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I (M) fucked my first cousin (F) like 20 times. She is 6 months younger than me. It all started when we were like 4. My older sister taught us how to edge on corners. We called it "leaning." Me and my cousin started doing it together in secret. We would stare at each other while we did it. This led to us being curious so we started "playing doctor" and touching each other which led to us getting naked and showing each other our bodies. She would lick my dick head and put the tip in her mouth and kinda jerk me sometimes but she never made me cum. I would spread her pussy lips and lick her little pussy and I even stuck my pinky inside her one time. She winced in pain and I had a little blood on my finger. I think I broke her hymen. When we were 5 we were at my moms business in the back supply room under the desk fort we had made. This was the first time we tried to have sex. She was on her back with her pants down to her knees and I was on top with pants up but my dick out. I started rubbing it on her pussy and she said it felt good so I pushed harder and wiggled it around. I guess my dick head was just pushing on her clit. I didn't get it inside her because we didn't really know what we were doing. So we continued to touch and explore each other every chance we got over the next few years. One day when we were 7 we were at grandmas and tried to have sex again (second time we tried). We were in the back bedroom standing about 8 feet from the open door, facing each other. The door was to my right and I had her right leg up on my left arm with the back of her knee at my elbow so her legs were spread and her hips and pussy was facing the door. I was rubbing my head around her pussy lips trying to get it in when all the sudden my grandad walked in. He got a full view of my dick head smushed in between her lips. He just shook his head and said "cheap pleasure" and walked away. We stopped messing around for a while after that. We didnt wanna get caught again plus he never gave us the chance to be alone anymore. At like 13 we were both starting puberty so we got curious again and she started teasing me a little. One time at the lake she was changing and she made eye contact with me through the crack in the door and dropped her pants. She knew I could see her so she stood there for a few minutes. She would wear short baggy shorts with no panties and sit across from me with her legs spread so I could see half her pussy. As a kid she had a small innie but through puberty it was starting to develop. I'll never forget how it looked, the right pussy developed first so she had a lopsided pussy for years.

Finally at like 17 we both moved into grandmas house together. Her body had gotten so hot. 5'1 like 90 pounds. perky small tits with small pink nipples. tight shapely ass. Our rooms were right next to each other so one night while she was in the shower I tried to crawl under her bed to spy on her. She walked in before I could get hidden and caught me but she wasn't mad. She even told me that I shoulda been quicker because she was gonna sit on the floor and masturbate and I woulda had a good view. The next day she came out of her room in a low baggy tank top and asked me if I thought her boobs were saggy, they were perfect and perky she was testing me. I had seen her ass and the side of her pussy but I hadn't seen her tits yet so I said "I don't know I would have to see them" so she pulled the right one out and kept her hand over it and leaned all the way forward then put her phone up to it to cover the nipple but I got a quick glimpse. I was instantly hard. I told her her tit looked perfect and asked to see it all the way and touch it and she said no and went back to her room. a few days later she was in the bathroom in her towel doing her hair. 2 of her friends were in her room but I walked in the bathroom to get brush my teeth. we were standing beside each other at the counter when she said "ugh I need more hands to straighten my hair. here hold my towel for a second while I do this" and made me hold her towel up by the corner. of course I held it for a few seconds then dropped it. this was my first full view of both of her tits and omg they were perfect but I only saw them for like 2 seconds. she didnt say anything because she didnt want her friends to hear. after that she started to tease me, she would come out of the shower with her towel too low so I could see half a titty or have it too high up so I could see her ass. she knew what she was doing. she hadn't seen my dick since before puberty so she didnt know how big it had grown (7.5 inches and as thick as a Red Bull can) so I decided to give her a glimpse so I came out of the bathroom in a towel with it half hard so she could see the print and I could tell she wanted it after that.

so I was selling weed and about a week later she asked me to front her a 10 bag so I did. later that night after grandma had gone to sleep (grandad was at work) I went into the kitchen and caught her in the computer room watching porn and touching herself so I went in there and told her that if she showed me her tits for 30 seconds she didnt have to pay me back the 10 she owed me. I could tell she was horny so I knew it would work. she said ok and stood up and lifted her pajama shirt. this was the first time really got a good view of both of them, they were so nice I just reached out and started. squeezing the right one and she didnt stop me. so I went back to my room, I had never been so horny. I beat off to the thought of fuckin her all the time so this was my chance. I knew she was horny and I knew she needed money so I grabbed 200 cash and went back to the computer room. I showed her the wad of 20s and told her I would give it to her if she fucked me. she didn't say anything so I put the cash in her hand and she just smiled and stood up and pulled her pajama pants down to her knees. I pulled my dick out but it was only half hard cause I was nervous but it was still big and it was the first time she had really seen it, her eyes got all big. I said "suck it and get it all the way hard" she said "no just fuck me with that" and she turned away from me and stepped to the corner of the doorway so she could watch for grandma. I stepped up behind her and started rubbing my dick on her pussy from behind. I hadn't fully seen it yet but I could tell how meaty and phat it was. I lined my head up with her hole and slowly squeezed it in. I didnt have to spit on it, she was dripping wet. I got it in...finally after all those years. the first like 4 strokes were short slow half strokes so I could savor the moment then suddenly I grabbed her waist with both hands and pulled her toward me as hard and fast as I could as I thrust forward and upward and shoved it all in at once. I felt my dick head hit her cervix and crush up against it. we were tryna be quiet and sneaky but she couldn't help it she gasped, moaned loud, started shaking, and came all over my dick. I came a few strokes later but I pulled out early to be safe. we both made each other cum fast and we agreed it was the best ever. the next night she called me to come home from my friends and we fucked again and we came fast again in the same position.

