I'm in my mid fifties, living hand to mouth. I have a decent job, but also have alimony and child support. I live in an apartment close to work, the car I got is the old Honda and my wife got the SUV and house in the suburbs. Don't mess around, don't get caught, and you won't have to get divorced and lose everything.

My case was worse than most. It was an uneven marriage, I earned all the money, she stayed home and spent it. I messed around, first with a young girl at work but that got boring. Through her I met this young Mexican, he was working Valet parking cars. I got the urge, a real live urge to kiss him, to kiss him like a girl. I kissed him and he let me get his penis out of his pants and stroke him and kiss him.

I took him home with me and we got naked, his smooth Latino brown body and his penis fit in my mouth. I kissed him a lot, I couldn't stop kissing him, I spread his legs and licked his tight butthole. I had never done anything like that. Sucking his penis and rubbing my penis up and down his butt crack. He did his part holding onto my penis when it was hard, but he was passive and he wanted to get fucked. I fucked him, his ass was tight and it felt good to be on his back. It had been a long time since I had enjoyed fucking, I fucked him until I had no choice but to cum. It was over and he got up and got dressed and asked me to take him back to the bar where I had picked him up.

He was male prostitute and he kept pictures, he had set up his phone in the room and he blackmailed with them. A real pro, not all of the video was worth it, but there were some parts where there was no doubt it was me fucking him and kissing him. That's how he exposed me to my wife and I got divorced. I had to change jobs, that little girl was part of that clan, they didn't care, boy or girl, they filmed the encounters and held it over your head and you paid them.

My lawyer was pretty clear about it, going to court with him was going to open it up to the public. Pay the creep off, I should have paid him when he first asked. Now all I have is left is a desire for another 'boy' in to fuck, but I'm scared so I masturbate instead.

This happened way back in 1986. I only tell close friends how my second marriage ended. Here's the tale. I'm not proud, but it is very sexually exciting. I married my second wife because she was so hot and we both were alcoholics. I was only 22 and she was 20. We used to drink at a small bar in a bad neighborhood nearly every night and especially on weekends. Everyone knew us. We had only been married a few months. It was a Friday night around midnight and the bar was packed. Suddenly, I couldn't find my wife anywhere. I began searching for her and asking around when a guy I didn't know very well said he saw the bartender, a jerk named Franky, take a blonde into the BJ room. I asked him what the hell is the BJ room and where is it. He pointed to a fire exit. I went and opened the door. No alarm sounded and it let out into an L shaped alley behind the building with no other exits. I turned the corner and saw my new wife of only two months on her knees and aggressively blowing Franky the bartender. I was immediately furious, but they hadn't seen me peek around the corner so I quietly walked back in the bar and looked around. It was full of guys who had hit on my wife all the time and a bunch of dudes I didn't know, including several members of the local biker gang. The evil idea hit me and I shouted, "My wife's back here giving out blow jobs if anyone wants one!" The reaction was immediate. A throng of goons dropped whatever they were doing and headed my way. I yelled, "It's twenty bucks each. Pay up." The whole group paused as I blocked the door. I said, "Twenty bucks! No condom. And she swallows. One at a time. Whose first?" A big biker pushed forward and handed me a twenty dollar bill. I took it and stepped aside. The door closed. A few seconds later a frazzled looking Franky came out. I held out my hand and said, "That will be twenty bucks, Franky." He said, "For what?" I slapped his face and said, "That's my f*ckin wife on her knees back there. Now pay up." Franky pulled a twenty out and tossed it at me, running into the crowd of guys. I yelled, "Whose next. I think three at a time is fine." I collected three more twenties and let them through the door. A few minutes later the big biker came out, zipping up his fly and said, "Thanks, man. Your wife's a doll." He handed me a hundred dollar bill, patted my shoulder and said, "She's worth every penny." I collected another twenty from a black dude and sent him in to replace the biker. I kept replacing new guys for the ones coming out, and this went on for well over an hour. Finally, the last guy went inside, a short balding dude, and I followed him to the end of the alley. Another guy was getting serviced by my wife in front of us as we watched. He finished after a few minutes and she swallowed his spunk down, which surprised me. I had only offered that for the hype. She hated sperm. It normally disgusted her. I really hadn't expected her to swallow any of it or do anything like this. Her willingness to stay in the alley and blow so many men like that seemed insane to me. Actually, I thought she was going to run out of that alley screaming when I had started this. Instead she stayed in there and she orally serviced every one of them, at least 44 men. (I counted the twenties later that night and I had $880 in twenties and the hundred dollar bill from that biker) Kerri looked awful. That was her name btw. It's her real name. I'm not protecting her here with a fake name. Her mascara had streaked down her cheeks. Her hair was a tangled blond mop and hanging in front of her face. Her shirt had been pushed down and her bra pulled up exposing her breasts. She blinked up at me and the short balding dude next to me, who was spanking his meat with gusto. Before I could ask her why she would do this the balding dude stepped forward, presented his penis and Kerri put her mouth around it. He groaned and stiffened, then jerked around. Kerri pulled away with a mouthful, and staring up at me with a defiant look, she swallowed. As the short balding dude zipped up and fled back toward the bar, I held my arms out and asked, "Why?" She cleared her throat, licked her lips and said, "Why? You ask me why? Because my fucking husband told everyone no condom needed and that I swallow. That's why." She stood up, her dirty knees sticking out of torn fishnet stockings, and unstable on her five inch pumps. She made an attempt to fix her hair with her hands, but gave up and lurched forward, clip-clopping passed me. She said, "I need a drink. Get this nasty taste out of my mouth before I puke." She put a finger up and paused, spinning unsteadily on one heel to face me. She smirked and added, "Oh, and one more thing I need... a divorce." She turned away and clip-clopped out of my life.

