As a single Mother of two boys, it’s taken a lot for me to raise them, not to mention some extra creativity; some a little unorthodox.

Well, a few days ago, I was getting a little unorthodox with my 14 year old Son by giving him a blowjob so he could finish his homework. It may sound a little extreme, but it works.

I had him sit up on the kitchen counter for this so it would be quick and easy for both of us.

About two minutes into blowing him, my Son started to whisper things like, “Oh, Mom…,” and, “You’re gonna do it, Mom…” and, “I can’t hold it much longer, Mom…”

I knew I was going to get him to cum super hard for me… any moment…

With a tight seal, he began to pant and grunt as I sucked him harder and harder.

I wanted to get him completely drained and taken care of for the rest of the day.

Suddenly, my Son went off and I started taking him in.

It was a lot of cum….

You could even call it a, “Mother load!”

After I finished swallowing my Sonny boy alive,

I heard from a short distance ,

“Mom, can you do that to me?”

Being startled, I let out a GASP! I looked over and saw my 11 year old standing in the hallway sucking his thumb in his mouth.

I couldn’t believe my little Tommy just watched me suck off his brother, and so close.

I quickly excused myself from my eldest Son, “Honey, I need to go talk to your brother…”

I left him sitting on the counter with his thoughts. (He needed a few minutes to recover from his blowjob anyway.)

I told my Son, Tommy, “Sweetie, go up to your room and wait for me there. We need to, “Talk…”. Mommy will be right up.”

I took a minute to think about what an 11year old would think they would want after seeing that.

I wasn’t sure, so I went upstairs to see Tommy to find out.

When I entered his room, I didn’t even have to ask…

I knew he wanted me to do what I was doing with his brother… He wanted his Mother to blow him.

He was sitting on the side of his bed, with his pants off, sporting the cutest rager.

I asked Tommy, “Is that for me?”

“Yes, Mommy!” he eagerly replied…

As I began to close his door, my other Son walked by on his way to his room to finish his homework, but not without thanking me first…

“Thanks for doing that for me, Mom…”

I let him a smile with a soft kiss as the door slowly closed on us.

He smiled back, seeming to know what his little brother was in for.

I turned to my youngest to say:

Now, Tommy, let’s just see what we can do about this,, “Pre dick a ment,” you’ve found yourself in…

I kneeled down before my Son to go to work…

When I was around 14, my younger sister (8) and I started to look at each other naked. Looking evolved into touching, then almost every day I got home from school I would find her in my room.

I would pull down her shorts and lick her pussy and ass while she played on her 3DS or my Xbox. We’d have games like Hide and Seek or Truth or Dare where we would have to touch each other. My sister even came in a couple of times in her gym leotard, and lay down on my floor asking for help holding the poses. She would tell me to keep my hands on her butt, then that she could hold it better with her shorts off, or my face in her butt…

If we were ever in the house alone, we would get naked and lie together in our parents bed. Even though we never escalated to having sex, we would rub our privates together while watching tv. Once our mom came in while she was naked, and we had to come up with a flimsy excuse, but eventually our Dad walked into my room with her legs round my head.

We haven’t been able to do anything since, but I do miss her…

My Mom and I were finished swimming. I knew she would be changing out of her sexy black bikini in a few minutes and would be completely nude.

That’s what I wanted… After checking her out in the pool, I was so hard for her.

After a couple of minutes, I went to find her in her bathroom.

I knew I shouldn’t want to pursue my own Mother for lustrous sex, but I couldn’t help it any longer. I couldn’t get her out of my mind. I just had to have my Mom.

Her curves , her big beautiful boobs, her sexy ass, and mmmm… OMG… that sweet looking pussy of hers.

I absolutely NEEDED to FUCK my Mom.

She was surprised when I found her the way I wanted to find her. Her curvy, Motherly body with those sexy child bearing hips of hers.

With her shocked open mouth, she brought up her hands to cover her knockers but what I wanted to see was just lower than her boobs.

As I stood before her, looking at her down there, she moved her hands from her boobs to cover her pussy.

She started to question… but I abruptly told her, “Mom, please… just shhh… Mom, hush, Mom… please…”

She stayed quiet as I slowly approached her.

I told her, “Here, please, Mom…” as I pointed to the floor.

Here eyes followed my finger to the floor of her bathroom, where she now realized I wanted to fuck her.

The look on her face, the look in her eyes when she realized I wanted to fuck her… I’ll never forget it.

