I remained abstinent 2003 till 2014 when I started remembering the feeling of being frot sexed. So I talked it over with this 68 year old therapist I was seeing. I remember him asking me about my sex life when I first started with him in 2008. He said it was normal to remember past sex experiences. After that I went home and placed an ad on Craigslist.

Three guys knew what it was and I had sex with them. Then I told my therapist when I went in to see him. I told him all my sexual past which began at age 4 with my great-grandpa rubbing his cock against my dick. He asked if I still had the names and phone numbers of the 3 Craigslist guys and I gave it to him plus I also showed him the pics of my ass with the day and time written on my buns to verify to him.

I normally see him on Wednesday but he called me and wanted to see me on Friday and that’s the day the office is closed. So I came in and it was just us two. He asked me if it was okay for him to do the same to me and I said yes. So he had me undress and lay on the floor and he gave a pillow to me. He then dropped his pants and frot sexed me. It took an hour with breaks. After we were done he written the day and time we did it on my left butt cheek and the next appointment on the other one. Then he called for a cab for me since I rode the bus over. For the next year that’s what we did. One day it was talk and the next it was sex.

So this is my darkest fantasy, and I've told no one this at all and need a place to let it out. I'm a 30 year old gay male and have been into bestiality for many years and have performed in several porn videos as well. Something about animal cock and cunt (only types of females I'll enjoy lol) just gets me rock hard. However that's not the darkest fantasy of mine. As of recent I've been mulling more and more over... well... younger males, specifically human males. I'm gay by nature and love a good cock in general be it from man or beast so long as it cums, but the thought of not only teaching someone younger the ways of bestiality but also engaging in it with them as well just makes me feel that more horned up. So in short you could call me a hebephile.

The fantasy is this. I make a considerable amount of money on my own terms and could easily support one other individual should I be the only one to hold a job. At this point I consider myself past my prime to have any genetic offspring of my own given the length of maturity it would take for my future heir to be considered "prime" so I've also now started considering adoption into this fantasy as well.

Basically I would adopt a younger one (5-10 preferably) so as to keep intact a sense of innocence before that age of exploration would begin. After raising them for a time, teaching them all that I know from my life experiences and educating them through a home school system, I would wait for them to reach that age of puberty where they would explore their sexual feelings and desires.

I of course would have been monitoring them the whole time through home surveillance from in the bathroom and their room to every other corner of the property I own. I would have several animals at this point from horses to dogs (the most commonly played with animals) so as to provide them an opportunity to engage with them on their own free will.

To encourage this I would have a shack or mobile home one the property (aside from my own home) and would have it (or at least one room of it) stacked with a TV, couch, and gay human (and gay human puppy play since it's my favorite type ;P) and beast material in it along with how to guides that I would prepare for their easy interpretation. I would eventually (after finding out they were sexually curious through surveillance) tell them that I found an abandoned place that I don't have time to look through, and if they wanted to look through it and make sure the place seemed safe I would let them have it as their own little clubhouse. The place would be riddled with surveillance as well so I could monitor activity within.

Upon noticing them starting to engage with the animals with either horses in the stable, dogs in the kennel, or in their clubhouse, I would then begin to chart their patterns till I could find a correct point to "walk in on them" in the act after they had been engaging in it for a time. I would of course act shocked and tell them to stop what they were doing, although also reassure them that I'm not angry and need to talk to them in half an hour after they got decent.

It would be during that talk I would tell them that while although I'm not angry with them I would also express how concerned I am as well as what they are doing is highly punsihalable by law (only 3 or 4 states don't have legislation against bestiality at this point) and would tell them that I would be required by law to turn them over to authorities. This tactic would be used to elicit a sense of fear in them and a desire to remain safe and after I would express these questions while iterating that their answers would not be punished and that I am there to help them as their father to keep them safe...

"Do you really enjoy bestiality and gay sex?"

"If I allowed you to enjoy it, would you keep anyone else from knowing about it?"

And after receiving a yes from both I would proceed with the final point...

"I'll allow you to enjoy all of it and won't go to the authorities, but only under my supervision as I don't want you to get caught or even hurt while doing it"

If they agreed to it at that point I would then slowly introduce them to gay sex with myself first, exposing myself to them shortly after the talk (in the clubhouse more than likely for proper atmosphere and a male dog on standby) and would, in order, show them proper oral, have them please each of my balls back and fourth while wearing a ball splitter, then bring in a male dog for them to perform oral on and share the cock with them in a double suck.