So I've been a single dad for a few years. My son is in college and grew up with our next door neighbor Terry. My son John stayed at school that Christmas but Terry had come home. I knew from his second year at university that he was a cross dresser and liked to wear panties and dresses. I didn't care. I thought he made a pretty girl. I didn't think anything of it coming home that Friday early from work when I heard a commotion form the other next door's back yard. I walked to the fence and looked over it. There I saw my next door neighbor Denny standing over their outdoor table with Terry's dress on. He had the dress hiked over his back and was being fucked by Terry. I never imagined straight Denny liked to be ass fucked. I had sucked a few cocks since my wife died but never thought to hit on Denny. They didn't see me as I walked around and entered his back yard. I walked right up to them and just stood there.

A few seconds later Terry saw me and said "Oh fuck Mike." I tried to stand up and I pushed him back down. I told him I wanted to see Terry fill his ass. He seemed a little uncomfortable but finally relaxed and let Terry fuck him until he filled Denny's ass with his load. Terry finally pulled out and said he had to get home. Denny was embarrassed but I told him that I thought he was sexy in that dress and wanted to suck his cock. He seemed surprised but stood up in front of me. I sat in a chair by the table and told him to pulled his dress up. He pulled the dress up over his face and stood there. His cock looked delicious. I leaned in and took his cock in my mouth. He said his wife would be home in about 20 minutes and he had to be in real clothes. As I sucked him I cupped his nuts and eventually moved my hand down to his ass. As I slipped a finger in his ass it felt slippery with Terry's cum oozing out of his ass. He told me to put two, then three fingers in his ass. I was finger fucking him when he came. He filled my mouth and I took it all.

When he finally pulled out of my mouth and said he had to get changed before his wife got home I told him to make an excuse and come over after dinner. He took off his dress and gave the dress and panties to me and said to take them home and he'd be there about eight o'clock. I made sure I had plenty of beer available when he showed up at 8:30. We drank for about an hour and I told him I wanted him to suck my cock. He said he had never done that before, even after I caught him being fucked by Terry. I stripped and stood in front of him. He started sucking me and when I said I was going to cum he hesitated then put my cock as deep into his mouth as he could. I started cumming and he started swallowing. He actually took it all. Then I asked if he could cum again. He said he wasn't sure so I stroked him until he was hard then bent over the back of my couch and told him to fuck me. He stood behind me and put his cock up to my asshole and pushed in. He fucked me for the next half hour and finally said he was cumming. I let him cum in my ass and felt it run down my inner thigh as he pulled his cock out.