She slowly began to comply with my suggestion for her to lower herself to her hands and knees as I heard her comment, “…You can’t possibly want this with me… I’m your Mother, (long awkward silence) Oh, my God, , apparently you really do…”

I quickly kneeled down behind my Mom to get into position to start taking her from behind.

Rock hard for her, I couldn’t wait one second more.

I firmly grasped her hips while I used my knees to further spread her knees farther apart to lower her hips so I could start to enter my Mother’s pussy.

My Mom last minute said, “This is so wrong, sweetie, with your own Mother… Oh, God, I really hope you’re sure about this…”

I remained silent with her questioning my intentions of fucking her. No, I was on a determined mission to cum inside of my Mom.

As I pressed my Mother’s pussy to gain entrance into her, I heard her softly whisper, “Oh, my God, sweetie… you’re really going to do this aren’t you… you’re gonna fuck your own Mother…”

I told her, “Oh, fuck, Mom… here we go.”

With the help of my pre cum, I was able to press the head of my cock past her lips.

I knew as soon as I could get balls deep in my Mom, there would be no stopping and no turning back.

I worked my cock even deeper into her…

Finally, balls deep, my Mother moaned, “Oh, my God, baby… you’re all the way inside of me… you’re back home in Mommy…”

As I continued to feverishly rail my rock hard pulsing cock in and out of my Mother, she occasionally would let loose an , “Oh, my God!” or a, “Oh, fuck yeah, baby…” even, “Fuck my pussy… Do it… Fuck your Mother, sweetie…”

I felt completely liberated to hear my own Mother insist I keep fucking her.

My Mom heard me breathing fast along with the continuous sound of me fucking her (pap, pap, pap, pap, pap) as I continued plowing her.

She lowered herself from her hands to rest on her elbows as I watched her boobs rock back and forth with every commanding thrust into her.

I felt empowered taking my Mother from behind… for the first time in my life, I was guiding her, dominating her… fucking her…

Suddenly, my Mom started to shutter and cum as she met my thrusts with thrusts of her own.

I firmly held my Mother still by her hips while I pressed into her as deep as I could as she continued to cum for me.

She was so wet and warm… heavenly slick over my pulsating cock.

After letting my Mom cum, I started taking her again… in and out of her, pressing her with every sound of each of my thrusts (pap, pap, pap, pap, pap…)

I started getting close and my Mother knew it as she told me, “That’s is honey, you’re going to do it… Oh, fuck, bring it home, sweetie… Do it… cum back into Mommy, baby!”

Just then, with my Mother’s coaxing encouraging permission, I began to blow shot after shot, bolt after bolt, of my hot boy cum as deep and as forcefully as I could in her.

I didn’t hold anything back as I emptied both barrels in her.

After I finished, and reluctantly pulled out of her, my Mom told me, “We can’t do this again.”

Before I could ask her why, she said, “Not without a condom, sweetie, not without a condom.”

It is wrong to claim a mom is high or on something because she did this or or that. Do not assume. I was wrong once but it just happened. We did not get caught so no one will ever know. I was not high on any substance other regretable horniness from too close, naked, and a stiff cock in a shared showering we were forced because it was cold and the water heater died. The water turned cold too quick. My son and I jumped out and darted for the nearby bed. Next I felt my pussy pressing this rock hard stiff cock situated between my thighs. His rod was stuck and my instinct was to reach down and slide a fat long dick into my wanting wet hole. It was dark and in the heat of the moment it would have been natural to forget it was my son and screw like no tomorrow. Instead I resisted by, for the first time sucking my sons thick throbbing leaking tasty penis. In hindsight I think my subconscious took control to eliminate the urge to do the forbidden and maybe even saving unplanned pregnancy. Darkness fell over me that night and never again. My son and I share mistake other than my urges I did not execute. For the most part I am a disciplined person.

These are feelings I've grappled with for years. I am 30, trans and though I have known it for around 10 years I have never been able to transition. I have not been able to hold down conventional jobs due to mental health and have been forced to live with family because of that. Moving out has been extremely difficult and sometimes feels impossible, and the motivator of it all is wanting to finally be able to transition and express myself for who I am.

The feeling of not having control and having sexual trauma/ experiences in an adult shop have built up with the frustration, forced repression, and other things. And now I have an overwhelming want, almost a craving to be taken and feminized. It's so fucked up. I find myself fantasizing about being taken and slowly reshaped through diet, brainwashing and HRT into a pornstar-esque bimbo of a woman. And I can't stop looking it up and craving it. I want to give up. I want to give in so badly. Everything is so tiring, and the idea of suddenly not having a choice but to become a version of what I am on the inside even if it ends with me in a life as a mindless sex object sounds so desirable.

