as I got older sometimes masturbated looking at heaps of peoples faces while either on meds or say, on a sickness and grief delirium or drunk and bullied for lack of sex as an incel, and looking at nothing really in particular over the past 40 years. I think I longed for trust and love and never found it. I hope to one day. I feel sorry for the people I would look at out of need for connection more then perversion but sometimes I did get kinks off I admit.

Last day of summer school

In the early 90's I remember my pregnant teacher in the last class on the last day of summer school in early August, she was in her late 30's, almost 4 and 1-2 months pregnant, was already showing and I was 12. The way my teacher's top flowed over her swelling breasts and growing tummy and, oh the sexy look of her short shorts, made my penis throb hard in my swimsuit.

I had to keep both my bare legs tight together when in my swimsuit so I don't think no body else saw what was happening between my legs, especially since my penis kept on throbbing hard thanks to my teacher's pregnant figure. Fifteen minutes before the end of class, she whispered in my ear to stay after class.

The minute the bell rung, the whole rest of the class left and, every body else was gone, she came up to me ,took me right to where it was "no students allowed authorized staff only" told me to set my things down. My teacher was so sexually aroused by how hard my penis throbbed in my swimsuit she pulled off her top, what a display!

I was so sexually aroused by how the top of her short shorts stretched way high over the growing part of her tummy. The almost flat part of her tummy bare between her high in the waist short shorts and bra made my heart beat real fast, my teacher's pregnant breasts were something else to look at too! My teacher and me enjoyed ourselves, it was an incredible time we spent. Then awhile later, she snuck me out and took me home herself.

The minute I got home, I went in my room, wanked and cummed in my swimsuit because my teacher's pregnant figure was still on my mind. I was the only one home till 8 oclock that night.

My mom's bra and short shorts

I was 14, it was 1973 and my mom was 34 and had always been single. It was a hot summer day and she was dressed in tight short shorts pulled way over her belly button for the first time and her nude lace bra gracing her beautifully swelling breasts, showed very little of her still nearly flat tummy. I was only wearing my tight bathing suit because the air conditioner was broken.

I stared at my mom's hot little ass cheeks and her lusciously slim legs in those short shorts of hers as the back of her bra hiked up lots higher, showed lots more of her back than her tummy when she leaned against the wall fanning herself when she said she needed to talk to me for a moment.

She said "Son, you probably haven't noticed but mommy's tummy's started to change a little." I had noticed, but I didn't say so. She said, "The reason is, mommy's going to have a baby, this is why mommy's got on such big stretchy short shorts for the occasion and mommy's so proud to soon have nice big breasts too."

I forgot exactly what I said, but it was something like, "What? How....I mean, who is the.." She cut me off by saying, "How and who isn't important. The point is before long you're going to have a baby brother or sister. Isn't that exciting?"

I guess I was just staring at her tummy because after a few awkward seconds she took my hand and put it on her tummy, and I couldn't resist caressing it, especially when I had an incredibly hard erection in my bathing suit. She said, "You can't see much yet, but there's a bump there, can you feel it?" I nervously said "Yes."

I don't know why, but I just kept rubbing her tummy and as I did so, for whatever reason, I knelt low to the front of my mom's short shorts and kissed her barely visible baby bump. She said "Awww son, that's so beautifu!." But just after that my hard erection got so incredibly huge, it started wiggling around in my bathing suit, I moved back quickly.

It was a good thing I ran to my bedroom when I did, just as I closed my bedroom door, my erection suddenly popped out of my bathing suit and when I pushed it back in, I cummed in no time and the entire crotch of my bathing suit was completely stained.