We sat on the couch naked for a bit and drank a few more beers. We talked about our gay experiences and agreed that we could either suck or fuck each other whenever we had the chance. He spent most Sundays at my place watching football and having sex. That was until his wife caught us. Now he's divorced but that hasn't stopped him from being with me nearly every Sunday. I finally invited him to move in with me and he did. It is a great relationship. We share all the expenses and get as much cock and ass as we want. Now we've even talked about joining a swingers' group and are looking forward to even more cock than we ever dreamed of.

I just got divorced because my wife thought I was gay. She caught me looking at gay porn and that did it. I denied it but of course she was right. I have never admitted any gay experiences to her and never will. She was a fucking bitch anyway. On the first night of my freedom in my own place I got on-line with a guy I had sucked once. I invited him over and he agreed. He said there was one condition: I had to be blindfolded as he had a special treat for me. I agreed. I left the door unlocked like he told me and was on the bed naked with a sleeping mask on. I couldn't see a thing. I heard him come in and hoped it was him not anybody else I might know. He spoke and I knew it was him. I minute later he positioned me so my head was at the foot of the bed. He leaned over and shoved his cock in my mouth. It was bigger than mine and I choked every time he shoved it in. Then he had me turn over on my belly. When I did he tied my hands behind my back.

I figured this was the surprise but was really surprised when he had me raise my ass up and he started to lick my hole. Then he had me roll over again. He bent down and was sucking me when I heard him say to open my mouth. I did and another cock moved past my lips. This cock was big enough that I could barely get my lips around it. At the same time I felt a finger enter my asshole. I'd never been ass fucked and didn't know if I really wanted to but was sort of in a compromising position. I had no idea who I was sucking, only that his cock was really big. He quickly got hard and mouth fucked me until my jaw hurt. Then he pulled out and they traded places. I felt my asshole was stretched out about as far as it would go by his fingers but got a huge shock when that big cock pushed its way in. It hurt a little at first but the more he fucked me the better it felt. He was filling my ass like I could never imagine. One huge cock in my ass and the other one in my mouth. The guy in my mouth came first. I had no choice but to swallow. He kept mouth fucking me even after he was spent while the stud in my ass lasted a good 20 minutes and without warning filled me to overflowing. I felt his warm cum come out the way it went in.

I thought we were about done when my friend asked if I wanted his buddy to keep fucking me. He said the dude could multi-cum as he put it. I said yes but only if he let me know who it was. About that time the other guy started to fuck me again. His cock barely got soft before he was fully hard and pounding me like I was his bitch. He literally wore my asshole out. It was three days before I could shit normally again. Anyway, he fucked me for at least a half hour and came inside me again. When he finally pulled his cock out of my ass the guy I was sucking managed to cum a second time. It wasn't much cum but enough to taste.

I figured they would let me look at who just fucked me but by the time my friend untied me and took my mask off the other guy was gone. He lied and never told me who it was who fucked me but we have now done this about five times now. Sometimes it was that mysterious guy and a couple of times it was somebody else. I never found out who I have been sucking and fucking but man it makes it exciting.

I met Artat a church function and we hit it off right away. We became close and dated for a year. He was a perfect gentleman. The only thing we did was some light petting. He played with my tits and I rubbed him through his jeans. Then he asked me to marry him. I really loved him so I said yes. He knew I was saving my self for marriage.