After that I would teach them to enjoy anal and rimming on myself and the animals, female animal vaginal, ect., up to the point where he's old and big enough to french me while we're getting plowed by stallions balls deep (believe me, it's possible ;3)

ALTERNATIVELY...

Another way I fantasized about "catching him in the act" is my always leaving my bedroom door always slightly ajar and would be somewhat expressive while jerking off or pounding my hole with a large dildo while in my puppy hood, shortly after I found out them being sexually active with the animals as a easy early backup plan.

After doing my pleasure I would "pass out" in my hood and string jock strap in a chair with legs spread and simply wait for him to feel bold enough to come in and touch his father.

After some strokes or even some sucking on my tip I would "wake up" and act silently surprised and tell him to go to the kitchen table and sit before we had a talk. After coming down in a robe (string jock still on underneath) I would sit down and explain to him while although I'm not mad I'm very concerned (perhaps even scared) that what he's done would send me to jail and put him in a foster home (that I would relate to like a prison for children).

I would again ask a series of questions and remind them that I love them and am only there to help keep them safe if they tell their father the truth...

"Did you enjoy what you were doing?"

And...

"If I showed you how to enjoy it right and keep it secret so nothing bad will happen to you or me, are you willing?"

From that point I would derobe in the kitchen, living room, or back on my bedroom, and proceed to slowly introduce them to sex, introducing them to animals shortly after and slowly build them up to anal and so on till they became as sexually perverse as myself.

Again at this juncture it's only a fantasy, but I'll admit it's slowly been on my mind more and more that I finally decided to share it for the first time on a forum. I've even been looking at adoption sites and even adoption law firms as well and don't know where I'm going with this. Maybe I'm just looking to let it all out finally, maybe see what others think of me and see the expected "you're a freak deserving of the most horroriffic death" or maybe something different altogether. Either way I feel better getting it out for one, so come what may. I'm still nonetheless curious as to what sort of attention this post will draw.

I think of my self as a straight male, when younger only with women. as got older less women wanted to have sex. And it tock more to got off. porn got darker. gay to bestiality, checking more and more on inline. doing exhibitionish on wed cams. but most lee men on there. I let then tell me what to do on cam for then full face and nude. know lots of them tape it. checking out dating site but have more men checking me out. one day I fig what the hell. meet with a cool older guy, I let him blow me. I fucked him. then I told him I want to blow him. so I did, the next week I meet a other guy my own age. state out sucking each other. then I was the one doing the most sucking. then I told him he could fuck me, so he did cumming in my ass. when he left I play with my ass to get the cum out to eat it, I would meet with gay, crossdresser, and straight men. I have not been fucked to many times most times cant take in. I been master to sum and slave to others. when a guy cum I will all we swallow or eat they cum off them. I meet them where they want t my place there, at parks. I meet all types. guys that are ok looking, guys with big dick that I still didn't know how I take them. I meet a few of x coworkers even sum old boss and friends. I do have a new coworker that we had sex in the past, he has bot said a word about it yet. but there time its a ugly disgusting men sum times vary fat,. that no one els would blow. I will blow them. I like the humiliation of it, iuse think I was small butt I been with lots of men with small dicks, its odd the size diffentes out there.. I let women witch me blow they man. in been in lots of 3 ways fmm and all male. I have two dick in my mouth.

I been trying to find guys to tape me blow them. or do it live on web cams. I get off on the disgrace of it. I all so been looking for sum one to make me blow a dog or sex, I am not sire how far I will go to,

When my son was around 3yrs old I let him watch me jack off and he'd giggle as I'd fill his little hands with cum. Then shortly after he tasted my cum and he seemed to like it because after he'd hold his mouth open for me to just cum directly into his mouth. That turned into him sucking on the head of my dick until I'd fill his mouth with my spunk. By time he was 4yrs old I was showing him guy on guy videos and telling him to suck my dick like he see's the guys going, he soon turned into a great little boi toy. One day I felt bold telling one of the guys that I like to suck off and he was all for letting my son suck his dick. My son is now 8yrs old and can take at least an 7" dick up his ass, balls deep.

