My mom recently gave birth to my latest sibling (her 4th child). She's given birth to all of us at home. Being the eldest, with a 10 year age gap between my closet sibling, I can recall all the births. Hearing my mom moaning through her labors is always so sensual. She's very vocal during contractions and sounds almost orgasmic. I always masturbate to orgasm listening to her giving birth.

My step-dad is very flirty, and I'm sure he wouldn't stop me if I made a move. I fantasize about being huge with his child like my mom was, and him holding my hand while I moan and push out his child. I'm considering seducing him but I feel bad for my mom.

All throughout my teenage years, I’ve been struggling with my sexuality. Who do I like? Girls? Boys? I don’t know. I’ve always been curious about dick though. And when I’d go to my mother’s house on the weekends I’d notice that my stepdad had fallen asleep on the couch, and this is normally where he’d end up sleeping.

A couple of times, I’ve gotten bold enough to come up to him in his sleep and rub my hands on his firm body. He is very attractive and has a fit body. One time I reached down into his sweatpants and took out his cock. It was so huge compared to mine even soft. I quickly put it away thought because I was scared that he’d wake up.

One time I came home and my stepdad was dead drunk. You could smell the alcohol all around the room. This is when I decided to undo his belt pull his pants all the way down, and suck on his giant cock and rub his huge balls. I jerked off while I sucked and had one of the best orgasms ever.

Ever since then I’ve tried to see his dick in his sleep, but he has woken up a few times with me standing around and now thinks I mess with him in his sleep.

He will no longer fall asleep on the couch and instead makes sure to sleep only when my mother is in the room.

I want to ask him to suck his cock while he is awake, but in reality he’d most likely say no and I’d get shunned by my family. I also wish there was some way to continue to suck his dick while he is sleeping Since I’m too afraid to just ask him.

My stepdad used to play with me when I was a kid from about 10-13. Id wake up at night with him standing over me. My shirt would be pulled up over my little tits and my panties pulled down or to the side. He would suck on my nipples and run his fingers up and down my wet slit. Then he would pull me on to his lap and grind against me, I could feel his massive hard cock through his sweat pants. He'd spread my legs and play with what I thought was wear I peed from but now know was my clit. It tickled so much and made me hot all over, causing me to squirm on his erection. He'd slide one finger gently in and out of my tight, wet little hole. Eventually he'd put me off him and leave the room, probably to go jack off. I started playing with myself all the time, hiding in the bathroom rubbing my clit to make it tickle like he did and sticking my fingers in me or anything I could find that would fit. I was so tight and small not much would. I'd sneak near their room and listen while they fucked and peak through the cracks in the door to catch a glimpse of his cock. Sometimes I'd sleep with no panties waiting patiently for him to come play with me and make it tickle real good. One time I woke up to his face in my pussy, giving me the best feeling I'd ever fucking had, making me shake so hard. He left immediately after and didn't pull me on his lap that night. He never took his dick out and I was always too nervous to make any move to further things. Shortly after my young aunt (19) moved in and he started fucking her. She stayed in my room and I'd lay awake watching and listening as they played with each other. They usually went to the bathroom to fuck but a couple times they fucked right there in the floor next to my bed. I'd toy with ny pussy so hard listening to her moan quietly, watching to see his glistening cock going in and out of her in the dark. Trying to feel like he made me with his mouth that one time. Not long after my mom came home from work and caught them fucking on the kitchen counter and she left him. I always fantasize about if I had been brave enough to do more and what he would have felt like inside me. I cum to the thought all the time. I'm grown now and wish I could fuck him so bad.

I was raised by a single mom, I was about 8 when it started, and there was an elderly man next door who took an interest in teaching me how to be a man, so I waited at his place everyday after school until my mom got home. He told me that before i could be a man i had to know how to please one like a woman. He let me watch porn gave me my first blowjob, and then had me suck him while he fingered my ass. I swallowed every load and sometimes came from him sticking things up my ass. He said it was time to try the real thing and he had me on all fours and slid his dick up my ass as we watched woman getting assfucked. I really liked it and when I felt him shooting cum ump my ass I started cumming too and it was amazing. All we did after that was anal, he always came in my ass and had me suck him clean until I swallowed a load. This happened everyday until we moved in with my moms boyfriend when I was almost 10. We moved in on a weekend and on Monday I got home from school and was told by him to throw all my school clothes in the laundry bin. Then I went into the livingroom totally naked and found him watching porn. A woman was sucking cock and he asked if I liked it. I said I like watching anal sex. He looked at me and changed VHS cassette and I saw a woman sucking cock while getting it up the ass. He pulled out of her ass and she spun around and sucked it without wiping it off and I liked it. I spit into my hand and wet my asshole and slid a finger up my ass. I looked at my stepdad and he had his dick out and I bent over the armrest of true couch and lowered myself to his cock and he said he wanted me to suck it, I looked at him and said "I only suck dirty dick after it's been up my ass. You wanna stick it up my ass? I'll suck I clean after. I always suck my shit off the dick". He got up and slowly stuffed his big hard cock up my ass all the way, and it hurt. He pulled out slowly and I kept saying it was too big, then he just started fucking me as hard as he could and I was squealing, but he didn't stop. He held my wrists behind my back and it seemed to last forever, and then he rammed it all the way in and I felt his hot cum gushing in my ass and I came all over myself. He laid back on the couch and his cock was covered in brown slime, I got between his legs and took him in my mouth. He pushed my head up and down and I was choking and gagging and then he exploded in my mouth and i swallowed it down. I had shit all over my lips and I licked it off and said I had fun. He told me to go shit in the bathroom and brown cum gushed out of me, my ass was stuck open, gaping. He came to pray before bed with me and did it again, and then again when he got up at 4am. When my mom came to wake me I said my bum hurt and she had a look, it was torn to shit. She asked me what was on my lips and I said dad gave me chocolate. She said I better stay home and as soon as she left we were in his bedroom watching porn and fucking my ass. It happened a lot over a few years, I loved it, and I've been with tons of men since.