On our wedding night we drove about a hundred miles up the coast to a little bed and breakfast for the night. We ate and showered, then it was time for me to get fucked for the first time. We got undressed and laid on the bed under the covers. We kissed for a while and he said he was glad he married me. I said I was glad too. Then he said before we fucked I had to get him hard. I put my hand on his cock and he said he needed my mouth on him. I was hesitant but wanted to please him so I pulled the covers back and put my mouth on his cock. This was actually the first time I saw his cock. It looked pretty big and as I put my mouth on it he said, "Fuck honey, that's good. I think you're gonna make a good cocksucker." I didn't like that too much and took my mouth off of him. "I'm not your whore" I told him. He laughed and said, "Wrong bitch. That's exactly what you are. And you'll suck my cock any time I say." Then he slapped my face hard. "Now suck me." I couldn't believe it. He had been so kind over the months and now he ordered me to suck his cock. He pushed my head down to his cock and put his cock up to my lips. "You're gonna suck it and take it all or you'll regret it." I did and he came in my mouth. It was nasty but i Still loved him so I said nothing.

That started my life in servitude to him. He made me suck his cock nearly every night for the first year of marriage. He would occasionally fuck me but mostly I masturbated without his cock to satisfy him. On occasion he even masturbated into his hand and made me lick it off. After a couple of months I got used to his proclivities and we settled into a routine. I would suck his cock every night and on Saturday nights he would fuck me. I kept telling him I needed more and one Saturday he announced he was going to give me more.

He invited his neighbor, Terry over for a couple of beers that day to watch a ball game. At the end of the ball game he called me into the living room. He said, "You've been whining like a little bitch that you wanted more so here's your chance. Suck Terry's cock." I was appalled. I told him I wouldn't. He took me into the kitchen. He grabbed my arm and said "you either suck his cock willingly or I'll smack the shit out of you and make you. suck him." I was scared to death. I walked back into the living room and he said to Terry "Take your pants off. Deb wants to suck your cock, isn't that right honey?" I nodded yes because I was scared to death. Terry took his pants and undies off and sat back on the couch. "Go ahead" he said as I knelt in front of our guest.

Terry's cock was pretty big and when I started sucking him I realized he was much bigger than Art. I pretended I liked it and when he started cumming I managed to spit most of it out but what I swallowed I liked. I looked up at him as I was cleaning him off and he winked at me. Art made me suck his cock that night and as he fucked me he kept asking if I liked sucking Terry's cock I finally told him I thought he was making me his whore. He got pissed and pushed onto my back. He plunged his cock into my ass hole and started to fuck me. I hated it. I was crying by the end of it and he cuddled with me and said that a marriage is a partnership of give and take and I should please him with whatever he wanted.

The next Friday night he said he was going out. I invited Marcia over to keep me company.. When Art got home he was pissed and said, "So, when I'm gone you need another woman to keep you company, huh?" He was a bit drunk. I told him he was blowing it out of proportion but he was having nothing of it. "So, let me see you eat her pussy." She got up to leave and he pushed her back down onto the kitchen chair. Then he said, "She either eats your pussy or I'll kill both of you." I knew he was pissed so I told her we better to it. We were both scared to death. I knelt in front of her and said it was okay. I pulled her pants off and buried my face in her pussy. "That's it cunt" he said, "Be the fucking whore I married." We were both humiliated but I ate her pussy until she orgasmed. He said it was the best show he'd ever seen.

Then I got an idea. I she liked it when she was forced, she might like it when it's not forced. He made me suck his cock that night, but the next day when he was at work I spoke to Marcie and we talked about what had happened. I confessed that I liked it and she said she did too. We decided to become lesbian lovers and I finally kicked that fucking prick out of the house. I invited Marcia to stay with me. She left her husband and we now live together. She divorced her husband and I kicked Art out. With our alimony payments we live pretty comfortably and suck each other's pussies nearly every night.

Art has announced he was gay and has found another man and her husband is living on his own in Phoenix. But thanks to my husband pushing me I have found the true love of my live and get my pussy eaten nearly every night . Thank God for our cuntrry.

It's always amazed me what goes on the mind of a friend when someone comes out. I have had three friends come out in one year. Each time I wondered what it was that made them start liking men and shunning women. The first time I thought it was kind of gross. The second time, however got me thinking and wondering. Does he really take it up the ass? Does he kiss other guys? How would it be to have him suck my cock? Then I wondered where that thought came from. I wondered how big his cock was. Was it circumcised? I tried to put the thoughts out of my mind, and it took about two months but I finally determined that he was who he was and I was who I was.