the third time we fucked was the first time we did it in a different position and in the light. she told me I could only do 3 pumps so I said ok but the first one going in doesn't count and she agreed. she sat on the bed and leaned back and lifted her legs and I finally saw her meaty butterfly pussy. it was the hottest one I had ever seen. so I slid it in and laid still inside her for a second the did my first pump and counted "1" then pulled out and told her to get on her knees. she turned over and put her ass in the air with a good arch. she even had a pretty asshole. so I squeezed it in (first one going in doesn't count) and laid inside her for a minute the started pumping deep and slowly "2" in and out. I could feel my dick head hit her cervix when I went deep. "3" in and out then I paused for a second and she didnt make me pull out so I went for a 4th stroke and she didnt move so I just started stroking slow and deep. it was soo good I was trying hard not to cum fast. I pulled out early and came all over a towel. she stood up and asked me if I liked it and if I pulled out early enough.

a little while later we fucked for the 4th time. this was the first time we were home alone and didnt have to sneak but she told me she was about to go to her boyfriends so I could only do 10 strokes. I said ok but the first one going in doesn't count like last time and she agreed. I walked in her room and she was standing there with her hair and makeup all done up and totally topless. hot as fuck. so we went into the bathroom and she sat up on the edge of the counter and lifted her legs back. I had to lick her clit for a second so I did. I stood up and slid it in, we never needed lube she was always super wet for me and I was always instantly hard for her. I started stroking a little faster than the last times but the angle she was sitting felt too good so after 5 strokes I put her on the floor on her knees. I was going slow now but counting the strokes out loud. when I got to the 5th stroke (10th total) we heard the garage door open so she jumped up but it was perfect timing because I was pulling out and cumming. she made me cum in 10 strokes its the fastest ive ever came. but I always had to pull out super early cause we always fucked raw.

I wanted to creampie her so bad I literally dreamed about it. a few months later her fiancé got her pregnant and I got so excited I knew it was finally gonna happen. she was 2 months along, barely showing but had the swollen tits, phatter wetter pussy, and phatter ass. it was the 5th time we fucked and we knew we had a few hours alone this time. she sat on the edge of the bed and laid back. we knew that we were gonna take our time now. she was literally dripping wet. we never kissed or anything but we stared into each other's eyes as I slid it in slowly. omg it was even tighter and wetter than ever. after like 30 seconds she started breathing heavy and she said/moaned "oh fuck your dick is so much bigger than Jon's." Jon was her fiancé and he use to bully me in middle school lol. it was hot so I told her to say it again and she said it again I looked down and saw her cum all over my dick. I stroked a few more times and put her on the floor doggystyle so I could finish. looking back I wish I woulda leaned forward and came inside her while looking her in the eye. but I creampied her doggystyle. I pulled her hips toward me and pushed inside her as hard as I could and released the biggest load as deep as I could inside her. she was the first and only pregnant girl ive ever fucked and that particular time was the best I ever had. it gave me a huge pregnancy fetish. we fucked like 15 more times over the years, 2 more when she was pregnant again. the last time we fucked she was pregnant and I creampied her again. we were always standing or doggystyle, never close up but that last time we were both laying down missionary, face to face. I reached under her and lifted her hips up to make her cum faster and right as I was cumming inside her she turned her face toward mine and moaned "im cumming" and we came at the same time, faces inches apart, looking in eachothers eyes. she was also only the second girl to ever make me cum from head, it was the best ive ever gotten and I pushed her head down and she swallowed.

one time she took a bunch of Xanax and told me I could have my way with her. I waited for them to kick in as she got all groggy and basically unconscious and I put her face down on the floor and pulled her pants down. she was so fucked up she couldn't keep her ass lifted in the air so she was face down in the fetal position and I rammed my dick in and fucked her hard and fast. it was hot.

another time I was getting in the shower and she walked in the bathroom on me so I asked to fuck and she said no she was about to go see her boyfriend so I asked if I could just put the head in and she said ok. she sat back on the closed toilet lid and leaned back and put her legs up. I started to rub my thick dick head around her meaty labia (keep in mind she's super petite and my dick is thick, like as thick as her wrist) after rubbing my head on her lips for like 20 seconds I lined it up with the hole and I suddenly grabbed the backs of her knees and pushed her legs down and thrust forward with all my weight as hard and fast as I could trying to shove it all in. I got like half the head in and she screamed and pushed me off and slapped me cause it hurt so bad. she loved it tho.

I wish I could go back in time to the first time we tried to fuck but im the age I am now and she's the age she was then. I would spit on my dick head and push her legs back and shove it inside her tight little pussy.

she ended up getting in to drugs later in life so one day she was asleep in her bed with her 5yo daughter beside her and I asked her to fuck me. she was getting up and taking her top off when we heard grandma getting home. my plan was to fuck her and then offer her a shit ton of drugs to let me have my way with her daughter. I know she would have agreed. I regret missing that chance.