I'm scared of what I'd do if the situation actually presented itself to me.

This is an update to "I miss getting fucked by my cousin"

For Thanksgiving, my family planned a family reunion; we all traveled to my great grandmother's (GG's) house for a family day! At the end of the day, some people went home or went to a hotel for the night; my husband, our son and I slept at my GG's house. My cousin, Max (he used to fuck me from 7yo to 14yo) was also sleeping there with his wife and 2 daughters. I hadn't seen Max in a long time because he moved away when I was 14 and we fell out of contact.

I woke up at 2am to get some water when I saw him on the front porch. We had shared short conversations during the gathering, but this was a chance to speak to him alone. I went outside and said "hey" and leaned against the porch railing. He smiled and said hey, he asked me to sit next to him so I did. At first we simply talked about work and marriage and our family, etc. Then he said "I'm sorry for what I did to you! You were so young, just a little girl and I'm so sorry!" He started to cry and swore that he never did it again with any other girls, including his daughters.

I kissed his cheek and told him that I wasn't angry or traumatized, I admitted that I always liked it and wished he'd never stopped. He looked completely shocked, but then we suddenly kissed and it lasted so long we were both breathing heavy when we finally pulled away. He reached under my shirt and played with my nipple as he started kissing and sucking and licking my neck. I reached into his pants and he was already rock hard! He reached into my pj shorts and started to tease my clit as he said "you're already so wet!"

We stood and I leaned against the house and my cousin crouched down so he could eat my pussy. He said it tasted just as good as he remembered and he jerked his cock as he asked me if I missed him, I moaned out "yes." He dropped his pants and held up one of my thighs as he slipped inside me and released a deep breath as he started to fuck me. We stared into each other's eyes as we moaned and grunted, then he picked me up and pressed me against the house as he started to thrust harder. It felt incredible and my cousin had to cover my mouth with his own to keep me quiet. Then he pulled out and I got on my knees to take his cum into my mouth, I tried to swallow as much as possible but a little still managed to drip out.

My cousin said he wasn't finished yet and he took my hand and lead me down the hill to the old tree our great grandparents got married under. We hid behind it as we kissed and began to strip until we were both naked. Then my cousin turned me around and bent me over, he ran the tip of his dick along my wet slit before sliding inside me. Then he started to thrust harder and deeper until he was pounding my pussy! We were much farther from the house now, so we could make a little noise.

He asked me if I had been a good girl, he admitted to missing my pussy and asked if I missed him at all, he confessed to still having and jerking off to the pictures and videos he had of us from when I was young. He said he couldn't resist fucking me that first time when I was 7 and I moaned that I'm glad he didn't resist. We called each other's names and fucked 2 times under that tree, the first time he came on the tree the final time he came inside me. By the time we finished and decided to go back to bed it was almost 4:30am. We walked back up the hill and exchanged phone numbers, then we kissed one last time before returning to our spouses.

Now I'm back home and he said he'll be here next week for work and wants to see me. I know I shouldn't but I'm not sure if I can resist! I think I'm about to start cheating on my husband with my cousin who used to fuck me when I was a little (7yo) girl!

If I do see him again, I'll post another update...