I love sex, I'm a bi bottom, have an 8" thick dick, and in my early 30s. I met this woman online, for the first few months we just met, and fucked. Then we started hanging out, she had a 10yr and a 7yr old son, which sometimes hung out with us at the movies or whatever. Then she started suggesting that we "experiment" with another guy since I was bisexual, and we started looking. Next day she says this one guy replied and wanted to meet us. As I asked questions come to find out he was a black guy, and from the pics she showed me, he had a lot bigger cock. So I'm thinking that she wants to get fucked by this black guy since his cock was bigger, I was thinking go get fucked, and I'll stay home with the boys playing video games. But I agree to go and meet this guy so she can let him fuck her. Oddly enough when we got there it was almost like they already know each other, she starts kissing me, we all strip, and she's on the couch, I end up between her legs licking her pussy. I then feel him start rubbing his big fucking cock between my ass cheeks, I felt him putt my ass cheeks open, he spit on my ass, and used his dick to get my hole sloppy. I then heard my girlfriend tell him to push it in, I felt his huge dick enter my hole, and oh fuck did he have a big dick. He starts slow fucking me as she's telling him how hot it is watching her man take his big cock. He start fucking me faster, his fucking huge cock was rubbing my prostate every time he shoved his dick in me, and I started to cum. My girlfriend is cumming in my mouth, I'm cumming on the floor, and I felt his cock swell, and then he started cumming in my ass. My girlfriend and I got dressed saying out goodbys.

That night she cum harder then she's ever cum, and the whole time she was asking if I liked him fucking me in my ass. The next night she calls me saying she has to work 3rd shift (midnight to 8am) and wanted me to watch her boys, I told her they'd have to sleep in my bed, and she said that's fine. That night the boys and I played video games, her youngest James went to bed early, and then her oldest Michael went to bed with me around midnight. We both stripped down to our boxers, then he says "mom says you have a big one", I said "you mom told you that", and he says "yes she shares every thing with he". I'm thinking what else did she she with her 10yr old son, we get in bed, I turn the tv on, and he says "can I see it". I told him no, that I could get in trouble, and go to jail. He says "mom don't care and I'm not going to tell anyone", I'm sitting there looking at him actually thinking it over, and he says "come on please". So fuck it, I pulled down the waistband exposing my dick, he then reached over, and wrapped his fingers around my dick. My dick started growing, he starts leaning over like he was going to go down on me and I push him back up, saying " said see not touch", and then he says "please John, I've done it before all the time". He's still holding my half hard dick, I asked him when has he before, he says "I do it all the time, I like it", and he starts leaning over again as he says "pleassssse". This time I didn't stop him, he starts sucking on my dick, he then stopped, without saying a word he gets up on his knees, spits in his hand then reaches back, and starts rubbing his butt. He stands up and steps one leg over me. I asked him what he's doing and all he said was "having fun". I didn't say anything as he gets back on his knees straddling me, he reaches back, and I'm thinking no way, he's just going to rub my dick on his ass. As I'm looking at him, he looks back at me, and smiles, I felt him start rubbing my dick on his rosebud. Then I started slowly sitting back on my dick, I felt the head of my cock pop into his asshole, and he said "you are real big", he then pushes down on my dick more. He then starts rocking back and forth taking more and then more of my dick each time. His butt was so fucking tight I started to cum, which made his asshole really wet, and he now was taking my whole 8" dick! As we're cleaning up I said that I shouldn't have done that and please don't tell his mother. He kept saying not to worry about it, he's not going to tell, and his mom don't care if I use his butt. Out of the whole experience all I could think was "how did that fucking little kid take my whole dick" and he sat down hard on my dick when I started to cum in his butt.

The next day she calls me saying that black guy is going to have a party and wants to know if we want to go. So we get to this party, it was 5 black guys hanging out naked and drinking. We get our cloths off, the guy we met before says for me to follow him in the kitchen, and two other of the guys followed us. I suck their dicks a little, we go back into the living room and my girlfriend is gone, she's in the bedroom with the other two guys. I get between the legs of a guy on the couch, start sucking his big black dick, and I feel the guy we met before enter my ass, and then started fucking me. Each one of them guys took turns cumming in my sloppy gaped asshole. When I stood up there was a puddle of seed under me and I felt their cum dripping down the inside of my legs.

Next day again she wanted me to watch the boys all night again, I of course said yes thinking that I'm going to get a chance to fuck Mikey again, and the boys come over, we're playing video games. The black guy calls me asking if I want to come over to hang out, I say no that I'm watching her boys, and he says bring them over that he has games too. I say no, he then tells me the whole story, him and her met before me, her boys know him. He then says, "she told me Mikey let you fuck him, and I've fucked him before too, for me to bring the boys over because they know already". I knew them two knew each other before, I was pissed off, and agreed to go over to his house with the boys. When we walked in he was naked and both boys hugged him! They really knew him for two little boys to hug a naked man, we get in, and he says you boys know the rule, and then without saying a word they started stripping.

