I’m a 60 year old man who needs to put something I did when I was a kid and I never admitted something to myself because I didn’t want my family and friends to know anything about it so here’s what I did and what gave me the reason to do it.

I was watching a girl on you tube and she was telling about when she was molested and at a point she said that she enjoyed it and when I heard her say that she enjoyed it and she went back for more and she wanted to do nastier things the more she was being used. I was also in a similar situation and it was me that started the approach and now I need to tell my story about what i was doing that until now was only known by my wife. She passed away a couple of years ago and when I think about my story I get very turned on.

So my family moved to a new town in the suburb where they didn’t have to worry about me because the neighbors watched out for each other it was summertime and no school I made friends with kids near my house and they told me about a man that I needed to stay away from. I asked why do I need to stay away from him and they told me that he does things to boys and he wants boys to do sexual stuff to him. The man lived on the road no where near my friends but he was only 1 street from my house. I was at the age where I was jerking myself off all the time and I was a very Submissive boy and I wanted to do different things to blow my load. After they told me about what the man did to boys I couldn’t get the thought of him making me suck him off. I was eating and swallowing my own load and I liked doing that and I had an idea to see what he might do. So I went to his house and knocked on his door and it opened and I saw him for the first time he was short and chubby and he was wearing a very loose pair of shorts that looked like a pair of boxer underwear and the fly opening let me get a good look at his penis he broke my stare at his penis and asked me what I was there for i asked him if he would like me to cut his grass for 10 dollars he said that’s a good price for him and he told me to do it and when I was done with the front I should go in the back and sit at the table and he will bring me a cold drink and I said ok and the whole time I talked to him I kept looking at his penis he caught me looking at it and when I looked up at him he had a very big smile and he told me he wanted to talk to me about something he thinks I would really like to do for him because he saw me showing some interest in. I took care of the front yard and went to the back yard and he saw me sitting at the table. He opened the door and came out with a pitcher of iced tea he was still in the boxer shorts he sat down across from me. The opening of the shorts opened up and his penis and balls fell out of the opening and I watched as it got bigger and bigger then he asked me if I liked what I was looking at and if I wanted it better look at it I should tell him to drop his shorts. I asked him to take them off because I wanted to see if up close he told me to get on my knees in front of him he asked if I had ever seen a mans penis and balls before I told him he is the first one I told him I wanted to know what it’s like to suck a penis and he told me nobody can ever know what we do because it’s going to really be a lot of trouble I told him I will never tell anyone anything about it because I didn’t want to be talked about. He asked if I ever tasted cum I told him I only swallowed my own load and I told him yes I do like the taste and I told him I wanted to feel it going down my throat he sat back in the chair and he asked me to put my mouth on the head and use my tongue to get him hard I told him I wanted him to tell me what to do to make him blow his load and I told him I like to be told what to do and he asked me if I wanted him to train me to be a submissive sissy I told him yes I want to be a submissive nasty sissy for him. I sucked and when I let his cock go deeper in my mouth he said I don’t have a gag reflex and he wants me to get his cock in as far as I can take it and I was able to get the whole thing down my throat then he pulled me off and asked if I was able to breathe with him in my throat I told him yes I can breathe and he told me how great it was to be able to do that and he said he wants to try something he told me to lay on my back on the table and have my head hanging off the end because he wants to face fuck my throat. Then he told me he’s got an idea to try and he told me to lay down on the lounge chair with my head off the end I did as I was told and he moved a low foot rest in front of my face and he sat on it he put his hands on the lounge I was on and he gave it a push and a pull and my lounge chair moved back and forth he told me if this works it’s going to be amazing. He put his cock in my mouth and he moved me back and forth and he told me he’s got his whole cock in my throat all the way to the base of it and he asked if I was okay with all of him down my throat and he rocked me back and forth and I started to really enjoy having my throat full of his penis when he saw that I didn’t have any problem with what he was doing he moved me faster and faster he said he was able to see the head of his penis move in my throat and he told me he’s going to have someone there to rock the lounge for him and he said how would I like another cock to suck off because he has a friend and he has a very big cock and he blows a huge load I nodded my head and then he pulled out and told me to take a deep breath and I asked him for the load of his cum he put some olive oil on his penis and slid it down my throat and rocked me very quickly back and forth I felt him getting harder and he buried completely in my throat and blew his load and I was able to feel it going in my belly he was saying how great it felt and when he pulled out he asked me if I really wanted him to train me to be a cum bucket because if I was sure he wanted to have a few friends experience my throat I told him I would really love him to have his friends fuck my throat.

I sucked off the group of old men for several years.