We were both 14 . Me and M . We always walked in to each others houses , without ringing the door bell . If the door was not locked . It was a nice summer morning , she had told me what time to be there . I was going to ask M , if she wanted to go for a walk . To see our grandparents . The front door was not locked . i walked in to the hall way . Then in to the lounge . Where i expected to see M . She was not there . I could hear loud music coming from the kitchen . I expected her to be on the garden with her friend , sitting in the sun . Listening to the radio . I opened the door in to the kitchen . M was standing at the sink , with her back to me . She was naked . I did not say anything . The radio was so loud , she had not heard me . I stood watching her , i could not take my eyes off what i was seeing . Her beautiful figure . She was having what we refered to as a stip wash . Filling the kitchen sink with hot water , and using a cloth to wash our body . M was washing the top half of her body . She was waashing her boobs . Then she moved down to her belly . Then her pussy . I could tell she was washing her pussy . She had moved her feet apart . Opening her legs . To get to it . Then she was bending down to wash her legs and feet . I could see her pussy . It gave m an erection . I wanted to go back in to the lounge closing the door behind me . Then make out i had just arrived , shouting to see where she was . I was too slow , M turned to the side . To pick up a towel from chair . I stood still . M saw me out of the corner of her eye . Covering her body with the towel . She turned to face me . Asking how long i had been watching her . I told her i had just opened the door . She looked at me , she knew me too well . Don't lie to me . How long have you been watching . I said i had been watching her washing her front . She turned away from me . Soaping the cloth and handing it to me , over r her shoulder . You can wash my back for me . I moved to her , taking the cloth . Stating at her shoulders , washing her back . When i got down to he butt . She told me to mak sure to wash it thoroughly . Then i was washing the top of her legs . Make sure you wash the inside of my legs at the top . When i was doing it , i washed her pussy . She opened her legs to help me . As i washed he legs , my hand touched her pussy . When i moved down to the bottom of her legs . I had to kneel down . I could see her pussy , my face was next to it . When i had finished , she told me to get the towel nd dry her . When i had finished , she shocked me . She turned to face me . I could see he lovely firm boobs , and her hairy pussy . She was beautiful . She stepped towards me , and put her arms round me . Kissing me on the lips . Then she told me that she had planned for me to see her . She had wanted to do it for weeks . She said lets go and sit on the couch . We sat down and talked . She put he arms ound me and we kissed . I put my arms round her , feeling her bare flesh . M moved her hand down to the bulge in my shorts . Feeling it . Then she told me to satnd in front of her . She unfastened my shots and pulled them down . Telling me to step out of them , and take my tee shit off . When i sat down .She got hold of my cock , feeling it . I was feeling her boobs . She sat back and opened her legs . Letting me finge her pussy . Then she told me her mum aand dad would be at work all day . Lets go upstairs . When we were in her room . She lay on the bed with he legs apart . Giving me a good look at her pussy . I kneeled down to look at it , and finger it . She told me to lick her . The way i was feeling , i expected to cum without my cock being touched . I liked licking her . I did not want to stop . All the time i kept looking up at her face . I could see that he was enjoying it . Then she asked me not to stop . Her expression changed , she was groaning . She was cumming . When she had finished , he told me to lay back . She licked my cock , just licking where it was most sensitive . After very few licks , i was cumming . I was so arroused .She whiped me with tissues . Then we lay hugging , kissing , and talking . M told me that a few times when we had been walking in the local woods . She had wanted to make the first move , but was scared how i would respond . We were feeling each other , i sucked her boobs . I got another erection . This time i got between her legs and slipped in to her pussy . Fucking her . M said , pull out before you cum . When i was ready to cum , i rolled on to my back and masturbated . She watched me cumming . A few times , when our parents were at work . We had sex at her house or mine . Now when i pulled out and lay on my back M masturbated me to make me cum . One day when she had done this . She said that it must be frustrating having to pull out to cum . I told her it was , but i did not want to get her pregnant . When she was leaving , she said she would see me the next moning . At my house . When she arrived she had her younger friend Sue with her . Sue was just 11 . Very pretty , with red hair . I knew Sue from her being with M sometimes . When theey came in , we sat talking . M asked if i wanted to go upstairs . I went up . Wondering why . No sex today , with Sue there . When we were in my room , M was undressing . She told me to undress . I was feeling a bit uncomfotable , doing it in front of Sue . Then M told Sue to undress . Seeing Sue naked , gave me an erection . She had nice little nipples and a bald pussy . M told her to lay on the bed , with her legs open . Her little pussy looked nice . M told me to get down and lick Sue's pussy . It was exciting licking her little pussy . M got on nthe bed , kissing Sue and sucking her nipples . She told me to lick Sue , until she said i could stop . To my surprise Sue had an orgasm . M told me i could stop . Then her and Sue were kissing and fingering each other . Sue got down to lick M . M asked me to suck and lick her boobs . Sue gave M an ogasm . When it had finished . M told me that her and Sue had sex , licking , fingering , sucking , and pushing thing in to their pussy . Sue would be coming with her every time . My wanted me to fuck her . Telling m to pull out , don't masturbate to finish . When i pulled out . She told Sue to get on her knees . So i could fuck her . Telling me to slide in to Sue's pussy . She was wet , but nice and tight . M told me i could cum inside Sue . I had a great orgasm . Fom that day , we tried diffent things . Always cumming in Sue . This lasted for 18 months , until Sue started her periods . In the summer , if we could not use s house . We all went to a small wood , acoss the fields . No one seemed to go there . In a small gassy area , just inside the thick thorn bushes that surrounded it . We had sex . The nearest we got to being seen . Was a guy walking with his dog . They walked past close to the bushes . I had regular sex with both of them . Then Sue stopped coming . Me and M , had sex , even when she was engaged . It only stopped when she left home to get married .