We walk in to sit down, Mikey crawls up in his lap, and I'm thinking WTF? Then Mikey starts playing with his dick, I looked over at Jimmy, he looks back at me smiling, and reaches over taking my dick in his hand. He then leans over and starts sucking on the head of my dick. I look back at Mikey and he's already lowering himself down onto the black guy's dick. I'm sitting there in shock as I'm watching this big black dick go inside this little boy's asshole and I hear Jimmy say "do you want to use my butt too". As I start slowly pushing my dick into this 6yr old's asshole I hear the black guy say "oh fuck stretch that little asshole out, I've been wanting to fuck him so long but still can't get my cock in him yet", and I push a little harder as the head of my dick pops into his hole. He squeals pulling away, I'm so turned on being able to fuck a 6yr old boy in the ass, I grab his hips, and push harder. I squealed again, trying to get way from my dick, but this time I had a hold of him, and I pushed more of my dick in him. I pulled back and pushed my dick in him again as I hear the black guy just about yell "fuck yes stretch his little boy pussy out for me". Just he said that I started to cum, I shoved my dick about half way into Jimmy's little 6yr old butt, and started pumping his butt full of cum. As I pulled out, Jimmy collapsed on the couch, I sat back, when I looked over at the black guy, and Mikey, he was fucking drilling Mikey's asshole with his big black dick. Mikey was grunting every time the black guy shoved his dick in him, and I heard the black guy grunt himself, then his cum started dripping out of Mikey's butt hole.

Come to find out, their mom got off on watching them get fucked and I was more then willing to fuck them.

Within a year she was pregnant and had our daughter, and then NO, if anyone touched her I'd blow their fucking head off!

My wife didn't want sex. I guess that's what I expect from a 50 year old fat bitch so I said I was going out for a drink. My cock was already half hard when I entered the gay bar. I'd suck a couple cocks over the years but really didn't expect anything. In the bar they had their monthly drag contest. One by one they got up on stage and danced with the crowd cheering them on. A man/woman named Denora won. He could pass for a really pretty woman and I was drinking pretty heavy when he walked up to me and grabbed my arm. "Hi, I'm Denora and I want to dance." He pulled me from the bar and led me to the small stage. The music was loud and we could barely hear each other. He wore bright red lipstick and his tits looked as real as any. He pulled me close and was grinding his pelvis against mine as we moved around the floor. There were a few others dancing and no one was really paying attention. Then he pulled my face down to his and kissed me. His lips were soft and when his tongue entered my mouth I felt my cock twitch a little. While his tongue explored my mouth his hand reached down and started to rub my cock. "What the fuck?" I said and he leaned up close to my ear and said "I love to fuck married men." I told him I wasn't into anal sex and he just smiled.

After the second dance he grabbed my hand and led me past the crowd into the bathroom. He locked the door behind us and kissed me again. He opened my shirt and with wet thumbs started to rub my nipples. My cock got harder. He reached down and undid my pants and dropped them to the door. He pulled my cock out through my undies and knelt down and started to suck me. He was really good and his hand was rubbing my ass beneath my shorts. Then I felt his finger circling my asshole and push its way in. I had never had anything in my ass before but this felt pretty good so I didn't stop him. Then it was two fingers finger fucking my asshole. When I said I was gonna cum he shoved a third finger inside me as deep as he could. I exploded in his mouth. He took it all. When I was spent he stood up and kissed me again. I tasted my cum on his tongue as we kissed. Then he stood back and took his skirt and panties off. His cock was about half hard and actually much larger than mine. He put his hands on my shoulders and pushed me down. I went with it. I was drunk enough to want it but still knowing what I was doing. I knelt in front of him and took his cock in my mouth. I got him hard and he said to turn around. I was naked from the waist down and when I turned around his hands were all over my ass and a couple of fingers entered back into my ass. Before I knew it his fingers were replaced with his cock. He pushed in past my pucher hole muscle and he kept pushing until he was balls deep inside me. I grunted and he started to slowly fuck me. While fucking me he was asking if my wife ever did this, or if she ever let me do this to her, or if she will swallow his cock anytime I wanted. Of course the answer was no to every question.

