I'm in my mid fifties, living hand to mouth. I have a decent job, but also have alimony and child support. I live in an apartment close to work, the car I got is the old Honda and my wife got the SUV and house in the suburbs. Don't mess around, don't get caught, and you won't have to get divorced and lose everything.

My case was worse than most. It was an uneven marriage, I earned all the money, she stayed home and spent it. I messed around, first with a young girl at work but that got boring. Through her I met this young Mexican, he was working Valet parking cars. I got the urge, a real live urge to kiss him, to kiss him like a girl. I kissed him and he let me get his penis out of his pants and stroke him and kiss him.

I took him home with me and we got naked, his smooth Latino brown body and his penis fit in my mouth. I kissed him a lot, I couldn't stop kissing him, I spread his legs and licked his tight butthole. I had never done anything like that. Sucking his penis and rubbing my penis up and down his butt crack. He did his part holding onto my penis when it was hard, but he was passive and he wanted to get fucked. I fucked him, his ass was tight and it felt good to be on his back. It had been a long time since I had enjoyed fucking, I fucked him until I had no choice but to cum. It was over and he got up and got dressed and asked me to take him back to the bar where I had picked him up.

He was male prostitute and he kept pictures, he had set up his phone in the room and he blackmailed with them. A real pro, not all of the video was worth it, but there were some parts where there was no doubt it was me fucking him and kissing him. That's how he exposed me to my wife and I got divorced. I had to change jobs, that little girl was part of that clan, they didn't care, boy or girl, they filmed the encounters and held it over your head and you paid them.

My lawyer was pretty clear about it, going to court with him was going to open it up to the public. Pay the creep off, I should have paid him when he first asked. Now all I have is left is a desire for another 'boy' in to fuck, but I'm scared so I masturbate instead.