you can guess not something my wife likes. As I am enjoying myself the man is hard again and proceeds to start to use my ass for round 3. This is a bit of a surprise but dream wife is really into it. While he is fucking me I orgasm, followed my his third and final orgasm. By the time my wife get off my face he is gone.

I am still quite turned on and proceed to use this man's cum that is still dripping from my wife as lube to have anal sex with her. Man do I love my wife's ass. Once I orgasm the dream ends.

There are slight variations like the occasional woman with a strap-on instead of a man, but it's the same basic, vaginally with oral, anal on wife, anal on me and then I have anal with my wife.

I will say I have never had a sexual encounter with a man but would identify as Bi. If my wife was ever into it I would have a mmf threesome just as quickly as I would a mff. My wife is not really a sexually adventurous person so this will most likely stay a fantasy and never a reality, but it puts a smile on my face even as a fantasy.