He must have fucked me for a good 15 minutes and without warning started to cum. He assured me he was disease free and filled my ass with everything his nuts held. Then he pulled out and told me to turn around. As I did he shoved his cock back into my mouth. I tasted his cum on his cock and the last spurts ran down my throat. When he was totally spent and clean I stood up and pulled him into me and kissed him. Then he said he was here every Friday night and really liked my tight asshole.

I was there every Friday night for the next year. I fucked him, he fucked me and on occasion he invited a friend. I never knew being such a cock and cum whore could be so much fun. Now I don't even give a fuck if my bitch of a wife doesn't want my cock. I can get it anytime I want.

I'm in my mid 40s, single, and being bisexual I lead a rather very sexual lifestyle. I work helping the elderly with heavier tasks , yard work, home repair, things of that nature, and I was helping this couple in their mid 60s. He's a taller man slender man and she is a chunky woman, not fat but chunky. So one day I'm there in the morning, she asks if I'd help him into the shower because has a hard time, and I agree then go in to help him. I walk in he's standing there naked, this fucking old man had at least a 8" cock, and it was fucking soft, hanging! The day goes on, they're always bickering at each other, so I ask them why they're always fussing, and she blurts out; "Well he won't screw me"! I was a tad shocked, didn't know what to say, and she then says; "He'd rather fuck a guys ass than me". He then jumps in saying; "Well her pussy is like the Grand Canon", again I'm still fumbling for words, and he then says; "Shit I can fist her pussy it's so big". I say; "So what's wrong with that, matter fact that's kind of hot", and laughed. He then says; "Fuck you can fist her then because that don't get me off, I want something tight" She then says; "He'd be better at it then you would at least and you can go fuck some guy's ass", and I say; "Well if he gives yo what you like, then what's wrong with you allowing him what he likes", he then says; "Yeah"!

Remembering what I seen in the morning and being a bisexual power bottom, I was always on the lookout for big cock. So I come out with; "Well I'm bisexual man, I think what ever feels good, I'm good with that, and I've done both, (pointing at her) I've used my fist and huge dildos on women, (then pointing at him), and then I've also let men fuck me before too". They both kind of looked at each other for a few seconds, then he says; "Well shit, that works for me" and she stands up pulling her nightgown up saying; "that works, come get sweetie", sits back down spreading her legs exposing her rather big shaved pussy. I reply; "Oh wait I have to clean up first, can I take a quick shower", she says; "Sure honey, we'll met you in the bedroom".

The shower was more to clean out then clean up, I walked into the bedroom, she's on the bed legs wide open rubbing her gaping pussy, and he's standing next to the bed with the biggest cock I've ever seen on a white guy. I get on the bed between her legs, I start licking her pussy, and dipped all four of my fingers into her gaping sloppy wet pussy. He gets on the bed behind me, I feel him pouring lube all over my ass, and down my crack, and then he says; "Oh this is going to be fun". At this point I already have my whole hand inside this old lady's huge pussy, I then feel his huge cock open up my ass cheeks, and he starts pushing his cock into my asshole. She's moaning, squirting all over my face, I then feel his huge cock enter me, he pushed just a little of his cock in me, and I pushed back onto his cock letting him know I can take it, and then I felt him sink his whole cock deep inside me. He started slow fucking me at first, then he started picking up his pace, and his huge cock felt so good fucking me. He says; "Oh fuck does your ass feel good", she says; "Oh fuck can he work my pussy", and I shove my fist into her cunt saying; "That's it, take this monster cock as your man fucks my ass", they both moaned at the same time. His cock was so big I actually felt his cock swell just before I felt him blast cum into my ass and she's moaning head back as I felt her pussy squeeze down on my fist as a thick cum gushed from her huge hole.

After we rested a bit, talking and joking around, we got up to get something to drink. We was in the kitchen when he started rubbing his cock up and down my ass crack, I then felt his cock slip back into my ass. He started fucking me right over the sink as his wife watched us fingering herself, he had his hands on my hips, and started just drilling my ass with his huge cock as she egged him on. Again I felt his cock swell inside me and when he started to cum, I could hear his cum dripping out of my gaped hole, and making plopping sounds as his cum plopped on the floor. As he pulled his cock out of me I actually felt his cum leaking out of my gaped asshole and she says; "It's my turn now"! I got down between her legs and started fisting her which turnred into almost arm fucking her monster cunt.

A couple days later I went over to their house with a horse cock dildo, and I would not believe it if I didn't see it for myself, she took that 14" horse cock to the balls as her husband pumped me full of cum again. Now we fuck all the time.