A couple of months later my other buddy Terry announced that he had a boyfriend and was moving in with him. We were always pretty close as friends so when he told me I did my best to understand. As we talked that night the same thoughts came into my mind about him. How big? Cut or uncut? Kissing? As we sat there I felt my cock starting to get hard. I think he noticed. "Art, you're thinking about it, aren't you?" I said "Um, I just have questions." "Fuck, Ter, your cock tells me you're thinking about it, aren't you?" I hemmed and hawed around it until he grabbed my face with both hands and turned me toward him. He kissed me. It was soft and tender. I didn't push him away. "That wasn't so bad, was it?" I shook my head no. I was nervous and almost came in my pants when he put his hand on my thigh and ran it up to my cock. "Why don't you let me show you?" He reached down and unbuckled my pants and unbuttoned and unzipped me. "Just lean back and relax." He worked my pants and shorts down over my ass and my half hard cock popped out. "You have a gorgeous cock," he said as he bent down. I couldn't believe it. He took my cock in his mouth. It was better than my wife could ever do. He deep-throated my six inches and within two minutes I was ready to cum. When I told him he clamped his lips around the head and sucked like a vacuum until I gave him my entire load.

After he had sucked me dry I expected it to be over. Instead, he kept my cock in his mouth and started to fondle my nuts, and as my cock started to get hard again he ran his finger around my asshole, eventually putting it in. It felt really good so I let him continue. Then he massaged my prostate and within minutes I was cumming again. "Oh, fuck," I whispered as he finally took his mouth off. He leaned up and kissed me again. This time he parted my lips with his tongue. I tasted my cum mixed with our saliva and sort of liked it. He broke the kiss and stood up. He took his pants off and I couldn't help staring at his half erect cock. It was about the same size as mine and cut. I couldn't take my eyes off of it and he said, "Go ahead, try it." He stepped a little closer. I was mesmerized by it and almost instinctively bent forward and took it in my mouth. It was the most amazing thing I'd ever put in my mouth. I had no thoughts except how best to suck him. I guess I did okay. Within five minutes he said he was cumming. I did as he did and clamped my lips around the head and let him fill my mouth. I swallowed most of it and thought it tasted pretty good. I really didn't want to stop so I kept my mouth on him for the next 10 minutes. He was finally getting hard again.

Then he said, "Here, let me show you something even better." He had me stand up and took my pants and shorts off. He had me turn around and bend over. He actually started to lick my asshole. What a fucking feeling! My cock was starting to get hard for the third time. That was a first for me. He then added a finger, gently finger fucking my ass and I started to push back as he pushed his finger in. Then it was two fingers. There was no pain as I was as relaxed as I could be. He took his fingers out and moved in behind me. He put his cock up to my asshole and slowly pushed it in. Again there was no pain. As he started to fuck me I realized how a man could become gay. He fucked me for a good 20 minutes and then pulled me back into him. I could tell he was cumming. With his cock still in my he reached around and stroked my cock. It only took about 10 strokes and I was cumming too. It wasn't much at all, but the feeling was phenomenal.

When he took his cock out of my ass I was suddenly embarrassed. I just let my best friend fuck me in the ass. I never thought as myself as gay, but now I was having second thoughts. He promised he would never tell anybody and said that he would let me suck his cock any time I wanted. I relaxed a little bit and we talked about it. He brought up the points that men aren't afraid of cock, they will suck it or be willing to get fucked nearly any time. Most men will swallow without hesitation and won't judge a proclivity. Most men like things in their ass and have toys. They are more willing to play any sex games their partner wants. In addition, most are real men, drinking beer, farting, watching sports, don't care if you're a little sloppy and generally won't nag.

That was two years ago. My life with my wife just wasn't the same after that and when I told her I thought I might be gay she divorced me. Now I live with Art and we suck and fuck nearly every day. He was right on all points and although we aren't married we live and love together and have a lot of orgy parties and I've never had as many orgasms as I have now. I think I finally get it...