Hello,

I lost virginity on my 15th birthday with my mother. I have to go back a little to set the stage of how this came about. When I was 10 my mom and dad split up and it was just me and her. After a couple of years of real money struggles my mom got a fairly decent paying job. So when she got on her feet money wise, she able to start getting me some things, Well, near my twelfth birthday she told me to write down want I wanted and if she could afford it she would get it for me. Over the next 2 or 3 years I just asked for the usual stuff kids want, bikes, etc. Anyway, what she would do is take me to the mall and buy me a new suit and her a new outfit and later that day we would go to eat dinner at a nice restaurant and then when we got home she would give me my present. Well, 3 days before my 15th b-day, I wrote down what I wanted and slid it under her door to read (I am skipping a lot of details so the story doesn't go too long). My hormones were raging as a young teen and I wasn't good at getting girls at that time so basically I requested for my b-day that I wanted to lose my virginity, WITH HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wrote in the note that basically a son should lose his virginity to the woman who gave birth to him. Same with a father and daughter. I do honestly believe that. So long story short, we did the b-day ritual of the mall and dinner however, because nothing was ever said in the three days leading up to this, I figured she just wasn't having anything to do with something so ludicrous that it wasn't even worth responding to. But, I wasn't sure so I asked her at dinner did she read my request and she said "YES but we will discuss it when we get home", in a somewhat stern voice. When we got home, I asked again what she thought of my b-day wish and she just said let me get settled and we will talk. I know this sounds unbelievable but, it basically unfolded like this(again, there is more involved in this but just trying not to let the story get to long). Well, when she came out my mom was in only stiletto pumps, a garter belt and stockings. Essentially, she was naked. She sat next to me, and said, I was going to get my present. What she told me was that she will teach me how to please a woman and that I could have her all that night, Sunday and we will play hooky from work and school on Monday to let me fuck her. After that, no more sex ever with her. Well, I took advantage of those 3 days and fucked every time I felt a twinge of horyness coming on whether she was wanted it or not. I guess you could say I technically raped her a few times. Well, again without getting to much detail, about 2 weeks later, I wanted more from her but of course she said no because of what agreed to but, 10 days later I came at her again I wasn't taking no for answer. I just persuaded and seduced her because she wasn't seeing anyone so I just felt she needed it like me and, who else better than her son who she could trust not to hurt her in any way. Well, she was my mom and lover through my high school years. With that, I went to college for awhile and then started working and I had became fairly skillful at getting women, meaning that my sexual relationship with my mother ended. I am married now and haven't hand sex with mom since early college. As far as I know, no one until now knows about this unless my other told someone which I don't think she did.

P.S. My mother said she decided to do it because after reading what I wrote several times, even though it was morally wrong it just made sense and she also didn't want me to get hurt by some girl or maybe even force myself on someone (I also think she just needed some cock as well).